Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Fine

“I am nothing without you Nieves” he whisper. The way he say that stupid name the pain hunt me, the pain spread all over me. Khal please, i am not your Nieves.

“Let go”

He didn't listen he just wanna get out of this place.

“I am not your N-“

“You are. Please don’t push me away. I’ll change. I'll do everything you want, I love you so much. You know how much I love you. I don’t want you near Rafael or the other boys. I only want you in my arms baby, I want you alone. I want you so much,”

CRAP. I cried not because I'm happy, but because I'm hurt. He loves Nieves. And I ain't her. Even he's hugging me so tight, I still let go.

“Please” he beg. I didn't speak, he really didn't listen to me. He's too blinded of his love to Nieves.

“Lets just go home,”

I ride the Hilux, I saw how hesitant he is to Drove the car. He put everything we bought at the backseat and he sat on the driver seat. We're both silence. I was thinking about things when I noticed that we're already here.

I was so sad to even realize that my tears showered my face. I enter the mansion without him because he's going to go somewhere. After I enter the house, I sat on the sofa crying, no one bothered to ask me.

I cried because I'm too hurt.

“Sshh,” I felt the hand of someone. I knew ut was Jalius.

“Did he knew already?” he whispered, I shake my head.

“Then why are you crying?” I hear the sympathy and sincerity in his voice. That makes me cry even more.

“H-he. He love my twin so much,” I sai weakly. The sight of me was blur, I see the darkness again, the darkness shows again. I'm alone again.

“No. He love his pride. Not Nieves, but his pride” he said to calm me, we already knew the fact. He’s just comforting me.

He faced me after that.

“If you’re hurting. Leave him.”

“No. I need to get the factory, back,” I'm shaking my head.

“But Eco,”

When he call me in my name, I cried even more. He cursed and even hug me more.

“Damn. You’re such a crybaby. Shut it will you. Or do you want me to punch your loverboy?”

I cried on his shoulder, 'til I can't cry no more. I told him to I need rest so he allowed me to go upstairs. I stayed at my room trying to sleep. When I get some sleep.

I am trembling when I woke up. I can feel the dizziness and I can feel how heavy my chest is. I stood up trying to reach the door, I walk and still feel how heavy my steps are. Fuck it.

“Help” my voice is too weak, I know no one could ever help me. But before I shut down, I felt someone grabbing my waist, and cursed.

I woke up, laying on bed with dextrose. I saw Khal at the side. Very worried.

“She just need to rest,” the Doctor nodded. Khal ask what medicine should I take, I didn't understand it very thorough because if still dizzy.

I look at Khal and he stare at me.

“Are you fine now Nieves?”

I look away and didn't answer, I heard Khal's violent exhaled. I just ignored it and I sleep.

I hide myself at the comforter and sleep. I cried myself to sleep again, I stayed three days here and Khal never showed himself again. The maids served me, Raf and Jal always checks on me.

“You get more skinnier,” he pouted. I just ignored it, since I was kid I was really weak. I still catch cold, and this is not new.

“Where's Khal?” when I ask Jalius about it. Khal entered the room. Our eye meets, I look away.

“I'm at Manila for last three days.” He explain. That explains it.

“Ah. What did you do?” I ask full of curiosity.

He smiled and show me what he bought. MCDO. I smiled widely and he approached me, kissing my forehead for three seconds.

“I'll tell you what happened at Manila while you're eating,” he said and sat at the bed.

“Khal. You can give her healthy food than-“

“Its okay Jal. I’m fine with this though,” I told him and Jal just nodded, he left us after that.

“I already took a bath, and I feel good after that, I'm aboit to go at the ranch with Jal but then you came,”

I heard him chuckle and reach for my hand. “Are we fine now?” he smiled. I nod.

“That’s good. Go and eat,” he said.

He get every food he bought, that looks so yummy. But I focused on fries first.

“Khal” I called him.

“Yes?”

I lean my face on him and leave a peck on his lips. “I miss you” I should be true to myself. Even he think I am Nieves. I still need to be true to myself. I should act like Eco. I should love Khal the way Eco does, the way I want.

He grabbed my cheeks and kiss me deeply. He kissed me thoroughly, he’s kissing every angle of lips. He owns it, in one swift, he ruthlessly enter his tongue and thrust it on mine. I moan as he do that, I felt different kind of emotions. I open my eyes, and look at them tiredly.

“Khal. I just- came from flu,” intently telling him that I don’t want to do ‘that’ with him. He chuckle mockingly.

“I’m not planning to do anything,baby,” he said smirking.

“Eat well. I'll go bathe,” he smiled again and leave me.

He go to the bathroom and I just find myself smiling widely. I am so in love, for the very first time. I don't wanna end this kind of feeling.