chapter 5

I sighed as he finally took off his boxer shorts. His greatness was valiant standing and ready for battle at any moment.

I swallowed hard and couldn't take my eyes off his intensifying manhood.

Will that fit me?

My chest felt like a drum as he approached my seat. His eyes staring at me as if I were a work in his sight.

I couldn't help but be emotional with the way he looked at me.

Do I like him so I'm like this?

But it would be wrong for me to like him ...

They have a relationship with Ate Cray and I only do it because of her.

It was as if millions of needles were piercing my chest because of that thought. This time it seems like I want to be selfish and think that everything we do now has nothing to do with Ate Cray.

"Baby ..." I blinked when I heard her soft voice.

My eyes fell on Tredore standing between my parted thighs. I no longer realized that he had already managed to separate my thighs.

"Enter me, sir ..." I said stickily.

At this time, there was no Ate Cray first. I wouldn’t think it was all just because of his plans.

"I want you ... inside me ..." I added.

"Damn! You're really making me crazy." He laughed regardless of the effect of the drug he took.

My fists clenched because of that. It's like I just realized what Ate Cray did. It was really wrong for me to agree to what he wanted.

"I can't promise that I'll be gentle, Zreinessa ..." The corner of his lip lifted.

I bit my lower lip so hard and bravely met his eyes.

"Be rough, then. I want a hard core, Sir Tredore ..." I don't know where I got those words. They are very new to me.

I have no experience with such things but why does it seem like coming to Sir Tredore is what comes to my mind?

TOMORROW, I will feel nothing but pity. I regret that I consented to Ate Cray’s plans.

I knew from the beginning that what he wanted to happen was completely wrong but what did I do?

I agreed.

I agreed with the thought, he would be happy in return. I agreed because I love my sister very much and I don't want to see her have a hard time, especially since she doesn't have the ability to get pregnant so she depends on me.

But when it got to the point that I saw Tredore holding back and controlling himself I suddenly woke up. Someone suffered because of Ate's plan.

I thought everything would be easy but it wasn't ...

When I saw him how he restrained himself from even touching me he squeezed my chest.

I do not know...

I don’t know what emotion I felt during those moments.

I can not explain...

But I'm sure my chest was torn when I saw him suffering because of the drug he was given.

I feel so guilty about what happened. I feel very much to blame for Sir Tredore for what I have done.

So after that the decision was formed in my mind. I will never be able to allow us to have any more connections. Even if we just meet on the road I will not allow it.

"Madam! It's breakfast!" I heard our maid shout outside my room.

"Yes! I'll be next!" I answer back.

Even though I just wanted to lie down on the bed I forced myself to get up. I also need to talk to Daddy.

"Good morning, Dad!" I greeted you when I arrived at the dining area.

He lowered the newspaper he was holding and smiled at me.

"Good morning, hon," he greeted sweetly.

I sat on the right side of the dining table and we started eating. Only the rattle of spoons and forks could be heard in the dining area.

When I had enough strength I took a deep breath before speaking.

"Dad ..." I called to him.

He immediately took a table napkin and wiped his mouth before turning his attention to me.

"Yes, hon? Need anything?" he asked gently.

I shook.

"What is it?" he asked further.

I let out another deep sigh before speaking boldly.

"About my substitute teacher—"

"What did he do to you? Tell me, hon! Did he do something to you? What about him ?!" he asked in succession and there was a trace of concern in his voice.

"Dad, it's not what you think," I calmed him down.

He took a deep breath as if calming himself.

"What is it, then?" he asked calmly.

"Could you, without Sir Grenesa, not allow anyone else to teach me?" I asked gently.

His left eyebrow rose. "Why? Did your substitute teacher do something to you?"

I immediately shook. "Nothing, Dad. It's just that ... I'm more used to Sir Grenesa's way of teaching. I change when others teach."

I just hope he bites my excuse. This was the first step so that Sir Tredore and I would never go down the same path again. I am as sure that when Sir Grenesa is not there, he will re-refer Sir Tredore as his substitute teacher.

"Is that so?" Daddy's sad drone. I secretly smiled. "Alright. I'll tell Mr. Gresena about it."

