Chapter 3

Emrys F****** Parker.....

My brain had stopped its all functions whilst my body frozen to hell as I truly couldn't believe what my eyes absorbing right now... Even the irresistible kiss I shared with Fred was almost thrown out of my mind... I never wanted to meet this man ever in my life again... I felt all the summersaults and churns in the pit of stomach as my destiny always became this rude and crucial to give me this kinda heart attacks out of the blue. I hated the fact that his presence had this effect upon me even after his cruelty against me.. F***!

He looked as fresh and arrogant as the same replica he was months ago... Neither a trace of his features nor a strand of hair had not been changed.... But me, thousands miles away from him... Totally changed!!

I wanted to move, but it was like my feet glued to their grounds... Yet composing all the amount of strength within myself and giving a death glare at this man who was shamelessly as well as shockingly standing in front of me, I jerked my body past him... Switiching my mind, I ran in a haste towards the entrance of the hotel with my shaken to the soul and brewing self to hell.

The outside was kinda dark and not filled with people..... The sooner I glided myself out the garden, the tight tug at my left wrist stopped me in my track.... The area was kinda dimmed with a few of lights on....

What the!

With having no glance back at this beast standing behind me, I tried to wriggle my hand free out of his grip suppressing my angry self as I felt talking and shooting my valuable words for this good for nothing beast would be in vain... Even I disgusted the thought of having my angry words spat out for a man I abhorred and loathed to my death... But in no time the grip on my wrist tightened to my bones and I was pulled back to the hard chest.... His audible breaths started fanning against the back of my neck before his lips almost touched my ear lobes...

"Did you forget babe...? Every act has a react.. So that's what now you are gonna pay for..." The hair on my nape stood straight as I recognized the man's voice.....

"You jerk.....!!" I gritted out in pure venom....

"Exactly it is me!!" He mockingly said as he entrapped my body in his mascular arms..

This man didn't learn his lesson even though I did almost break his f****** arm...

"You could have thought before you had your arms on me, you little chick. Now get the taste of your own medicine... You won't be having any escape tonight..... We'll see who is gonna get you out of this mess baby girl.... I am sure you will have the best night ever.." even though his words literally shook me to my bones, I didn't want to emanate that...

"You think you can get me under you that easily, you Bad Ass.... Ha, that won't be very much easy for you.... Many have slept with me and they literally happened to win a chance to have a night spent with me......"

"Woah, so you mean I have to win a chance to be with you. That means you have got your own demands.. Huh! You are not as innocent as I thought of you, you Little Chick...." he instantly loosened his grip on my arms freeding me..

Oh he bought what I fakely sold... I internally smirked at the foolishness of this man...

"Of course... What in the world made you think that a woman like me would give herself that easily to the men drooling behind her...??" I said twirling myself back facing the manwhore who stood in front of me still haaving that f****** smirk played on his damn face whilst his smoky eyes danced with excitement.

"Aha.. I get you.. But!" In nothing flat, he grabbed me by my hand before engulfing my body with his arms in which I struggled to wriggle myself free.... I detested the smell of alcohol inhaling out of his breaths... "So why don't you try it differently...? You may have had many men and many ways before. But, tonight is gonna be on my terms... What did you think of me? A dumb ass? Oh! Bad move! Because, I am a business man you Silly... Now get it!" In a swift, he pushed me down and I instantly fell flat on the ground with a loud squeal...

Instantaneously, he came on hovering over me with an evilish smirk plastered across his face and in time sandwiched me between his body and the ground and with the smug on his face I could foresee what's playing in that voluptous mind... I strove my hard to kick him by my limbs... But to no avail...

"You bastard.... You don't know what I am capable of doing.. You will rot in the hell, the sooner I'd get on to my feet.." I spitefully said fumbling my hand around me on the grassy ground to grab a stone or something to knock on the vulgar mind of this bastard of a man.. The darkness had covered all the things around me much to my dismay...

"We'll see then.." he said before discarding one side of the upper part of my almost exposing dress which had my bare mounds secretly hidden in.....

Oh dammit!! The hundred pure venom seeped in my veins like an adamant wind...

Just before he could plant his hand on one of my mounds, my prompted self fiercely bit his hand hard... "You f****** b****!" He angrily cussed..... And seemingly as he was about to victimize me again the loud thud came upon the man, threw him away from my body... I was astounded for a while as to what just happened, but thankfully I was out of the danger... As the man landed the other side of me, He was maliciously being attacked by someone who instantly hovered himself over that man and I instantly uplifted myself to my feet before adjusting my dress which was half way open from the upper part....  Then I looked directly at the man whose back was on my sight, was punching hard on that Wander Vall or whatever his name was.. 

