Chapter 5

"Ma'am please fasten your seat belt. The flight is gonna take off..." I had been submerged myself in a pool of chaotic thoughts of the very weird brain of mine by the time the air stewardess came informing me...

It took me a while to process what was uttered by the stewardess standing before me right now..

"Ma'am fasten your seat belt..." she said me again with a very pleasant smile as if she realized I was not listening to her...

"Oh I am sorry.... Thank you...." I replied before fastening the belt...

I was on the highly luxurious private jet owned by Fred. Even though I was able to travel by the public airways, Fred being the possessive guy himself insisted me to take his jet over my rejections.... He wanted to join me, but a millionaire could never do what they literally wanted in their life as he happened to attend to an urgent meeting in London. My private body guard Rex was the only one allowed to accompany me.. I really like the way Fred takes care of me... But the question 'Can I still lay my trust upon men?' was drifting my innerself from time to time...

I was not in my normal being....

The day felt so long as some kinda worry and despair had sat back on my chest stirring the dolour within me from time to time..

I should not be thinking of that... I shook my head and heaved a long sigh before adjusting myself on the seat... I rubbed my palm on one of my biceps as I had my arms wrapped around my body. My eyes serially drooped closed, but the events from last night suddenly started playing at the back of my mind as if a trailor in a horror movie. The only face flashed across my mind was him; the last person who I ever expected to set my eyes on....

Something suddenly dawned upon me to which I re-opened my eyes in nothing flat only to rummage in my bag trying to find the thing which I last expected to bear in my hand.

My eyes dilated and a sting of remorse shot me through as I opened the small pad in my hand only to stare at the golden chain or should I say the golden bracelet in which the letter 'S' had embosed was still shimmering the way it did a few months back... That was more than enough to renew the deep scar within me as my mind flew back to what happened yester night.

Flashback

I drew a big breath in before uplifting myself onto my feet.. I didn't turn back as the waves of nervousness lapped in my veins.. "Fred! Okay fine! This is gonna be crazy, I know. I have no courage to twirl myself to you. But hear me out. I LIKE YOU.. And I am ready to start this off.." I said in one go... But the silence was roaming around...

"Say something before I would change my decision you pumpkin head....." Instead of his voice what I next heard was a clashing sound of something as if it was suddenly dropped down. Confused I instantly turned round only to freeze on my spot as I saw nothing, but Emrys who looked frozen on his grounds. His hazel eyes scanned me from my face to my neck giving me the thoughts what ran through his mind and a wave of emotions washed over me melting my insides..

Did he just follow me?

Why the hell doesn't he let me live with a peace of mind?

"I never thought that pleasing men was another addition in your profession besides singing and twerking your almost exposed body on the stages. SO you really are a entertainer now...." he accused me ironically as his eagle eyes roamed all over my body.... His cheap words were more than enough to rip my soul in two as a sting of pain popped out of me out of nowhere.

How dare he say such brutal things to me when he almost knew all about me? Especially my private life..

This man has no heart nor is a human either....

He always proves himself is the worst creature on this earth....

"Who says? The world's purest saint!!" I mocked him in the same manner... "That's none of your business you mister... Yes, I'd entertain men and I'd sleep with them too which is not even a difficult task for me right now... Cause I have traveled across many countries, you people know it well. I don't go into details. But that should not have been your f****** business to stick your nose on my things when you too do nothing, but screw other sluts behind your loyal fiancee.. Wait what's her name? Oh Naomi. Your only love.. So you better stay off of my life..."

I never did repent on what I got in my hand to aim at him....

Feeling conscious of everything around me and myself as well, I pulled my strip up not wanting him to see even an inch of my body...

He was equally staring at me, but something flicked him to which he averted his face from me to the floor down only to pick something which had fallen off the floor....

Yes the bunch of keys....

"And what are you doing here in my room? Don't you have a shame to walk into a woman's room without a knock or her permission....." I spat venomously at him....

"Excuse me?" His brows creased transforming his face into awe...

