Chapter 2 - Elaine's POV

Elaine's POV

"Ela... You are PREGNANT!" She shot the bullet in a unicorn rush.

Darn!

"Noooo...." a stream of tears fell off my eyes burning my cheeks from the heat of them. I physically broke down on the floor...

"Hey! No.. Don't cry! El... Strengthen yourself.. Shush..shush.. It's okay. I am there for you...." she hugged me trying to calm me down. But there's no way that I am gonna calm myslef down.

God! How can I be relaxed when my life has been shattered into a million pieces in front of my eyes?

"Well! Tell me! Who is the father of this baby?" The question suddenly caught me off guard that made my heart burst again with pain.

"Ela..Just tell me.. We can re-set this. We have to give all the rights for this unborn creature inside you.." she probed pulling my head back...

"Why are you silent? Just do tell me?" Worry was sunk in her voice.

"N-No.. Kay... I myself have to find the way to go through this..." I said prying her hand off my face.

"That's what I am asking for.. Just give the name of the father of this child. So we can fix this and your baby would not lose anything what she or he deserves. This is for the betterment of you both. Just do tell me Ela.." This time it was more like a command.

I went frozen and felt a spiral of numbness run through my blood..

"Speak up Ela.."

"I-I don't know..." those were the only words that I could weave at the moment. As I said I looked away from her to the silent air that had woven a tense aerospace around me now.

"WHAT!!!" Kay almost yelled in disbelief. "Do you know what you mean?"she asked holding and shaking my shoulders.... I just nodded looking down controlling the whimper that tried to escape my lips... "Are you insane? Oh god Ela!"

"Well! We'll try our best.. Just tell me. Did you see his face at least?"

The reply just ended up by another nod of mine..

"God Ela! What a goddamned awful mess you have done.. You don't know how hard it is to solve this..." as she said rubbing her forehead, I wiped the tears off my eyes and got on my feet.

Well! It was all my fault.

Just my fault.

I must not burden any one.

I will find my own way of solving this.

"No...Kay... A fathe.." I stopped at the mid of my sentence as the truth and the realization stuck in my mind how hard it is to live a life without a father.

Without his love, without his caresses, without his heart touching words, without his protection, without his hugs and without everything of him....

God! How can my child live without his or her father?

"El... We need to find the father of your baby. He or she deserves all the happiness in this world. Don't be stubborn. Just help me out.. Okay. Don't you have any slight memory of his appearance...?"

"No.... I was too drunk to abandon my consciousness that night. If I were in the real state of my mind, I would have never done this... You know it.."

"Okay. But Didn't you see him even in the morning? I mean when you woke up next to him?" Her brows furrowed as she was waiting for a satisfied answer from me..

"Um..No Kay.. The sooner I woke up I left the place as I felt too disgusted about myself... He was in a deep sleep lying on his stomach and turning on the other side. So I didn't notice anything about him.." said I feeling some kind of embarrassment about the shameful thing I had done.

"Don't you have any belongings of his.. I mean.. Didn't he give you anything to keep with yourself.. Some thing like a small gift..or a visiting card like wise..."

"No...nothing..." I really felt so disgusting about my self.

"This is such a dilemma...." she said with a worried face scratiching the temple of her.

"Ela.." then she came closer to me.. The time Kay came to me I was on the verge of tears, but I fought them off with so much courage.

I have to strengthen myself...

I can't abandon myself to search for a man who I have never met with, but once I happened to get phyisically cotacted with.

The next few months will be so hard for me to handle. That's the only thing that I already know.

But how can I face my so adorable mum who kept all the faith in me?

How will she go through this awful thing that her daughter is gonna throw at her?

No.. She must not know this. It must be kept only to my self...

"Well... Now get changed into a dress. I will get your breakfast done... Okay? By the way El.. We need to meet the doctor to confirm this..." I gave a nod plastering a slight smile on my lips. Now that I knew it, I am kind of adjusted to the fact that I am pregnant. I mean I am not gonna abort this baby. There's a life inside me. It's a life. He or she has the right to see this world. The faults done by the humans who have a brain to think about what they are doing, must never solve their problems or take revenge from these yet unborn creatures inside us.. I thought caressing my still flattened stomach.

I must live for you. And you must live for me...

I love you my baby....

Whatever the things happen, I am there for you and we both are there for each other..

.

It's a promise from your mommy... said I turning my lips up to thin smile.

"What were you thinking?" I was snapped out of our little world when Kay tapped on my shoulder with a grin on her face like she had understood the things ran in my mind a while ago..

"Just... And by the way I thought you went to get my breakfast done.." said I with a smirk... Though the pain and the despair were still clung on me, I tried my best to put the noramality in my words and even on my face.

"Oh yeah... I--" before she could complete her sentence my phone shouted with a deep sound. I felt nervous before I stepped closer to my phone.. As I went and picked the phone up off the night stand a wave of fear ran through my body... Kay gave an exclaiming look as I seemed to be shocked.

"Who is that?" asked she with confusion.

"Mom!" The own word of mine made me cringe on the spot....