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CHAPTER 4

Azriel also left that night, someone called him and I saw the name on it, it's Monica, one call away.

well yes, he already knows I'm pregnant but nothing seems to have changed, he's still my jerk ex husband who always prioritizes his mistress over me or over his own child.

I slowly lay down on my bed, the smell of his perfume clinging to my pillow then in one snap, I found myself crying while hugging that pillow, I missed him, I badly missed him.

2 months is not enough for me to get over to our 11 years relationship, I badly want to escape, if it's possible that when I wake up I will be totally healed and the pain I feel is gone.

but it's not like that, if I'm not even in the first stage of the 5 stages of moving on, I haven't even accepted that we're separated.

"I'm sorry." It was Azriel, he was trying to reach for my hand but the wind was trying to push him away from me. "I love you." the last words he uttered before he completely disappeared.

"Azriel!" I shouted when I got up, what was that? a nightmare?

I was holding my heart because of the speed of the beat, I can't explain this feeling.

"What happened?" mommy asked before quickly approaching me, I helf her hand before crying on her chest.

"Mom, can you call Azi?" I was nervous, he nodded before taking out his cell phone and dialing Azi's number there.

He immediately answered the third ring.

"Hello there." Monica replied sweetly, Mama looked at me in surprise, she didn't know everything about her, she didn't know Azriel had a mistress.

"Who's this?" Mom asked.

"Azriel's girlfriend, why? Wait, who are you?" He didn't show any respect, I was annoyed and grabbed the cellphone from mom because of that.

"Where's Azi?" When I asked him a question, he laughed a little because he must have heard my voice.

"Hey there, Jade, did you miss me?" When his tone was annoyed.

"What brand of make up do you have? You have such a thick face! Where is Azi?" I'm in love with this girl.

"He's taking a shower, ah wait ah he's calling me because he said we're together. Bye." He laughed softly before hanging up, the earlier annoyance was replaced by depression, why am I w-worried about him? it's just a dream. Why don't I think of myself first before Azi?

CHAPTER 11

I'm here at the Café today while waiting for Azriel because he's going to tell me something.

I have been waiting for an hour and my patience is about to run out.

"Maybe it will be there later." When I convince myself, maybe it's because when I leave, he suddenly comes.

but no matter how much convincing I did, my patience is slowly running out, I've been waiting for a few hours and I've already ordered three times because I'm shy of the people here, they might think I'm just hanging around.

"Are you still coming?" I whispered in the air, I looked at my wrist watch, it's 8pm, it was 2pm when I arrived, why am I still thinking that he's still coming, he's been waiting for me for six hours.

I got annoyed and took my sling bag before leaving the café, I looked for a ride but I couldn't find a taxi, it was getting a bit dark and I couldn't see any stars in the sky, grandma told me that if there are no stars, there is a chance of rain, I don't have an umbrella with me so I need onetake it easy

grassy

hurry

hurry up

rush

hasten

bustle

dash

make haste

hie

look alive

hustle

press on

scurryMy feet hurt when I walk but until now I still haven't seen a taxi, I don't know but I only prayed for one thing right now, that is to see Azriel so I can go home, he is the only one I can trust, even though He just broke my trusthe made me feel safe whenever I was with him.I hate darks, I have a phobia of the dark where I tremble with fear, I don't know where it started but the only thing I remember is that it was raining and I was in a dark place, that's when I started to be afraid of the dark.

I covered my ears with both hands when suddenly it thundered loudly, raining.

I entered an alley where there was no one, this was the only way to get to the high way.

I saw someone lying on the side of the road, that's why I quickly ran to help him, he looked beaten.

I already know the body of this person, it's Azi.

"Hey, Azi." I tried to wake him up, I slap his face not just once just to wake him up but nothing really happened.

"Azriel wake up!" I screamed, he was unconscious.

I continued walking until I reached the high way where there were many passing cars, I hailed a taxi and pointed the way to Azi's place.

"Brother, help him." I said, we helped Azriel into the car to take him to the nearest hospital, what are you doing?

"Just kidding ma'am, you again." I turned around after talking to the driver, I tried to remember his face and yes he was the driver who handed me a tissue when I was going home and I cried right here in his taxi.

"Your boyfriend?" He asked, I shook my head in response.

"Ex husband brother." I answered, he nodded in response, I could feel the speed of his driving, I thanked him when we got to the hospital.

CHAPTER 12

They treated Azi's wound, since he's a doctor here, he was taken care of immediately.

I just sat on the bench praying that Azi will be okay, even though I hate him and I don't want anything bad to happen to him.

"Omg! Where is my Azriel?" Oh, Monica shouted here at the Hospital, she stared at me after she saw me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, pulling my hand to make me stand up.

"What's wrong Monica? Can't you just sit there and wait for Azi?" I yelled at him in annoyance, as fvck we were just as worried.

"Who are you to yell at me?" I received a slap from him.

"And who are you to destroy my family?" He couldn't believe that he confronted me, he wished he didn't because I immediately slapped his face, his hair was almost messed up because of the force.

"Jade." we both turned around after seeing Azi in a wheelchair while Monica was watching us.

"She hurt me." Monica said dramatically before approaching Azi, I could see her sharp gaze before slowly standing up from the wheel chair and holding my arm tightly.

"What the hell, Azi, I'm hurt." I'm sorry because his nails have almost sunk into the tightness, now he was able to hurt me physically.

"Why did you slap him? Are you out of your mind? I don't know you anymore!" He dropped a rock on me, causing me to fall, and I immediately felt pain in my stomach after it hit the bench I was sitting on earlier.

He immediately approached me after realizing what he did.

"Hey, I'm sorry, I don't intend to push you nor shout at you." he tried to hold my arm but I ignored what he said, I closed my eyes because of the pain I was feeling, not only physically, but mentally I was crushed.

I forced myself to stand up and ran out of the hospital, I heard him call me but I didn't look at him.