"Didn't you hear me! What the hell are you doing in my room? Just get the hell out of here before I would call the security guard and drag you out... Just get out I say...."

Not fazed by my words he sarcastically smiled at me planting both his hands on either side of his waist... "Excuse me..." he took a step ahead.... "I think you don't know where you are Miss:Anderson... For your information this is not your room. Cause you literally are in my room..."

What the? His room!!

What drama is he gonna play now?

"Don't start your plays again Parker.. I know Fred is aware of everything... He might haven't mistaken the room.. So, don't you dare annoy me again giving lame reasons.. Just get out of here not creating any dramas. You know, I f******* really hate to see your face.. Wanker..." I muttered the latter part only to myself....

"Ha..." he threw his hands freely in the air. "Neither do I wanna waste my time with you.... If you care, we can save our time... So will you get out of here unless you wanna sleep here all night along.. I need to have a good rest now.." he said taking the blazer off his body and stepping up towards the bed... He has become way too sexier than he was before... I could see the visible shaven chest of him from the exposed upper part of his white shirt... The shirt was neatly ironed neither a small crumpled stain could be seen on... He chucked the blazer onto the bed before reclining his body freely on it..

What has got into the thick skull of this man?

How could he think that I would be sleeping here with him..

An irresistible wave of anger coursed through me as his crazy behaviour pissed me off to no extent..

"Who do you think you are to sleep there when I am already here?" I stomped myself angrily towards his side on the bed. I was as angry as a starving lioness which would eat ten preys up right now.... I grabbed him by his bicep trying to jerk him off the bed.. "Get out!" I yelled out at him for the umpteenth time.... "You really are a Filthy insect"... But nothing did work out accordingly as he kept himself gluing to the mattress closing his eyes tight all the while I was jumping down his throat like hell..

At this point my anger broke apart eventually only to grab him more, but what next happened was what I never did really expect on his side. His prompted self instantly grabbed me by my hand before drawing my whole physique to the bed as he too switched the position of his gigantic physique to my top... He held my hands up tightly against the bed as he was hovering over my body... An extra ordinary tentacle of nervousness engulfed my body in a unicorn rush as he ensnared me in his stern grip....The tantalizing as well as very familiar fragrance of him that I used to feel a lot swirled through my nostrils making my heart leap the same way it did before...

Damn me!

"Why can't you understand when something's told once... Why you annoy me?" He asked gritting his teeth out whilst his eyes swam a cloud of rigour against me...

"I am not the one annoying here, you do know it. Now let go of my hand..." his fingers interlaced with mine and a stimulant sensation seared along the length of my arm to the pit of my stomach in a haste.

F***!

Why do I have such kinda effects again...

It was like I was stimulated in an instant... My heart raced rapidly the sooner I watched his detailed face directly..

I thought they died on very first day he left me with nothing, but my broken and miserable self?

But what is it now?

His expressive hazel eyes propelled from my face to the hollow of my neck... A deep pool of notion swam in his twin orbs as he stared at me for a couple more seconds.. He might have noticed the hickeys I got from Fred on my neck. A ripple of discomfort embraced me the moment I realized I too had been examining every detail of his chiselled face.... The allurement I had for him the time I was insanely in love with him was flowing back to my mind hallucinating me..

How magnificent features God has engraved on him..

Why couldn't you own a beautiful heart the way your looks do?

Why couldn't you give me the love way I gave you Emrys?

All the perceptions in both my heart and mind were stirred the moment I deeply submerged myself in the ocean of thoughts of him....

Don't you even regret what you did to me?

Didn't the thought of cheating a woman cross your mind at least for a second the past few months...??

Even though you had, I am sure I wouldn't have forgiven you Emrys...

The hatred I have for you is very much stronger than the love I had for you...

I am so determined and rather clear of it now...

All of a sudden the antipathy, animosity that I had for all the aggregate of men flowed back to my body in one fluid motion.

Tweaking my whole self out of my stance he let his hands go of me surprisingly to which I felt very much relieved.. Then he clang held the bunch of keys before me rolling his eyes..

