chapter 2

Chaper 2.

"Love." I called Jared when we were in the lobby of the condominium building. He didn't pay attention to me, since earlier when we went out of the condo we were shooting at.

"Love, please. Pay attention to me. Are you mad at me? Love, please don't be mad anymore. Huh?" I told him in a soft voice, but he didn't really pay attention to me. He just kept walking. And with the speed of his walk, I had to run a little more just to catch up with him.

"Love, don't be mad at me, anymore. Okay? Hmm?" I continue to own him.

I was surprised when he suddenly stopped causing me to run into his hard back. I almost fell, but that didn't happen because he immediately grabbed my waist.

"Don't be mad at you? Really, Ariel? Are you really telling me that? To think you had a kiss before! no, more than a kiss, Why don't you tell me how I can't be angry?!" He shouted angrily at me.

Alright, I know he's jealous, What else can I do with this trend of events in the industry I belong to? What can I do if I can only make money by kissing? Isn't he like me who graduated, is rich and has his own company as a source of money?

I really wanted to throw those words at him but I chose to just lower my head and apologize again. I don't want to let him hear that anymore because our fight will only get worse. I don’t want us to fight because I’m hurting. I love him with all my heart.

I sighed first before answering him. "I'm sorry, Love. I'm sorry. I'm only good at this kind of job. I'm just good at acting. I'm sorry if I took that project even though I know you don't like that theme of my project. Sorry, Love. I just need money." After I said that, I smiled sadly at him. He, in turn, seemed dumbfounded at me.

I waited for him to say anything, but when he said nothing more, I started to enter the elevator. "Let's go, love I know you're tired from work. I'll cook you dinner. "I said smiling.

While we were in the elevator I was just quiet. He calmed down as well. That's how we fight just a moment as long as someone is wise to humble us.

Until the whole trip we were just quiet. from time to time he would ask me a question and I would answer it.

When we got to the opposite side of his condominium building, I immediately got out of the car, I couldn't wait for him to open the door for me.

I just waited for him to come out and then I started to walk inside the building.

We were right across from the elevator and everyone wasn’t really talking to us.

I sighed. I wanted to talk to him, but something was holding me back. I want to see if he will talk to me, that he will be the first to speak. I want him to humble us now, always as I am.

The elevator door opened so I went in there. But I was so shocked that Alexander suddenly squeezed my waist.

"I'm sorry, Love. If I acted like that a while ago. Sorry. I understand you now." he whispered to me.

I smiled. "It's oka—" I couldn't finish what I was about to say when he immediately stretched closer to me and covered my lips.

I seem to have noticed something else in the way he kisses me now. That's searchable. But I just let him. He's my boyfriend anyway.

He kissed me so deep. And I kissed him back just like how he kissed me.

with his lips he opened my lips, then he inserted his tongues into it. He also barely sucks on my lower lip.

"Ahh .." I moaned slightly as his kiss descended from my lips to my jaw, neck, and further down.

his hands were moving as well. I would rub my chest and squeeze slightly there.

"L-love, we're in the elevator. Maybe someone will see." I said softly to him.

"Shh ...no one's here. "I couldn't answer him as he squeezed my body even closer to his body while he was still kissing me. When the lower parts of our bodies hit, I moaned when I felt the he lives pet. Shit! am I ready for this? I just asked myself.

"FUCK!"

Jared and I seemed to be burning when we heard someone speak. I immediately looked up and my eyes almost widened when I saw Aius Frosco.

Shit! What the fuck?! Embarrassing! I immediately crawled behind Jared out of embarrassment.

Annoying. why all the time we can meet, why now? In this situation we are still really!

It's Embarrassing! He's my ultimate crush. Wahh!

"What the fuck! Get a room guys!" He growled and shouted at us.

"Sorry man." Jared just laughed, then he pulled me out of the elevator and walked into his unit.

Before Jared and I finally entered his unit, I looked in the elevator to see Aius. He is so handsome. no wonder, many are obsessed with him. And I was one of them.

Our eyesight was right and I was almost out of breath when suddenly my heart pounded with excitement!

Before I could even look away from him Jared pulled me inside his unit.

as soon as we entered his unit he immediately leaned me against the door and started kissing me.

I kissed back. But I don't know, something is holding me back again. But I just put aside whatever I feel is holding me back. I let Jared kiss me. He hugged me so and then he walked over to the couch.

When he laid me down on the couch he immediately removed the shirt he was wearing and threw it somewhere. My heart was immediately filled with excitement. Shit? what's he doing?

when he kissed me again I averted my face from him.

"What, Love? Let's continue what we started." he whispered that and then just kissed me again but this time I pushed him.

he turned away from me and his eyes were dark staring at me, causing me to feel scared. "What?!"

"I-I'm not ready for this yet, Love. Let's take it slow please? We're not both ready for this yet." I said softly.

I was surprised when suddenly he punched the coffe table in the middle causing it to break and keep me stuck. "Take it slow?! Not ready yet?! Fuck! Sariel when will you be ready?! We've been together for a long time, until now nothing has happened to us!?" He shouted angrily at me.

I'm scared. I'm crying. But I was still able to answer his question.

"Love, that's not the basis of a relationship. Understand me. We're not really ready for that yet. No—"

"Stop it! Leave! You're useless!" he shouted at me and then turned his back on me.

I immediately burst into tears. It hurts.What can I do, if I'm not ready yet?

"Love, please don't be like this, oh." I begged him.

"I SAID LEAVE!" he shouted furiously at me.

I could do nothing but cry and just leave his unit.

I failed again! It's my fault again!

I really wanted to explain to him why I wasn’t ready for such a thing yet, but I knew he wouldn’t listen to me.

I took a taxi and went home to our house.

When we got home, I was even more hurt when Mama slapped me hard on the cheek.

"What? And you really went ahead with that project, huh?! Didn't I tell you never to take such a project?!" mama said to me.

"I'll pay a lot—" I stopped explaining when she slapped me again with great force.

"Just for the money you're going to fuck, huh!? Get out of here! We don't need you anymore!" mama shouted then left me alone crying in our living room.

It hurts. Why is this day so bad? What's wrong with me not being ready and what's wrong with my livelihood?

I have no other choice of a high -paying job that will match Dad's treatment and Mom's whims.

Why?! Why are they like that to me?

Why can't they understand me?

To be continued.....