I smiled. "Thank you, Dad."

I secretly sighed when I let him. I will lose connection with Sir Tredore. It would be better for me to cut everything than to make everything more complicated.

Ate Cray could not have known what had happened to Sir Tredore and me the other day in the study room. That was very wrong and it was a betrayal of Ate.

My chest tightened because of that.

What makes me feel this way?

I made the right decision, didn't I?

It's better to dettached myself with Tredore immediately. I won't let the situation makes more complicated. Because of the latter, I knew I would come out guilty.

I just couldn't accept to myself that I did that thing behind my sister's back. I don't want to lose Cray's trust on me, that's why it should be better if she didn't know that I have more connection with Tredore other than what she have planned.

I'll just distance myself. I'll be the one to adjust so that everything doesn't get messy. It was never new for me to be alone. I'm used to it so it won't be a problem. I don’t want everything to be complicated.

"Zreinessa." I blinked when I heard Sir Gresena's voice. "Are you listening? I mean, are you okay?"

Sir Grenesa and I had a class session but my mind was flying everywhere.

I heaved a deep sigh. "I'm sorry."

"I can dismiss you already if you want, Zreinessa." Sir Grenesa smiled. "You seemed so problematic, though."

"Is that so obvious, Sir?" I asked with a laugh.

Is it that obvious that I am in trouble?

Do I look like a burden to the whole world?

Sir Gresena chuckled. "You just sighed a few times. You're spacing out, too. I already called you thrice."

I sighed. "I'm sorry, Sir. My mind was just bombarded with so many thoughts. I don't know what to think first."

Sir took his chair and brought it in front of my table. Earlier he was standing in front of the white board while discussing with me.

"What are you thinking? Maybe I can help?" he asked gently.

I smiled as I shook my head politely. "I can handle myself, Sir. I still can."

I can handle it for myself.

I will be able to do and tolerate what I think should be done in the situation I am facing.

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" He shouted as he landed in the room and I couldn't help but jump in panic ..I could scream so badly ..if you're on the mountain ah ....

."I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't see you, I'm sorry" I immediately apologized, it's also my fault ....

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE HA AND WHO ARE YOU? BKT YOU ARE IN MY ROOM HA?" He shouted nmn doesn't he know how to speak very calmly ah !!! .nakakabingi na .....

"I'm sorry, I'm cleaning because I'm a new nanny who brought Nana Rose here. I'm sorry, I don't know that you'll be standing there and watching me clean, I hope you didn't tell me ......" I haven't finished I'll tell him to cut it

."AND I'M STILL TO BLAME. WHO HAS A HEADSET IN HIS EAR AND STILL DANCES.?" It's really bad that the gorilla is overdoing it

"HEY! YOU'RE STUPID, YOU CAN'T SPEAK WITHOUT SHOUTING, CAN YOU? I also shouted at him to calm him down, my eardrums hurt a lotnako naman ohh !!!!!"What's going on here?" Nana suddenly burst into tears

"It's because "What is that boss" said nana and didn't register in my brain what she said suddenly spoke gorilla este boss dw .....

"nana rose, where did you get this woman?" And if you can find it, it's still a forest, it's nice if it ...

."I'm sorry sir harry eh because he's new here so he doesn't know you yet let me introduce you ... sister come here" at the same time nana pulled me next to him I was still upset

."he's the daughter of adam harry montefalco our boss is the owner of this house" sya sama nmn ng ugali hmmmp!! .he looked at me without any expression on his face, he was also very cold, how can people here tolerate him? tsk tsk tsk

."apologize quickly" nana whispered to me so I looked again at the gorilla este to the boss ... and smiled sweetly sweetness

."sorry boss I won't repeat what I did I'm sorry" I said and he left in front of us and I don't know where he went I just let him go and continued my work quickly to get out of the difficult Maybe the gorilla will reach here ......

