Chapter 19: Deep Remorse

Unknown Person’s P.O.V.

Standing up as I felt my burning reflexes on my neck, I had decided to position myself on top of her. Indeed, her body was so hot that it only made my feelings even flaming with desire. Because of that, I buried my face in the crook of her neck, before licking my tongue at the portion of her smooth skin.

Thinking about how our bodies were sticking like magnets, I would have gone crazy soon if I would not be able to fulfill the urge inside me. Because of that, I kissed her again. This time, I wanted to prove to her that I was doing this with love. But somehow, I got hurt when she did not respond to any of my kisses. She didn’t even want our lips to meet, as if she loathed me so much.

My lips went down to her neck and her breasts. Her mountains were amusing me so much that I wasn’t able to control myself from squeezing them tighter. It was like those were made just for me. I trailed kisses down to her stomach, down to her belly, and to the delicate gem in between her legs. And now, I had a newfound favorite place.

She screamed and was able to kick me again, but it was as if my conscience left me that I seemed to like it even more. I torridly claimed her lips again as I prepared to enter my throbbing weapon into her midpoint. My crotch got harder and longer than earlier, making me even happier.

I shoved myself into her, but I got stunned.

Why is it— damn!

My hips almost stopped from pounding against her because I felt that her core was still too tight.

I struggled as I began to thrust uncomfortably. I just kept going in and out of her until her nerves were stretching slowly as I pleasingly stabbing her to fulfill my cravings.

While enjoying what I was doing, I wasn’t capable to notice her pain. I continued lunging on top of her sultry body while letting out a few moans of satisfaction and relief. It was truly delicious, most especially how I felt the warmth of her insides until I could no longer understand the next thing that happened to me.

My desire increased so much more that I continuously banged her intending to reach for my climax. Something was coming from my proud member, and I released all of them while I was inside of this woman.

Man! Why does it feel so great? Fuck, I only experienced this for the first time, but I want more!

I sluggishly untied her wrists from the headboard and started claiming her lips again. And since I could still not control myself away from the lust that was hugging me like a dark cloak, I ravaged her body over and over. Our sexual intercourse brought me too much happiness that my spirits soared higher. I couldn’t remember if there was a time in my life that I could be happier.

Tonight, I felt so powerful on repeatedly claiming what I believed was my possession. I could not get enough of her. I lost count of how many times I waited for my breathing to get steady because there were so many times that I ended up panting on top of her body. I could not think straight, but I remembered that I ended up hugging her before I was able to sleep soundly.

After reminiscing the past, repentance drew my chest again like a knife slashing my heart. Deep remorse enveloped my mind once more as if searching for her could be damn so hard. Something ached inside me because everything felt so wrong. For three years, I only lived my life in chaos.

No matter what, I needed to find her. I knew that the callous and traumatizing act that I did to her was something unforgivable, but I was ready for whatever punishment she would inflict on me. I might have shattered her dreams into pieces, so I must now face the consequence.

I would be very much willing to do anything for her. Even if she would sue me in court and put me behind bars, I would accept it with open arms. For the second time, I just wanted to see her. I didn’t care about what might happen to me anymore, I just wanted her to know that I fully regretted what happened to us three years ago.