"See.... This is the key to this room.. Room no: 592...."

"No..." I jumped out of the bed the sooner I was freed out of his grips. I waited for my heart to come to its normal status as I held my chest twilring the other side not wanting him to see my vulnerable status... Stepping towards the night stand, I hastily, yet angrily grabbed the key which was given to me by Fred... And pelted at him before reading the number... "This is the key... It's 59----" my words blocked....

Oh dammit! I was shook for a second..

It says it's 591.

How possible?

"Didn't I say you beforehand?"

Fred might have mistaken the room.. Oh god!

What an embarrassment is this? I thought closing my eyes....

"Will you at least get out of here? Now?" He fumed with rage as he asked me that....

"Like I would stay here tonight with you..." I sarcastically shot at him...

In thought of running out of here, I hastily slipped myself back into my shoes without even caring to do the lace on as nothing did matter rather disappearing out of his sight now. So I was about to leave the room not giving him a damn, "Wait!" But boomed a voice behind me and I came to an abrupt halt at his rigid call..

Why would I care anyways?

I didn't want him to control me so that I was about to step out, but his rudeness got the best of him as he tightly clasped me in his firm grip.. "You can't turn your back on me when I am already asking you to wait..." His voice turned out be so stern....

"Why do you behave this insanely? What has got into your thick skull? You already know what has got in between us.. Hatred! That is it! So how do you still expect me to listen to you? You think you still can control me the way you did when I was your Maid Servant! That was many months ago. Get that! I am not that brainless brat anymore. Leave me... This must be the last time I get to see this shameless behaviour of yours.... Next time I would be the worst dream you would have ever had... Anyways, there's no wish to see you again either.... Now let go of me...." he stayed quiet without letting go of me to which I brewed with hundred pure venom right now...

Lifting my hand up he placed something on my palm which made me confuse too and the second I pelted my gaze down on to my palm the thick lump in my throat suffocated me from breathing... An inevitable shudder coursed through me as if I got a jolt of current shock...

The jewel case held in my hand was the very exact one I gifted him on our first christmas celebration as a couple...

"I don't wanna have something useless with me for a long amount of time.. It should go back to its owner..." he said with no sense at all..

His words shot an acute gash inside of me... I abominated myself for having my thoughts drifted this way unexpectedly.

There's no wonder why he was returning it back... If it was a heart which held at least a little bit of adoration towards me; that would be a reason for him to protect this as his last memory.. But Emrys?

But can I expect that from this heartleass beast?

Never!

How ridiculous it is to think about that too!

I fisted it in my palm as a flow of emotions gushed over me..... I was not in a condition to hit him with a full of my hostile words. I have had enough with him. There was no way that I would be wasting my words to a filthy man like him anymore... I turned on my heels to peel my self off from there...

"And forget those three words I told you back in our early coversation.. It was an utter mistake. I mistook you to my fiancee Naomi. I was out of my mind..... Cause we didn't get a proper lengthy time to spend time with each other for a while. That's it.. So I think you are very clear about what I had for you and still have.. Forget it. Especially those words...." he told with his insolence..

Youuuuuu... You are more of a beast....

Now I am very sure of my feelings as well as myself...

I hate you more than anything else in my life.

"I never asked you and that didn't matter me anyways... Cause I have found the place where I belong now.. My Love Fred.. He makes me the happiest woman on the earth..." shooting an arrow of stabbers at him I slid out of his room to my room.....

Toight held an array of series which made me restless as well as sleepless.... I couldn't take my mind off from what was said by the man I hate every inch of.... I had thought I would slap him if I ever got to encounter him in my life again..

God, Why didn't I do it in the first instant?

The sleep was far from me so that I ended up taking a sleeping pill until I fell into a good sleep....

Flashback Ends

My body jolted as I was taken out of the trance of my thoughts the moment phone on my lap kept vibrating.... Fred's name flashed across the screen and a small smile twitched my sullen face up.... I slid the jewel case into my hand bag before answering the call...

