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IVANA POINT OF VIEW

I tried to follow Shy's advice, at first it was very difficult for me because I had to restrain myself from biting them but as the sun went down my fears decreased and I gained more confidence to talk to others.

I even realize that not all the men around me can attach me.

I even get closer to them especially to Evren.

I tried to make friends with him and like what Shy told me not that bad actually he's really helping me in recovering my phobia.

We are now together in the field and talking side by side.

"I didn't expect you to be teased" He shook his head as he watched the few soccer players train.

"It's a part of my recovery" I smiled at him.

I know Evren already knows my phobia and I'm very thankful to him that he was there to help me with my recovery.

I've even stabbed him before and I often fought him when he attacked me but he's still there to understand and help me.

"Actually I really need to say thank you for you, you are one of the reasons to be part of my recovery." I looked at him and smiled.

He's serious piercing eyes is looking at me curiously.

"And I just want to let you know that I don't hate you, the fact is your a great person at all." I smiled and stood up sitting and walked but before I could get away I spoke.

"And you don't need to change yourself to be liked by others. The fact is your really amazing for me the way you are" I looked at him and smiled sweetly.

I saw the shock in his eyes.

I walked away again.

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EVREN WILSON'S POINT OF VIEW....

"Actually I really need to say thank you for you, you are one of the reasons to be part of my recovery." She looked at me with her beautiful gray eyes.

I feel curious on what she's saying and I know I can't hide it in my look.

"And I just want to let you know that I don't hate you, the fact is your a great person at all." She smiled at me that makes my heart beat so fast. I'm trembling on what she's saying now.

He stood up and walked but before he could get away he spoke.

"And you don't need to change yourself to be liked by other. The fact is your really amazing for me the way you are." She look at me and smile the first sweetest smile I saw from her from the first time.

I don't know but I don't know what to do, it's like I'm stuck on what she just said.

I did not follow him because I lost myself because of what he said and his smile. In the end I found myself smiling and thinking on her sweetest smile.

She's really beautiful and at that time I'm really sure on what I felt and I promise to myself that I'll do everything to win her.

The next day I regained my former appearance.

I felt good again because I was not used to the clothes I wore in the past few weeks.

But I don't mind being irritated on those clothes as far as I made her happy I'm fine with that.

When we met I saw her smile.

"Finally I miss that Evren..." She gave me a fist bump.

IVANA POINT OF VIEW...

I'm glad he's not losing his appetite for me.

And I'm also glad that the original Evren I know is back.

I also noticed the change in me, I can talk comfortably with him, unlike before I was still hesitant to notice him or what.

We are almost together, we are together almost every day and we talk.

And for weeks bringing with him is really entertaining, I never stop laughing at his stories.

I'm in the park alone because I don't have a class in my last subject and Evren is not my classmate so I am not with him.

I just sat on the bench and watched the few soccer players play.

I suddenly smile when one of my favorite song from the script band played.

I closed my eyes and appreciate the nature.

The music calm me and the cold wind passing on my skin felt relaxation on my thoughts.

I was struck by someone who removed my earphones from my ear.

I almost shouted at the person when I saw Evren closing his eyes in front of me and wearing earphones in both his ears.

He's very close to me, our lips almost touch in just a wrong move.

I blushed at the thought of how close he was to my face.

I'm in the middle of nervousness when it suddenly flew away when I noticed his perfect face.

I can't stop but to focus and appreciate every part of his face.

In his perfect curve manly eyebrow, from his perfect shaped closed eyes, from his long curved eyelashes, from his perfect pointed nose and I stop in his thin pinkish curve lips.

It's very hypnotizing that I can't resist to look at it.

It's like it's pushing me to kiss it.

I felt my heart beat faster and faster, as if it was crazy to come out of a cage, I felt this before with one person but this time it was more intense.

To be continued...