When the seconds flew by I knew this was getting worse as he punched so hard until that man would see no tomorrow. Even though that jerk deserevd this kinda punishment I couldn't bare the sight of a man getting punched by some other... So I promptly jerked forward yelling...  "Stop it now!!" But the man didn't stop as he continuously kept on giving blows on that jerk.. As the blood started oozing out of man's nose and under bags, in a quick motion I pulled back the stranger and as that jerk realized he was freed out, he hastily ran away with his stumbling legs in a unicorn rush...

The time stranger turned to me, I was shocked was an understatement....

The first thing that flashed across my mind only was,

Wish I would have been the prey of that jerk rather I was saved by this human who is more of beast..

Why did god let him capture me in his eyes in this vulnerable state of mine...

My fate is a b****!

His hazel eyes which I used to feel and admire a lot scanned me from top to bottom with a tint of amusement in his orbs.... "YOU?"

Even though he saved my life, my tongue didn't express its willingness to give him a mere thank you... Cause the feeling I held in my heart towards him was beyond hateful....

I instantly turned my back on him in thought of leaving sooner.... But my bicep was clutched in a tight grip and the same senstaion started drilling me through instead of aversion.... But my instincts warned me to hurriedly move up.... Cause the man standing behind me was a devil possessed in a mask of a man....  If he did something there should definitely have some other reason or advantage behind that......

How dare he touch me!

"Just leave me you scoun--- How dare you touch me? A mere touch of you, scotches my skin and I disgust you. Just get away..." I spat out with venom... The only thing that happened within me now was a ripple of dander seeped through the bundle of my nerves... I finally managed to wiggle myself out of his grip after a massive effort as my words left him almost speechless... The shade of his eyes had changed as he calmly stared deep right into my eyes.... Averting my face, I rubbed the area where he had his hand stuck like a sticker as a sting of pain shot me in my veins......

I wanted to move, but my inner self suddenly stopped me in my track... I stared at him mockingly, "Oh! Wait! Am I dreaming or something? Is this really you? The Great Emrys Parker!" I mocked at him.... "Cause the last time I checked he hated this worthless, weak and gold digging woman who he dumped many months back.... Am I right? Now what made you jump into my salvage...? You should not have saved me even though I was rap-----" I was instantly cut off by his intoned voice....

"I would have done the same thing even if there were any other woman in your place..." he roughly said making me astound.. Cause coming such a humanly thing from him was rather incredible...

"So, don't get any wrong motives..." he sneered....

Wrong motives?

The same old and arrogant beast..

Has not been changed even a speck.

"Wrong motives? Huh..!"

I repeated....

"When he is all of it...." then I muttered to myself fuming with rage....

"What are you to me think of any wrong motives of you, Mr:Parker....?" The anger flared up.... I couldn't stand seeing him and talking myself for a man I loathed. It would give him wrong motive of me still trying to talk to him whatever he had caused me...

Shaking my head and giving him a death glare I turned on my heels..

"What are you trying to prove me?" All of a sudden, His words cringed me on my spot....

I twirled back and gave him a questioning look as to what he was referring....

His angry eyes roamed over the full length of my body like I was a piece of sh*t or something....

"What are you trying to prove me wearing this kinda zombie dresses...?"

"Huh! I am trying to prove you?" I sarcastically chuckled at his meaningless words... "Can you please explain why I should, Mr:Parker...? You thought I was thinking of you the past few months and crying over you.....? And even now....?" All the colour drained out of his face....

"Then you are wrong mister.... No way...."

"I know you very well...." he said planting his hands on either side of his waist....

"Not anymore. You don't know of me well.. I am not the one you think. That weak and wrecked sobber Sian is no more in this world...She was a fool and dumbass to believe in a man; oh sorry a beast who never owned a heart nor feelings... but now; this Sian is changed. She has moved on with her life on her own. She can strip herself down in front of many men and even she can kiss any man now...... You get it right? All what you are just a coward and a bastard in her eyes.. That's it." hearing my words his fists clenched on either side of him....

"Just because you wear sassy dresses and behave in such manner doesn't mean you are changed......"

"I don't wanna prove myself to you. You better stay away from me and my f****** life!" I roared like a thunder... "And what is it with if I haven't changed nor still I am in my vulnerable state. That should not have mattered you nor been your f****** business you mister...." Even before I could jerk up, my body was surpisingly, but completely pulled by him to his gigantic physique. His jaw clenched tightly as his tight muscles were very much visible.... My body radiated and the beats of my heart accelerated like it was just fueled..

Damnation....!

"Just leave me you wanker... Don't you dare touch me again... I will kick you... Even after you told me such rude things several months back, how can you dare touch me again? Then you are the knob----"

"You cuss a lot now...." he said taking me aback...

"Yeah... See the truth now... Now just leave me...I say..." I squirmed  in his arms trying to wiggle myself free....

