8.Fate

Virat's POV:

I got up when the sun rays fell on my face. I found her sleeping on me. Her hands sprawled on my chest while her left cheek rested on my shoulder. I kissed her forehead and got up from the bed slowly. Last night was the most comfortable sleep till now. I saw her innocent face while she was sleeping. She really looked like a doll. But her face was a mess. Tears had dried and left a stained marks on her face. I am addicted to her face. Something flickered inside me. She has done some spell on me. I stared her for almost half an hour. This long? What the hell is wrong with me? Already I am addicted to something I don't want another addiction. Nooo... Nooo.... I can't be addicted to her. I just want her body NOTHING ELSE. I know once she gets up she will start hating me. But I don't care. I just want her body.... I don't care whether she loves me or hates me.

"No You Care", Someone inside me screamed.

"Arrghh.. Damn!! This voice... It will never let me live peacefully. I guess it's just because I haven't taken my...", I said but then I heard Sakshi's sound. It seems like she is getting up. I slowly got out of the bed witout disturbing her.

Sakshi's POV:

I woke up with so intense pain in myupper body. I was naked from top just wrapped in my dupata, I covered the duvet till my chin as a shield. Then last night came into my mind. He tearing my Kurti, kissing me, forcing me, my pleadings. Then I realised that he raped me. I was tortured again... Why can't God let me live happily? I felt a little hurt in my chest. How can he rape me? Did my tears not affect him? Is he so heartless? Why her did this to me? Why am I in this situation? Why me? He not only raped my body but he raped my soul too. After what he did yesterday I will always hate him. I thought he is not like those businessman who just only think about their profit but no.... I was wrong. All men are same. They just think about themselves. I can't believe he is such heartless criminal. It's my fault I should no have trusted him. Everyone break my trust. They break me and leave me broken. I saw the other side of the bed but it was empty. I looked around and saw him standing near a draw and injecting something. Seeing me he rushed out of the room. Is he trying to hide something? Why do I care? Let him do anything he wants. After he went out, I quickly rushed to the washroom.

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"Just pick your things and get out from here ", Virat said to Sakshi while looking at a file.

"Of course I will go now. You just needed me for one night. After raping me why would you want me to stop here?" Sakshi said.

"Just stop your nonsense ", Virat shouted.

"I will go. But...", Sakshi said in a low voice.

"But what?? Oh!!! You got addicted to me? You want more of me? You were a girl of your morals nah? What happened to your morals? I know girls throw themselves on me and you are one of them . Accept it. ", Virat spoke.

"Just shut up. I don't say anything, this doesn't mean that I don't know how to reply. Silence is not my weaknesses it's my choice. And my morals? You will never understand them. At least I have my morals with me unlike you. I just wanted to say that please delete Ragini' s video. I did what you asked for and now as per the deal delete it", Sakshi said as a tear dropped from her eyes.

Life is always blend of twists and turns and our job is to straighten them out. Yes it may seem hard sometimes. When it gets tough never give up on what you can't achieve. Keep finding and never quit. Because someday clue will come to you.

Life is not easy for Sakshi. Infact it never was easy for her. She lost her dignity,her virginity to a man who doesn't love her. Infact he has odd ideas about her, Some sorts of kinky ideas. The worst pain for her was that she was broken but was to hide her tears.

" I don't have any interest to keep that video. I have already deleted it", Virat said going out.

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Sakshi got out of the auto which stopped in front of her house. She wiped her tears and pressed the bell. Within no seconds the door was open.

"Dii.. Thank God You came. We were so worried about you. Where were you last night?" Ragini asked hugging Sakshi.

"Ragini I am fine", Sakshi could only say these much .

"She came?" Came Sharmistha's voice from inside.

"Where were you last night? " Sumi asked in a dangerous voice scaring Sakshi.

"Maa... woh I...", words were lacking from Sakshi's mouth.

"I asked something. Answer me", Sumi asked twisting Sakshi's hands.

"Aahh.. Ma.. Leave it. It's paining ", Sakshi yelled in pain.

"Mom please leave dii", Ragini said.

"Ragini! You go inside ", Sumi ordered.

"Don't you have any shame? You pretend to be a decent girl but you are a cheap and characterless girl. You spent a whole night with a random guy? Chi... Shame on you ", Sumi said pushing Sakshi.

"Maa..", Sakshi said out of shock.

"Just this video. It's a proof of all your cheap activities ", Sumi said out of disgust.

Ragini ran to Sakshi to help her.

"Ragini, stay away from this girl. I don't want you to become like her. You go inside. And you cheap girl.. Why don't you die and let us leave in peace?", Sumi said dragging Sakshi out of the house.

"Maa.. Please listen to me once. I did nothing out of my wish. He raped me for...", Sakshi pleaded.

"Raped you? You must have provoked him. Now get out of my house. I don't want a girl like you to leave here ", Sumi said closing the door.

Sakshi was still sitting on the floor and crying.

Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at worst of times and sometimes and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do. Lots of time, people just let themselves get lost. But we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us. Sometimes the things that hurts us are the things that makes us strongest. And when it hurts never stop living

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"Have you sent that video to her mother "? Virat asked someone over phone.

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"Great job! What is happening at her home now "? He asked.

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"Her mother threw her out and she went somewhere? Perfect!", he said while disconnecting the call.

"Sakshi I know after this you would hate me more but I have no other ways left to keep you with me. I recorded the video when I kissed you. I knew your gold digger step mother would definitely throw you out of your house after watching that video. And then you will have no other options left and You will come here to me. I am the one who broke you and I will be the one to fix you", Virat said to himself.

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Sakshi's POV:

Ma threw me out of the house just because I was raped? Why me? Always? Why always I have to suffer? When I was walking out of badi, I heard my neighbours talking about me. Just one night and I was tagged with SLUT, WHORE, RAPE VICTIM, CHARACTERLESS and many more. What was my fault? I went there to save Ragini S dignity. He raped me when I was unconscious.

I am a RAPE victim.

These five words are harder to think than I ever thought, let alone accept the fact that it happened. My heart ached when people looked at me in disgust.

I don't know where I am. I guess I am walking since an hour. I am just following my feet. Then I noticed that I was on a bridge. I paused for a second and saw the flowing water.

"Why can't you die and let us leave in peace?" Ma's words echoed in my ears.

I saw the water. It's better if I die. With this I jumped in the river but a hand pulled me back.