Zila's Pov
"I do want to kill you, Liza. But I won't stoop to a level of a murderer. Like you!" still angry Zehel said. Now I know that he doesn't just hate me ... he also curses me --- this is Liza.
I just shook and sighed. "There's nothing I can do if that's how you think of me, Zehel." I looked at the man. Thank God, he brought God-Zila back into my person. "But I'll tell you one more time ... I'm not to blame for Lesana's death." When I said that, I stood up and walked out of the room.
no more bed for me to sleep. Zehel will surely put me to sleep on the floor because he is angry with me. So I'd better just be there in the living room, on the sofa. Or maybe I'll just sleep in the kitchen. I will be the one to voluntarily avoid Zehel so that his head doesn't get too hot for me. total repentance ... but not total submission. I will follow everything he wants, but I will do it my way. Zila ... and not Liza.
Fujima is no longer around. He will probably leave after preparing the agreement paper.
I sat on the sofa and leaned there tired. tired mentally and physically, stressful events in my life.
Zila, what's next for you after this?
Are you going to get pregnant? Seriously? Tsk! Do not know. Come what may. Whatever God's plan is, that's all to follow. I don't want to think of a plan anymore. I'm feeling lazy.
Tsk! I haven't combed yet. My hair is as messy as my life.
I just lay down on the sofa and stared at the ceiling. I think of Zehel, he must be resting in his room as well. NIYA. Kanya naman yun eh. Seriously, I don't own a single one here except for my rotten suitcase. our house is also in Zehel's name. The company is with him too. Haaaay. My head is aching.
I got up and scratched my head, my hair getting more and more messy. I turned around in the room, I saw Zehel standing in the doorway and looking at me. he's a pokerman again. I just went straight to scratching, then I ignored him and just lay down on the sofa again and closed my eyes.
Eventually, I heard his footsteps so I opened my eyes. I saw Zehel standing on the edge of the sofa. He was holding a pillow and a blanket. he threw it at me suddenly so I was surprised. I caught it but the pillow hit my face.
"Hey! Manners naman p're!" my complaint.
Zehel just smirked, then he walked inside his room and slammed the door shut.
-Blaaaag!-
Mmmmmm. She's really sweet. Zehel's cruel 'goodnight' echoed in my ears.
"Sweetdreams too, husband ..." I just said. "Thank you, I know you're still mourning. If not ... I'll wrap this blanket around your neck so you can't breathe and you'll die ---"
the door of Zehel's room suddenly opened and he came out. I was malicious in blinking and ... snoring. Suppose I express my sleep. Immediately.
"Hhhhrrrrkkkk! Hhhhhrrrrrkkkk !!"
"Liza ..."
"Hhhhrrrkkk! Hhhrrrkkk!"
"Oh come on !don't expect me to believe that you'll be asleep in five seconds, Liza ... "I heard Zehel say.
"Hhhhrrrrrkkkk! Hhhhrrrkkk!"
"Tsh!"
Don't get confused. I have a reason why I pretend to be asleep. I don't want him to remind me about our agreement. the baby monster, remember?
"Wake up tomorrow. We need to catch our flight first thing tomorrow morning. I want my things ready before dawn break!" I heard Zehel say.
Eh? He had a different reason. I thought it was about that 'baby' thing. I suddenly lost my eyesight, then I got up and faced Zehel. I held my breath when I saw his overflowing appeal again. He really looked regal and striking, even though he was wearing only a simple white t-shirt and gray pajamas. her hair was ponytailed up, but a few strands fell off and hung on her face. That gave her an overflowing sex appeal.
He tastes good, I want to bite him.
Change — don’t, God-Zila. Don't transform into a dinosaur first! Hold on! he must be a yummy human but hold on! Grit your teeth!
But wait ... what did he say again? REWIND.
'... I want my things ready before the dawn break!' That's what he said isn't it?
"I'll prepare your stuff?" my question to Zehel.
His eyebrows went up immediately. “Yes.as my wife, it's now your duty to assist me. You will pack my things. And I want everything I need there, obviously? We’re going straight to RedSphere in Silicon Valley so I want the paperwork I need to be there as well. it's all in the library, fix it. "Zehel ordered like a king.
"Wife, my ass. You treat me like a slave ..." I whispered.
"You're saying something?" sikmat ni Zehel.
"No! I said, Your Majesty will follow!" my answer.
Zehel just nodded and then turned around and went inside his room, though I was a little surprised because he didn't close the door of the room. He left tomorrow.
I shrugged and went back to lying on the sofa. I'm really going to sleep. I'm so sleepy, promise. Wonderland and Peter Pan are already calling me.
Come on ... that seems wrong. Is Peter Pan from Wonderland? Ah yes, right. Alice went to Neverland.
Sorry, I don't like children's stories. Godzilla is the only fairytail I know. Hehehe.
I'm going to sleep. I closed my eyes and hugged the Zehel-smelling pillow. Bango.
With so much fragrance ...
I can not sleep. = __ =
Great!
The lizards were humming and fighting on the ceiling but I was still shocked and just watched them. Langya! I think homesickness hit me. God-Zila dwells. Raaawwwrrr!
Buset! Could it be homesickness ... or just can't sleep because of the series of revelations I've discovered? Tsk! With the amount of surprises that came to me, my brain seemed to melt away.
I just sat on the sofa and scratched. I'm still drowsy but I just don't want to shut down my brain. I looked at the door of Zehel's room, it was still open. I could see it was dark in his room, he turned off the light when he slept.
I looked at the clock.
12:05 am. I've been an idiot for a few hours like that. It's been eight o'clock since Zehel and I kept quiet. Tsk!
I stood up and squatted to peek into Zehel's room. From the outline of the light in the living room, I could see that the man was lying on his back and that he was asleep based on the gentle rise and fall of his shoulder. he must have been very very tired. I know because Zehel is really hard at work. I don’t know what his purpose is and he enriches todo. He already established an empire at an early age, he has nothing to prove. But still, he was still a sailor. what is his reason
Tsk! Zila, isn't it obvious? It's because his life is empty ... his house is empty. He doesn't stop working just because he wants to get richer, but because ... when he works, he forgets that his life is empty and really meaningless.
Yeah. that's probably the reason. Zehel and I are almost the same. My whole life was dedicated to my work and profession, work was always on my mind. How, I have no life outside of my working area. if I’m not a Photographer, I’m just a lousy woman with no social life, no lovelife, no life! But not like Zehel, and at least I enjoy my work. I live because of that ... and the adrenaline rush. Hehehe.
I took a deep breath. if only I could help Zehel to change her life. But I think because ... Zehel is the kind of person who doesn't want his life to be interfered with. Zila ... you don't have to change anything about him. Remember, you're just extra in the story, tomorrow ... you'll also exit the scene.
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