I really love him

Chapter 4

AKIRA POV

Manang immediately touched my shoulder but I complained because of the pain in my arm and then my back. I wiped away my tears but they continued to flow. Manang built me.

What happened to you? You're just a child. What are you doing out here" I felt annoyed that manang said. I remember now that he came home because his day off was over. I can't speak because of my stuffy throat. I remained bent over while continuing to cry. I was afraid to speak because of my vibration.

I saw from the corner of my eye manang who had taken under the vase here outside. I looked at it and I found this key. I ran so that manang could pass.

He opened the door and entered. When I entered there was no kyle and eunice I arrived at. I looked up and made sure they were in the room. My tears flowed again and my heart ached again.

Manang made me sit on the sofa. I still can't speak because my throat is blocked and I'm also afraid that my voice might vibrate when I speak.

Manang left me on the soffa and went to the kitchen. When he returned, he already had water and immediately gave it to me. I took it slowly and because of my weakness I almost let it go and manang supported me.

What happened to you?" Manang was worried after I drank. He laid it down in front of me and as he nuzzled my back.I forgot because I-where did I put the skey" my voice cracked when I said that. My tears continue to flow no matter what.

Kiss you go upstairs first and rest. You look so tired." Manang is still worried. He helped me stand up and climb to the top.

We passed Kyle’s room which was super quiet. I don't know where they went. I kept staring at the door of the master bedroom but I also eventually avoided the nearby carcass in my room.

Manang opened the door of my room before she let me in.Rest first. I'll leave first and I'll go shopping. When I come back I'll cook you your favorite ok?" Manang said smiling as she wiped my tears from flowing. I smiled then nodded before closing the door. I went straight to bed and lay down. I looked at the kesame even though my eyes were dimming.

The person Kyle really loved is back. How about me? I wept at the thought. I love him and I can’t afford to lose him. Next my tears flowed from my eyes. My heart aches non -stop.

the number of questions in my mind is how can I ever lose Kyle? Oh god I can't. I love him so much. I can tolerate this pain, he just loves me. I could bear the pain he caused me. I can forgive him he just loves me back. I can do everything just don't lose him to me.

I cried even more when it came to my mind what am I against the person he loved? I'm just a humble unwanted wife who can arrange marriage.

The weight is heavy on the chest. I want someone to talk to but I don't know who to approach. Then I remembered my parents. My tears dripped like a faucet that never stopped flowing so that whatever was wiped on it would still flow.

I leaned over and my eyes caught the picture frame of dad and mom and kyle's picture frame when we got married. The size of my smile and you can really see that I’m happy. My eyes shifted to kyle with no readable smile on his lips. I smiled sadly then I touched his face I really love him

I don't know what time I fell asleep because maybe I was tired and cried too much as long as I woke up in the dark outside. I rubbed my puffy eye. I fell asleep in my tears. I got up and saw that it was 6:20 pm. Roba is still soot from this morning. I couldn't get dressed.

I sighed before I got up and went straight to my walk in closet to get dressed. Has manang arrived yet? I didn't even wake up.

I shook my head before I stepped out of my closet. I'm soot to sleep now. I adjusted my face first before I left my room.

The lights were all on when I came out. I'm sure manang is home. I only took one step when I heard laughter and giggles on my chin. My forehead furrowed but my heart was beating fast.

I walked slowly until I reached the stairs and from where I was drying I could see Kyle and Eunice kissing. Kyle sat while Eunice was on his lap.

My heart ached at what I saw. There was a tear from my eye but I immediately wiped it away and bravely watched them kiss.

I want you to get a divorce kyle for us so that we can fulfill our dream then" Eunice said softly. I could hear it even though I was on the rusty floor. I averted my eyes and turned to go back to the room.

I couldn't wait for Kyle to answer lest I be even more offended by what he had to say. I went into my room and closed it. I was surprised I didn’t cry. My tears are low. I shook my head to clear my mind. I looked at my phone as it lit up.

I took it and opened and opened the text of manang to me. I opened it Manang

Sorry kana hija Sir increased my day off by four days.

I read manang's message. My forehead furrowed but I immediately realized why Kyle did that. My heart ached slightly then I let out a loud sigh.

I'm not hungry yet so I'll just go down when I feel hungry. I rolled my eyes across my room and gasped at what I should do. I saw the tv here in the room so I didn't hesitate to come here and turn it on.

I fell asleep watching tv kagabe. I woke up the next day because of the sunlight hitting my face. I rubbed my eyes before finally staring and frowning while I was in bed. I woke up and remembered everything

The last thing I remember I slept on the sofa of my room but only until don. My forehead furrowed, maybe I really went to my bed kagabe because maybe I was drowsy.

I looked at my clock here in the bedroom and saw it was 9 am. oh shit I still have a job then I remember Kyle fired me. I gasped at the same time as my stomach rumbled.

I haven't had dinner kagabe so maybe I'm really hungry now. I got out of bed then went straight to the bathroom to do my morning routine. I did my morning routine for a few minutes before I went out and went to my closet to get dressed.

After I got dressed I immediately left the room. When I came out, the quiet house opened up to me. Manang is gone now because as he said kagabe in his text Kyle added his day off.

I immediately went downstairs and was thankful I didn’t catch up with Kyle and Eunice. I don't want to cry now and I don't want to hurt kyle's important wedding ceremony first and that's all I'll hold on to so he won't leave me.

I went straight to the kitchen and started cooking. I cooked steak then bacon. It didn't take me long to cook so I ate right away. I temporarily lost weight on my chest as I ate delicious food. After I ate. I washed my food before I went back to the room to take a shower.

I went to my room and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. The bath didn't take long and I went straight to the closet again to get dressed. I wore pants then a crop top and sneakers. I adjusted my face first before I left the room and went straight out immediately.

I have nothing to do all day so I will go somewhere that I always go to when I have a problem.

I got in my car before I drove it to the mall to get groceries and meet them.

I reached the mall a while back. I parked my two seater car in the parking lot before I exited and entered Mall. I walked straight even though I knew every person I passed was looking at me. My forehead furrowed. Do I have dirt on my face to stare at me. My eyes caught sight of the group of men staring at me in astonishment. I averted my eyes before I grabbed a cart to start grocery shopping.

I always look left and right at the buyers here. I just take the important ones and I know they will like it. I smiled then continued shopping. I caught sight of a food on top.

Sh*t!

I'm tall but I'm too tall. It’s a box full of chocolate that I know I’m going to love. I squatted down but only until I pointed to the box full of food.

I tried again but I failed. My hand is clasped. I looked around and hoped someone would help me but my shoulder dropped when I was alone here. I gasped and then tried to jump just to get it.

Let me get that Miss." I was stopped from jumping when someone spoke behind me. I was shocked and immediately came face to face with him causing my eyes to widen. Our faces are so close. I can kiss you with just one push. The speed of my heartbeat due to nervousness.

To Be Continued....