I really want you

I arrived at his apartment, and Ryan greeted me with a passionate kiss that sent chills down my spine. My heart raced, but thoughts of James flooded my mind. I couldn't help but think about how my actions were impacting him, the pain I was causing. Yet, as Ryan took control, those thoughts seemed to vanish, and I became fully consumed in the moment.

He undressed me and instructed me to submit, the guilt haunted me. I struggled to reconcile my love for James with the intense desire I felt for Ryan. My heartfelt fragile, like it could shatter at any moment, as I desperately tried to forget the consequences of my actions and focus on the pleasure in front of me.

Ryan seemed to sense my internal struggle, pulling me close and whispering loving words in my ear. It was a strange dichotomy, as he evoked both desire and comfort within me. Overwhelmed by my emotions, my mind fought against my heart and found itself losing the battle.

"Anna, I know that what we're doing isn't...ideal," Ryan confessed, his voice filled with uncertainty. "But I can't help how I feel about you. I want to be with you, even if it's just for a little bit."

I remained silent, burdened by the knowledge of what this affair could cost me. But as Ryan kissed me and led me to his bed, my doubts and fears faded away once again.

I woke up feeling more confused than ever. I knew deep down that I needed to end things with Ryan, but the way he made me feel made it seem impossible. Throughout the day, I struggled to focus on my work and carry out my responsibilities, weighed down by the heavy guilt in my heart.

When I spoke to James later that day, I fought back tears, feeling overwhelmed by the burden of my actions. Guilt consumed me, and I knew that one mistake could tear apart our entire relationship.

"Anna, are you sure everything's okay?" James asked, his concern seeping through his voice.

I hesitated for a moment, debating whether to confess my sins and hope for his forgiveness. But the fear of losing him, of shattering what we had, overwhelmed me.

"Yeah, everything's fine," I replied, my voice strained. "I'm just...tired."

All I wanted was to unload the weight on my shoulders, to tell James everything. But the fear kept me silent. Throughout the rest of the night, I struggled to contain my inner turmoil, even as James snuggled up next to me.

I was fully aware now that the consequences of my actions were catching up to me. The stolen moments with Ryan grew more frequent, while my relationship with James hung by a fragile thread. I was playing a dangerous game, and I had no idea how to make things right.

I couldn't believe how things had changed since I met Ryan. Our encounters had become increasingly intense and heated with every passing night. The primal desire we had for each other seemed to grow stronger with each passing moment. It was almost like we were two wild animals that could not get enough of each other.

Our insatiable hunger for one another consumed us, leaving us wanting more and more. The lines between my humanity and my werewolf nature began to blur, and I found myself getting lost in the moment, letting go of all my inhibitions and embracing the dark romance that was devouring my very soul.

I lay next to Ryan, I could feel his hot breath on my neck, sending shivers down my spine. Our bodies were intertwined, and I could feel the pulsating energy between us.

"Anna, you're so beautiful," Ryan whispered in my ear.

I blushed and turned to look at him. "You're not too bad yourself," I replied, reaching out to run my fingers along his sculpted chest.

He pulled me closer to him, and I could feel his lips on mine. It was like a spark had been ignited, and our passion burned even hotter than it had before.

I could feel my wolf nature taking over, and I let out a low growl that seemed to excite Ryan even more.

"You're so strong, Anna," he said, his eyes filled with admiration and lust.

"And you're so delicious," I replied, nipping at his neck.

Our connection was so intense that it was almost frightening. It was like we were two halves of the same whole, and when we were together, we were invincible.

"Anna, I can feel your power," Ryan said, his voice a low growl.

"I can feel yours too," I replied, my eyes meeting his.

The desire between us was almost too much to bear, and I felt like I was on the verge of losing control.

"Ryan, I want you," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.

"I want you too, Anna," he replied.

Our bodies took over, and we were lost in a sea of raw, primal desire. Our connection was indescribable, and it consumed us completely.

I knew that I had found my mate, and nothing would ever be the same again.

I walked through the woods, my mind couldn't help but drift back to the night I spent with Ryan.

It had been a forbidden encounter, but I couldn't ignore the undeniable connection we shared. His presence still lingered on my skin, filling me with a sense of longing and desire.

But as I thought of Ryan, my mind inevitably wandered to James. James, my sweet and protective boyfriend, had been by my side for the past year. James, who had no idea about the secret affair I had with his pack's Alpha King.

My heart felt like a battlefield as I wrestled with my feelings for both men. It was impossible to simply choose one over the other.

I turned to see James approaching me, his expression worried.

"Anna, what are you doing out here alone?" James asked, crouching down beside me. "It's dangerous out here, especially during a full moon."

"I needed some time alone," I replied, avoiding his gaze.