6

I'm influenced by circumstances, she's influenced by me. I decided not to change anything. Yes, she was everything to me a long time ago, but it's true what they say, time heals. My need for her is gone. Besides, I'm sure she doesn't need me anymore after all she had to endure because of me.

Our bickering had become a regular occurrence. But they turned me on tremendously. Masha had changed a lot. Elastic, taut body, not small breasts of the third size, dark, thick hair, falling down to the waist. But what excited me most was her face - blue eyes halfway down her face, a small nose and plump lips. A delicate oval face and a beautiful neck. When she gets angry, her eyes start to shine and a blush appears on her cheeks. She bites her lips in anger, making them bright. It's like she's filled with passion. At times when she's angry with me, I feel like Masha wants me to the point of madness. In those moments, my cock becomes rock hard. But the feelings I used to have for her are gone. Everything I'd worked for all these years was irretrievably lost. And I had no intention of trying to make it right. Let it stay the way it is. She doesn't need the piece of shit I've become, and I can desire her from afar.

- Are you going to the party?

I was pulled out of my musings by the voice of my sex friend Marina. Like all my previous girlfriends - falsely beautiful and undeniably available. Nothing else interested me about her. A quick release and let her go until next time. I mean, she thinks we're in "love." Let her think what she wants, as long as she spreads her legs.

- Why?

We were sitting next to each other in another lecture on something. I only came here because Masha studies here.

- Let's go have some fun. It's one of the nerds' birthday today. I bought a new dress I want to wear. You don't take me anywhere at all. - Capriciously pouted Marina. As if I need to do it. Soulful conversations and moonlit walks are not on my part. I'm as simple as a door - came, took what the body requires and left. No wasted time and no unnecessary mental processes. If she wants our "relationship" to continue, let her not ride it out. And if not - there are plenty of people like her. It's no great loss.

- No.

- Why are you being like this? Let's spend some time together. I miss you. - She used her feminine weapon. I laughed to myself. You can't even throw it with that weapon, it has no effect.

- I said no. Do not make me angry.

Marina pouted and turned away. She was offended. I don't give a shit.

Finally, this useless lecture was over. I began to wait for the audience is completely free. So I told everyone - I do not like to go together with the flow of students. Actually, I was watching her. As she leisurely collects notebooks and textbooks, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. Discussing something with her girlfriend. And not a single glance in my direction, as if I were nothing. Invisible, unworthy of attention. It hurt. She finally gathered up her small backpack, slung it easily behind her back, and headed for the door. The light blue dress did not hide her firm ass, swaying with every movement. What are you doing to me, girl? You're so cruel.

The auditorium emptied, and I headed for the exit. Marina left with everyone else, showing how much she was offended. I noticed it only by the absence of annoying noise nearby. This needs to be fixed, or else I need to relieve the tension. Looking for a new one will take a few days, and my dick is worth it now.

Masha and her girlfriend were ten steps away from me, and I involuntarily heard what they were talking about.

- Today is Stepa's birthday. He's inviting everyone to a party at his apartment. How about it? Would you like to go?

Yulia, I think that's her friend's name, looked hopefully into Masha's eyes. But the girl didn't have to be persuaded.

- Why not? I want to get away from this daily nightmare. Would survive this year without a nervous breakdown and enjoy life, finally. Without him.

And that's me. Her words hurt my inflamed pride. Anyone would be happy to have such attention from me. Not poor, nicely built, not ugly on the face. What else do you want, huh? Be happy.

I curved my lips in a grin. What should she be happy about? That she has a freak in front of her eyes, who broke her heart and did not rest on it? Calm down, Cyril. The girl wants peace.

- It's not gonna be there. We're gonna have a blast. Besides, I know for sure Seryozha will be there. - Yulia made some incomprehensible sound of delight. Masha smiled. Damn, what a beautiful smile. I was struck with a pulse of jealousy for my friend. She never smiles at me.

- All right. Let's go. What are you gonna wear?

- I don't know yet.

That's when I stepped back and stopped hearing them. So it's a party, huh? I have to tell Marina I changed my mind.

The party was lame and uninteresting. Marina kept wanting something from me and buzzing under my arm. Well, it's understandable. She always acts like that after a blow job. As if I should give her a diamond ring for doing it. I guess I really should get her a diamond ring. What I did to Marina wasn't very nice, giving her a mouthful in the uni toilet. I'm pleased, but I was too rude. And it's all Masha's fault. Hooked me with her words, and Marina suffers. It's not right.

The party goes on and Masha's still gone. Maybe she somehow found out that I'll be here? Or just changed her mind? Shit, the evening's ruined.

But then the front doors opened and I saw her. Her beautiful high hairstyle revealing a graceful neck, her eyes sparkling with evening makeup and excitement. Bright red lips to match the dress that encased her body like a second skin. How dare she even dare to leave the house like this?

There was no room left in her jeans, her heart pounding like crazy. But then her eyes came upon me. Her smile abruptly disappeared, the expression in her eyes changing from joyful to doomed. Such an obvious change in her mood brought me to my senses a little.

I didn't take any action even when Masha wanted to leave. To my relief, her friend persuaded her to stay, but I knew her evening was hopelessly ruined. Damn, I didn't think it would hit me this hard. My mood plummeted.

Ten minutes later, I had a revenge plan in my head. All I had to do was shake her up a little more. And that's easy enough to do. I got up from my seat.