chapter 6 - First porn experience

"But I fucked all the ones men, and failed to recognize a lot of them," she stated.

I shrugged, "So, what? Do you recognize what number of ladies I've visible that I could have fucked immediate if we did not have all our social customs, laws, and 'normal' behaviors to fear approximately? I seldom recognize their names, however they appearance thrilling and I'd assume I'd want to attempt them out."

"But I'm a girl ... I'm imagined to have restraint ... I'm imagined to be the instance of chaste conduct."

I became stripping away her scrubs. I explained, "I had a spouse that did that for decades, strongly pushed through family, church, and societal values. I'm very geared up for a change. You having lived at the alternative give up of that spectrum excites me. I WANT you to be that manner. I need you to be libertine, loose, and sexually free. I need you to experience snug fucking a few stranger who moves you fancy. I desire you may inform me approximately it, and perhaps even tease me approximately it."

Jasmine stated, "All proper, I've resisted, however now I even have to mention something, however perhaps you've got already figured it out. I'm falling for you in a huge manner. Every time I assume I've fucked up, you are making me experience top approximately anything came about or anything I did. You pulled me out of nosedives in each activity and my economic status. You see a miles brighter destiny for me than I ever noticed for myself. You make love divinely, and ultimately you are making my coronary heart flutter like loopy simply being to your presence. I love to speak to you and I could in no way get uninterested in it."

I kissed her numerous instances and will experience her swoon in my hands. I spoke carefully, repeating a precis of discussions that Edie and I had had through the years as we discovered approximately every different and a way to stay collectively.

"Jasmine, I experience the emotions of my coronary heart fluttering and falling in love, however in case you consider it, you too recognize that the ones feeling will byskip with time. We're withinside the honeymoon section of our dating; a few humans name it NRE -- new dating energy. It lasts approximately six months.

"The 'fall in love' situation is a fantasy. True love calls for work: motion and dedication to staying collectively thru thick and thin, settlement and disagreement, thru silly mistakes and easy sailing, and the entirety else. A lengthy dating can not depend upon what occurs on someone day. Are you 'in love' with me, or do you 'love' me. This first is apt to change. For the 2nd, you decide to stay with it thru thick and thin."

Jasmine pulled away so she may want to appearance me withinside the face. "I'm each, and I recognize what you are saying. I will experience this section even as it lasts, however I even have determined approximately you. I concept approximately this all day lengthy, in part in worry which you'd reject me for being this type of slut."

I laughed, "I instead experience the prospect. I'll be a touch greater blunt than I became closing night time. I desired Edie to be a slut, however she could not make the soar from how she became raised to be a terrific girl. I am ecstatic which you are the manner you are, and I'm happy you feel a number of the identical matters that I am. I sit up for our dating and all our adventures that we can lead every different into. I pumped my body into hers, even feeling my cock expand as the warmth of her pussy surrounded my entire shaft. She moaned, wrapped her legs around me, and pulled me deeper for some long and torrid kisses. This may be `falling in love' and not the longer term 'love', but it was sure fun.

After our romantic substitution for the cocktail hour, we took a skinny dip in the pool, and then put on a minimum of clothing for dinner. Jasmine helped me pick up from where I'd left off with my meatloaf, veggies, and salad. I noticed that she has a knack for cooking; She explained that even as a waitress, she often had to help out in the kitchens of places where she worked.

I brought up the topic of his car over dinner. It reminds me to leave some old newspapers under his car's engine before going to bed and also to check his oil. When I did, I found out she was down three quarters. She explains that she has always had to oil the beast since she bought it. Checking inside the dashboard showed that the car had driven less than two hundred thousand miles. In my book, he's a jerk.

After dinner, I explained to Jasmine that we were going to find another part of her life, but a little walk was fine. She looked confused, but I took her through the front door of the house, around the house and back through the same door, then through the house to the garage. She'd never been in the garage, so she'd never seen Edie's car.

I open the door and push it into the large space that also serves as my desk and tool crib at home. Jasmine seemed surprised to see two cars in the garage; she knows my SUV.

I pointed to Edie's old car and explained, "Jasmine, I want you to drive this car from now on. I hope you don't mind because it belongs to Edie, but she rarely drives it, and it did. here was barely used for two years."

Jasmine's eyes were the size of a saucer. She turned to me, "Would you like me to drive a mint-white BMW convertible instead of my bomb?" Are you kidding? "

" Not at all. I don't trust your car. In fact, with your help, I want you to drive it to a recycling center and donate it to whatever cause you want. "

Jasmine started crying again." You're kind to me. You don't have to do this.