"But you are not strong enough..." his grips tightened on my body to which the anger rose deep within me....

What?

What the hell is with this man?

"Just get off me...." I didn't know how to choose my words as I was brewing with anger.... My body was heating with the rage that lapped inside me...

Coming out of nowehere, now this man is insulting me and my dignity telling all the shitty words...

"Tell whatever you want to... Nothing is gonna change the hatred I have towards you rather it's been escalated..." I spat it out....

"Huh! You fake yourself.... Although you say you are changed, you truly ain't..... You still are not strong enough to fight yourself... You still become weak....."

"Oh just shut up.. I don't wanna listen to any shit uttered by you. NOW, let go of me...!" I angrily commanded thrashing hard on his chest...

"Accept the truth.. That's the truth.. You are not changed nor strong...."

His each word and utterance sent me high to cling myself on my pure dander...

Even after trying and going through rough times and totally changing myself this man who I wanted to see me strong is denying that I am changed...

Isn't that what I wanted to show him off that I am changed?

Where did I go myself wrong showing my new side?

Why this man is not ready to accept that I am a new ME?

"Why does it matter you?"

"You wouldn't have let you down when that jerk tryna almost rape you....!" He stated gritting his teeth out while he had his eyes directed in mine.. My struggles went frozen hearing him say such words. "You truly had not known how to fight him off...."

"I had....."

"If I did not come on time you----....." his eyes were soft as if the anger had faded away... Before he could complete himself I cut him off....

"YOU WHAT MISTER? Now you mock me about me being saved by you... For your information I have been living my life the past few months on my own and so am I now.... No one was there to shelter me. So what now...? Even if you had not come around, I might have protected myself. I never expected your hands on this.....and I never will....."

"Arrogance has taken the best of you...." he commented....

"Yes it has.... For the sake of god, why you pretend all of a sudden as if you are my guardian angel... Now get the hell away from me...! I disguise you! Just go to the fiance of yours or may be your WIFE now!!" He was fazed by my words, but never did he let go of me....

My struggles didn't subside though.. The more he tightened his grips, the more my stubborness got the best of me...

"Are you gonna leave me or get a slap on your face.....?" *Struggled... and his body pushed backward with each thud of mine on his chest... "What I truly wanna do now is slap you hard on your face...." *Struggled....

"You have no idea how much I hate you...." *Sruggled....

"And now this has caused more and I f****** ha------....." I struggled and out of the blue my leg got suddenly struck in something like a hole in the ground ..... "SIANNNN!" I heard followed by a tight tug at my dress.....

"Arghhhhhhh......." and I fell back with a metal like something hard weighing on my body as well.... With my pounding heart I fluttered my eyes open to see Mr:Beast himself hover over me as he had his hands still slithering around my body holding me protectly whilst mine had tugged at his navy blue blazer crumpling their sides.....

Urgh for the second time today I was saved by him!

Damn my fate!

I felt the coldness run through me as if I; my body had totally been exposed to the outer world... His dreamy eyes scanned my face and it serially travelled down to my heaving chest. Realizing something change in his hazel eyes I followed the same path only to freeze to my core as one side of my naked chest fully was on dispaly as the strap of my dress had fallen off my shoulders as though it had been pulled down by someone; HIM....

Now I extremely regret of me wearing this dress tonight......

He inaudibly gulped the lump in his throat and I instantly pulled my strap back to its place hiding myself away from him. The last memory of him in this vulnerable state of me hit me hard where the hatred and contempt grew more within me.... That was the same day where I was crushed by this man who has now appeared to be the only saint from heaven who came for my slavage and redemption...

I stroved to push him away... Shaken by my actions he came out of his stance.... "You alright?" He probed me...

How dare this man ask me alright?

I stayed queit not bothering to respond him back... The thick silence worn the evening out as we kept silent... "Will you please get off me now, Mr:Parker?" I asked clenching my teeth.....

There was a stunned silence for a couple of seconds..... He stared right into my eyes before his russet lips slowly moved to word up....

"SIAN......"

All my struggles stopped as I felt a different and strange vibe in his deep husky voice..

Did he just call me Sian......?

He discarded the tufts of my hair away from my face as his eyes kept on darting an impatient look at me.....

"I MISS YOU.....!" all of a sudden he shot those three words out like a thunder storm taking my whole self aback .... My mouth almost sagged agape like a fish which was out of the tank....

"Will you care to get off my GIRLFRIEND now, Mr:Parker....?" The rough voice boomed next to us and both of us turned our attention in the direction where the voice came from...

"ALFRED?" Those letters slipped out of Emrys' mouth as if he couldn't believe what uttered by Fred...

A happy grin spread across my face as The True Saviour of mine came for my salvage now.....