there are two women included

chapter 2

Akira pov

I haven’t had two papers my stomach sounds like because of hunger. I'm tired. I want to eat and rest. I'm dizzy from hunger.

I continued my work even though I was very hungry. While I was doing that I felt drowsy and I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep in the middle of my work.

I woke up because of that noise and immediately stood up and opened up to me kyle who looked at me darkly. I was nervous and scared.

His large steps towards me ate up our distance. He held my arm as he shook me K-kyle"

I shuddered to know him as he shook my arm. Tears welled up in my eyes as I stared at him furiously.Don't you know how much I need that role"

He was very angry. I shook in response and he immediately pushed me causing me to lose my balance and sit on the floor at the same time as my tears were dripping.

Your so st*pid, you're so.stupid idiot. I need those papers now for my meeting but what did you do "I-m so-sorry"

I cried knowingly as I stood up. I approached him but he grabbed my arm again and I could feel the pain there when he grabbed me.

Leave my company. I don't need you. I don't need a flirt and fool in my company"

He said angrily as he pointed his hand at the door K-kyle! Leave akira! Don't wait for my eyes to darken on you and maybe what can I do I quickly arranged my belongings before I ran out of my office and into the elevator. My tears kept flowing. My vision dimmed as I walked stooped out of the building.

I immediately took my key to the ballet before I entered and squeezed it. My vision was blurred as I looked at the road while driving. I stopped because of a red light and there flowed my tears that I had been holding back.

In the middle of my groaning in the car I realized that someone had blown the horn in the back of my car. I immediately drove my car home.

About a few minutes before I arrived home. I leaned back in my car seat as my eyes narrowed looking at the house.

My eyes caught the ring in my hand. I've been soot soot since we got married. I looked there and burst into tears again.

I took a deep breath before I got out of the car fainting. I went inside and sat on the soffa due to exhaustion. I bent down and my tears flowed again.

It hurts. My heart is crushed. I cried even more because of my heartache. I cried in my palms. It’s exhausting, exhausting.

I looked up and leaned on the sofa as my tears continued to flow. I love him but he can't love me.

What have I done like this? I love him, but why is it that he gave me so much pain. I just love but why is it so painful. Why is it like this?

D*mn it!

I cried even more because of everything he did. With all his pain, I still love him. I still love even if this is how he makes you feel. I still love him even if he hurts me. I still love.

D*mn it

I don’t know what time I cried because of the pain. I slowly got up while going to the kitchen to get water and drink. He doesn't have a day off today. I took a glass then I poured the water from the refrigerator.

I felt my eyes go numb from crying. I put the glass down in the kitchen but before I left the kitchen I first rinsed the glass before returning it to its holder.

I went out of the kitchen. I grabbed my bag on the sofa before I went upstairs to the bedroom. As kyle knows he won't go home because he can't bear to see me here at his house.

I sighed at the thought. My heart ached again. I went straight to my room and then entered the bathroom to take a half bath.

I'm so tired today. very hard. I took off my clothes before I went straight to the bathtub. I stormed in there and played with the petals that were at my feet.

I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water flowing through my body. Kyle came to my mind again and then the words he left out.

I am a beautiful woman for him. It hurts when that word comes from him. He is my strength while I am the unlucky one in his life. Of all the people around me Kyle was the one I didn’t expect to hurt me like this. Kyle is the one I didn’t expect to make me feel this pain.

Again a bead of tears dripped from my eyes. I didn't bother to wipe it anymore. When I thought too much, I didn't realize that I was asleep and I just woke up when I heard a car outside.

My forehead furrowed before I stood in the bathtub put on the robe before I went out and went straight to the veranda so I could see who had come.

When I got to the veranda I frowned when I saw kyle's car. I wonder if he won't come home. Kyle got out of the car. I also went out of my room to greet him.

I tied my soot robe first before I went down the stairs. I walked to the door but was stopped by something that broke from outside opps"

I heard a soft female voice. Before I could open the door, it finally opened and kyle came up to me with a woman while kissing me inside.

F*ck!

Stunned, unable to move as my tears flowed one after another like rain as I watched the two of them kissing in front of me. I clenched my fist as blurred eyes stared at kyle at the woman who never stopped kissing.

Wait! There's someone!" the woman said softly as I saw how kyle's kiss fell on the woman's neck. I could see how his tongue went there.

Shhhh come on don't mind her, she's my helper here." Kyle said softly as he continued to kiss the woman's neck. Kyle charged the woman causing the woman to scream. I close my eyes and I can't hold back my tears like rain.

They passed the two of me as they climbed to the top still kissing. I remained standing in front of the door unable to move crushed to pieces. I fainted and sat on the floor sobbing.

I was held in my mouth to stop the screaming of my crying. D*mn the pain. It hurts to see your loved one with a different personality. The pain is pain.

My tears kept flowing as I held my mouth to stop my screaming.I couldn't help but dream that I was just that woman. I wish he was just kissing me like that. I wish I was just one of his .

Very painful. I could do nothing but cry and cry to somehow reduce the weight here on my chest.

I cried even more because from here below I could hear their laughter both upstairs. I closed my eyes tightly and covered my ears.

I became even weaker and couldn't stop crying again.

What have I done to punish me like this. I just want to be happy with him but it hurts so much.

D*mn!

I remained sitting on the floor while crying and fainting. I could not stand because of the weakness because of what I have witnessed today. The tears continue to flow endlessly. Whatever I stop will flow and will continue to flow.

I just want to get up and sleep soundly so that I can forget about this incident tomorrow but I can't because of weakness.

I kept crying and crying because I couldn't hold back my tears. Slowly, even though I was weak, I stood up while holding the cupboard that was just next to me. I stood even though still weak before slowly walking onto the sofa.

I sat there and started crying again. That's how kyle is. Ever since we got married, I've always come home late. Always carrying a woman. He turned our house into a motel. Sometimes he doesn't go home and just sleeps in his condo.

I looked up and the remnants of their previous fight came to my mind again. I closed my eyes tightly and ventured out of my mind.

I really wanted to fuck the girl earlier. I really wanted to make her look like I was her husband. I would like to tweak him and let him out of our house but I didn't do it because of weakness. I didn't do it because of pain and weakness before.

F*ck!

The pain but I can't do anything because I love it. I love kyle so much that I can tolerate everything he does because I venture that one day he will love me like he loves a woman.

To Be Continued...