"Babe..." Fred greeted me enthusiastiacally the sooner I answered his call... "Are you okay?" he asked me again...

"Yeah.. I am totally fine.. The flight is gonna take off now. I will have to switch the phone off...."

"Hey wait... I know babe. Don't worry! whose flight you think it is...?" I could imagine his cheeky smirk that he would excatly be showing now...

"Oh! Wait what? So you said them to wait..." I asked in disbelief...

"Yes..Exactly.. And what next?"

"Huh?"

"Turn your right and watch out through the window."

"What do you mean?" I probed doubtfully...

"Look out babe!" Confused I jerked front and peeped through the window only to notice the very handsome Alfred Santiago standing there leaning against his black audi whilst his lips had curved up to the same cheeky wide grin I myself had imagined a short while ago.. "Hey!" He waved at me and I too did the same..

"You still didn't leave...?"

"No! Wanted to check on you until you leave out of my sight..."

"Oh Fred!" I was suddenly overwhelemed by his action... He is the sweetest guy I have ever met after Max...

The thought of Max rose deep within me... Finally I am gonna visit him too, after months which can be assumed as ages.....

Fred was straightly looking at me whilst I too had my eyes fixiated on him. He questioned me with his eyes which I brushed off with a dismissing nod... I shifted back to my seat which made a barrier for us from seeing each other.

There was a stunned silence before he voiced himself up.. "I am gonna miss you.... God it's gonna be one freaking month... I should have given you one week vacation instead of one month.. Now I wonder...."

"Fredddd...." I drawled in a reproaching tone.

"Haha. Just kidding baby.. At least you get to see your family.. Take your time and Enjoy sweetheart. I am waiting...."

"You are gone crazy...." I teased him...

"Because of you..."

"Crazy...." he chuckled at me...

"Sian..."

"Hmm.."

"Are you sure you told me everything before you leave today...?"

That stirred me again.. I hid the fact I met Emrys last night where Fred dropped me to take rest, that room... I didn't wanna continue any drama further... So I restrained myself from telling him that as well as guess what---- the phrases "I like you Fred.. and I am ready to start this off..." Yes I kept it to myself and the only human who was aware of it that was Emrys the person I wanted to know it in the first place... I literally had second thoughts on having a relationship started this soon.. I know I was literally not ready and that would create problems between us if we would not be able to commit ourselves to the each other... Especially me when I am totally not ready.. I should not risk this at a moment like this. And I would be losing Fred as a friend on the other hand.. I have enough time... So, I pondered a lot before taking a step ahead..

But what I literally wanted to happen became an unexpected success out of the blue.

Yes!

Now Emrys surely knows I love Fred and both me and Fred are dating even though it is not a truth. He should not have any wrong idea that HE would be my last forever...

Thank god!

"Ye-yeah.. Nothing was left." finally I said taking a lot of time...

"Oh but why does my heart say you were waiting for me last night....to tell something very important..."

I gulped with discomfort.. "Th-that's because you are always in that thought...."

"May be.. And that's true anyways. I am always sunk in the thought of you and now too I wanna do nothing, but hug you and kiss you so badly Baby.."

"What?" I shouted in disbelief... "Don't you even get any idea...okay!"

He giggled instead... "Okay! You cringe when I say 'Kiss me'.. But soon you will get rid of it.. Do wait!"

"I have got to go now.." I switched the topic...

"I know... Okay have a safe journey swertheart. Don't forget to call back the sooner you land safely.. Take care.. Love you!"

"Hm okay.. Take care of yourself too.."

"And sorry that I couldn't come to watch you last night..."

"You already apologized for it more than million times in the morning before you left me here....."

"Did I?"

"Will you stop joking around... I am gonna hang up.."

"Okay.. Bye.." he said last with a smile...

Just like that I drifted myself off to sleep after hanging up... If this had been a few months back, I would have been dreading to go back to New York. But now it didn't matter me as I was fit and strong enough to face everything that came across me and now long gone was the fear as I have already faced the worst nightmare of my life, yester night....

One and only EMRYS!!