.in the evening, I was right here in the hallway of the house because I delivered the gorilla's food ... but I didn't catch up with him, maybe he's in the cr ..that's also good so that we don't meet again, maybe they'll shout at me ... as i was walking i heard a child crying in the third .room in front of the boss's room because he is in the library ... I slowly peeked and saw a boy crying on the side of his bed about 3 years old ..I entered ." I complained. "What is that boss"

Hayy, my sleep is so delicious !!!! Wait!! How did I get here to my room? What I remember is that I was watching Phoenix last night and I also fell asleep, so how did I get here? .I don't know .. I went downstairs and washed, I did my morning routine and then went to the kitchen, they were all there too

"goodmorning people !!!" Hyper I told them and also greeted me back ....

."Oh andyan kana pala hala segi and sit down and eat breakfast you will join them later sir and you will go somewhere with Phoenix" said nana I was surprised to look at her

"Where are we going nana?" ..I will ask ....

."sir said he will go to school here to study" ahh I said and continued to eat we were in the middle of eating when someone hugged me from my side ..I looked at that and I smiled I can see baby Phoenix hugging me ....

."goodmorning baby phoenix" I greeted him happily"morning mommy" he said that I was surprised and as well as they nana are you really called mommy ah but I don't know bkt this is how I feel the fun ... the sweet feeling that he called me mommy .... hehhe I had an instant child ah..I just smiled when he looked at .man just arrived here in the kitchen he also heard insurance"Phoenix why did you call her mommy?" Adam asked as he saw his son ..my son Phoenix told me ... boss adam's wife died while giving birth to baby Phoenix ..sorry nmn he lost his mother early. ..

"because i want her to be my mommy ... daddy !!" .baby Phoenix said ..."no Phoenix she's not your mom and she will never be your mom" said the gorilla so baby Phoenix started screaming I looked at ADAM badly and avoided looking at him ..I looked at baby Phoenix and lifted it and pinned me ...

."baby Phoenix stay okay ... listen hmmm! .... you can call me mommy eh that's okay anyone you can be a mommy like them nana ni ate mia and Chelsea we are all here ..you can be mommy because we all love you okay so don't cry hmm !! .You can't see that pogi nyan look oh your eyes are already swollen .. stay here hmmm !!? "when I greeted him and little by little he settled down, he seemed to understand what I said, so we continued to eat while I was feeding him, he was also smiling and laughing with those with me, heheh, he's so cute .... I left his .office ..he cares .....we are here in the car now while we are going to my school where baby Phoenix will study he didn't let go of me so he was still hugging me while his little arm was still wrapped around my neck ... 'you look like a tarsier baby hahhaha' of course in my mind ko lng yun .... anyway andito na .we are at school and the boss is already talking to the principal here, it looks like the people here know him well and he looks famous ah, the women are looking at him like you thought they were going to eat my boss, look at him badly ... and what's worse tingin sakin ah .. 'anong kasalanan ko'? .I asked in my mind so I raised an eyebrow at them ... tsk ...

"thank you mr montefalco expect nyung to be based and we can teach your son well" said mrs.principal ....

."I'll hold on to that mrs.sanches thank you we'll go ahead" said nmn the boss and shook hands with mrs.principal and we left ..... while we were traveling, baby Phoenix fell asleep ..

"Aren't you hungry?" The boss suddenly asked so I looked at him.

."It's not too much boss okay lng" I said lng but the truth is I've been hungry for a while .... and suddenly my tyan rang so smiling dog I looked at him ...

"I'm not hungry ah" he said still smiling

.we are here now in a restaurant it's nice and it looks more social ha it's very expensive insurance here ....

"What do you want to eat?" The boss suddenly asked so I looked at him

."it's up to you hehehe" I said shyly ..that's why he's the one to order what we're going to eat ..while waiting I couldn't help but look at the whole restaurant because it's nice eh .I looked at its name in front of cashier (Bert hotel & restaurant) may hotel din pla grabe ang .size ah ..when the food arrived we started eating ..I was a little embarrassed because so many people came to our place or should I say looking at him .hey how come he's handsome bkt because he caught all the handsomeness in the world ...

."Don't stare at me, I might melt like that" is the wind of this boss too, eh, it's good that I'm not saying he's handsome, maybe he's even worse ... I continued to eat while I was feeding baby Phoenix. He has been watching on his iPad ...

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