I explained that I had to do this, and that getting her to drive this car was a lot for me, and all was well and well for her. I opened the garage door and led her to the driver's door. I opened it and slipped the key into his hand. "Drive around the block."

Jasmine carefully adjusted the seat and mirror, then exited the garage and passed her old car onto the street. She disappeared and came back shortly after with teary eyes and a big smile on her face.

She asked, "How do I lower the roof?"

I showed it to her and she walked away, a little longer this time. When she came back, the radio was blowing up at the local country music station and she looked adorable. She parked in the garage, went out and almost raped me on the hood of her "new" car. Anyone passing by the house gets to watch a free sex gig. I ended up ejaculating inside her again as I pumped her bare breasts onto the hood of my white BMW. Jasmine is insanely happy.

Jasmine brought all the owner's manuals into the house, and as we sat watching some of the shows recorded on the DVR, she read them. Once or twice she got up to go to the car and check something.

In bed a moment later, she snuggled up against me. She said slowly and deliberately, “I was a slut in high school. I had the best girlfriend, and we both decided that making love and orgasms was definitely on the agenda for the rest of our lives. In fact, we made a list of people we thought were "hots" and went after them.

“Everybody thinks football players are 'hot' guys, but they're not. different people and then see how fast we can fuck them. Once we've made love to them, we keep them friends and make love to friends, and move on to the next guy on our list.

"On a particular day, each of us might be three times fucked by some of the guys we've tagged in, then go on a hot date with someone new on our list, put them in our Hall of Fame." I left school with my friends and I fucked more than half of the boys in my high school class over eighty boys. "

I commented," what if I remember our conversation from day one, a male friend of yours has an older brother who started making adult videos. "

She nodded, "He asked me if I was interested. I said, 'Damn, yeah! “A week later, I was out of school on a Wednesday afternoon and was fucking an older guy while my friend's brother was filming us. I swallowed two of them on camera and asked for more.”

I said, "Was that your first porn experience?"

Jasmine smiled as she stood on top of me and slid my stiff cock into her velvet vagina. We started making love as she continued to talk. "I became Jasmine Jane for that first video and the name never really changed. We did six videos in three months, then we quit, but I was hooked. In at the time, two guys were editing videos and were putting together something they thought the men would buy. They created some marketing material that featured me as a porn actor. and got me to agree to personally appear and promote my videos in a couple of strip clubs from town I decided I wanted to do more and I eventually found a more professional studio, and through them I finally met Jerry."

We fell in love again and yes, more and more each day we felt it was love. We use the word "L" more often with each word, but we've been careful not to overdo it.

The weekend is finally here and I have another delicate topic to discuss with Jasmine. After breakfast on Saturday, we took a brisk walk on one of the main bridges between the mainland and the barrier islands.

When we got home, I brought each of us a cup of coffee and we sat in the shade on the porch. I said, “I have a question for you, but I need you to be completely frank in your answer. If what I'm asking is too weird, weird, annoying in any way, or too weird, please let me know. Your answers won't affect our relationship, but they represent a potential opportunity. "Jasmine looked at me with growing curiosity. "That must be a really crazy question or two."

I took a deep breath, "Jasmine, the master bedroom has a large walk-in closet. The small room holds all of my late wife's clothes, coat, suit, and shoes. want to try which one doesn't suit you and if so accept the clothes as yours? otherwise would you be willing to help me clean out the closet and give or throw away her stuff?”

Jasmine clung to every word. say mine. She suddenly burst out laughing, "Right? You don't have to worry about my reaction. Yes, I want to see if there's anything I can wear. Willing to share her things with me." I don't think that's weirder than buying something someone else is wearing at a thrift or consignment store.

She stood up and said, "Show me." Edie's wardrobe. A musty smell wafts out indicating that I don't open the door too often. “Don't worry about the smell,” Jasmine said, "it will go away quickly if we leave the door open. Do you have a fan so we can blow cool air into the room?” I did and we installed it.

Jasmine quickly took off her clothes until she was wearing only one of the new slippers I bought her. She started going through every item of clothing on the hangers or nicely folded on the shelves. For over an hour she was like a woman possessed.

Every minute or two Jasmine would squeal with delight as she found a new item of clothing that not only fit her, but also something she delighted in. She made one rack in the closet for clothing that didn't fit her and that couldn't be properly tailored. There were a few items that she just didn't care for, too.

I advise her to be more selective and if she doesn't like the style or color of something, she rejects it. I don't think his method has changed. She liked most of Edie's clothes. A few items are intended for dry cleaning, but most are declared "ready to wear".