Chapter 2. I would like to sit beside you.

The aircraft has 3 4 3 seating, and they are seated in 3, so Adam is sitting on 34A, 34B is vacant, and 34C is Hannah.

It's okay to move to the vacant seat to whisper and not disturb others, hahaha.

Adam moved to the 34B seat. Adam was rejoicing; he felt that his heart would like to get out of his chest. Savannah sounded so relaxed now. I hope we can be friends before the end of this trip.

Why not? So what brings you to Manila?

I am relocating to Tarlac to help my sister run the sugar plantation. I just retired, you know, so early retirement hahaha.......nothing else to do. I might as well be productive and enjoy the remaining days of my life. And maybe, I can find my soul mate.

Permanently? So, you're looking for a wife? That's great! A Filipina wife is much better than online dating.

Not exactly looking right away; I will take my time....maybe dating first, then select the best....

Of course, you have to date first before engagement, then marriage, right!

That's the process, right! Hahaha.... How about you? Are you married if I ask, but you don't have to answer if you're not comfortable?

It's okay; I have been divorced since the late '90s. I did not marry anymore. Sometimes, I ask myself why I did not marry in my younger days.... I had many chances in the past, but I was so stubborn and proud at that time. I wanted to prove to my ex-husband that I could manage to bring up my 2 kids without any help from him. I was successful, though. I won the war but lost the battle...he is now with a young partner; maybe he is happy growing old with someone on his side. I may grow old and die alone. My children are both professionals and have their own families. I am happy and fulfilled, but sometimes I am lonely and sad. My children and grandchildren are my happiness and joy. My world revolves around them. But I have to accept that they have plans and sometimes I am not included. That is why I have to keep myself busy. If memories could be wiped away with tears, then love would not have a history of hurt.

I understand you... That is why my sister Susan would like me to get married while I can. 

Yes, she is so right! That is a great idea. Men like your age can still get a younger wife, but a woman like my age is different. [sadness tone].

You're not that old though, you're still young and marriageable. Are you open to exploring that avenue? It's not too late.

You want me to feel good, Adam, thank you. I don't have any plans to marry. I've been alone for decades. I don't even know how to live with someone anymore. I have been married once... that's enough for me. So many lessons I have learned in life already. Please don't feel bad for me.... I'm okay; I'll manage. 

Not all matured men like me are looking for a younger wife....

Men your age like to have excitement and only a younger wife can deliver that.

Well....not me. If you're thinking of S E X... excitement in that department, I pass through that. I am looking for respect, commitment, and love.

Don't give me that rhetoric... Men are all the same. Sorry, but that is what I have believed and seen in my life. I don't want to argue with you about that.

Okey then... I'm afraid I still have to disagree with your opinion on men.

Would you choose one tree in a forest full of trees while more trees are waving at you?

It depends... If that tree is worth it, I will choose that tree and forget all the trees in that vast forest waving at me....hahaha

You're good, hahaha

Can I ask you something?

Sure!

What are these past mistakes that you mentioned earlier?

Oh....okey, you're getting nosy, huh.....we have time to discuss it. I will also consult you about that issue because you might be able to contribute some ideas before I proceed with my plan. How's that?

I will be honored....Adam quipps.