acting happily

Chapter 3

Why are you angry? I asked

He was silent but there was still a trace of anger in his eyes.

I don't like the idea of ​​you being with someone .... in bed" he said softly, just enough for me to hear.

What do you know? If you want to interfere in my life, why don't you just try to interfere in this problem you created with your good girlfriend? Why don't you two fix this fuckin mess ?!"

I can't!" I was intensified by his shout.How many times can I tell you that I want to fight but I don't want to lose your sister?"

"That's not the reason. Why don't you just say you're really a coward? You only have to tell the truth, that's all but you haven't done it yet!"

"Let's talk about cowardice. Who also doesn't know how to fight her love for a man? You'll just say you've really loved someone for a few years, but you can't either. We're no different from each other Aidle "Tough it says. He got me there. He was right, we were no different from each other. We are both cowards and losers.

This fight has no destination. No one will win us because we are both fools.

We are Aina's toys. We are moving according to her will.I let out a deep sigh.

Let's go home" Nic revived the car engine.

We were very quiet on the flight. I could almost hear the demons whispering in my mind.

Nic's phone suddenly rung. He answered the call and clicked the loudspeaker button.

"Love ..."Sister Aina began on the other line. "Where are you?"

"Going home"She's with you?"

"Of course. I can't leave him" wow, the sweet! Tsk!

"I'm at my office, can you fetch me?"

"Yeah"

My vision hit the stereo. Without hesitation I opened it and a familiar tune immediately struck. I turned up the volume so that the lyrics of the song really entered my mind.

What are we fighting for

Seems like we do it just for fun

In this, this stupid war

We play hard with our plastic guns

Does this song hit us? I turned to Nic.

He was still busy talking to his woman. Not even shaken by the stereo noise.

"I can't keep up with dinner later" Why? "I had works to do"

"Shall I go to your office? I'll buy foods for you" my sister's voice softened even more."No need Why? I'll eat dinner with you"

"Nevermind I want to! Besides, I don't want to see Aidle at the table later" I alerted. Well, I don’t want to see him either! Now, tomorrow, and forever.

Did I stick to it?

You hate me now and I feel the same way

You love me now and I feel the same way We scream, we shout and make up the same day, same day

"Oh we're on the right side of rock bottom and I hope that we keep falling. We're on the good side of bad karma. Cause we keep on coming back for more" I swayed my head side to side.

Yes, I'm in bad mood but that doesn't mean I would ignore this beautiful song. But the truth is, I want to let my sister know that I'm here. I was with her boyfriend and I could hear what she was saying.

"Is that Aidle?"

"Yeah" "Such a bad singer"

Damn you sister! What demon could have joined him to make him look like this? She used to love my voice.

I don’t know what he really is. Is it your formerly kind Aina or is it now? But wait, was he kind then?

I winced at my own thought.

"Of course, I inherited it from you" I replied "Can you hear me?"

"Nicholas!" I was startled by its sudden scream.

"Don't be mad at my fiancee anymore. She just did the right thing. I'm also really impressed with her consideration. She doesn't want me to doubt so she made sure I could hear your conversation. I'm starting to love your man" he teased. ko.

Suddenly the angry face of the witch entered my mind.

"Just try to snatch him from me, you'll see"

"He's mine already. Remember, we're getting married. Thanks to your selfish act"

"Aidle!" I can sense her frustration.

"Goodbye sister" without hesitation I turned off the call.

Nic didn't yell at what I did, but just focused his attention on the road.

"I don't know what to do with you two" he suddenly said "You two were like an Untamed lion"

"Just leave us alone"

"Let you kill?" he finally looked at me.

"Yes"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Tell your woman to stop lying"

He did not answer and just kept his eyes on the road.

"She was hard headed" it said calmly after a while. "She wanted to achieve something at the moment. So even if it hurts, she will give up the things that will hinder her" is perhaps the intensity of her dream to destroy the lives of others.

"I don't think it's right that even those people who love him are being pushed away by him.

"You made a mistake that night" I frowned at what he said. "If you hadn't just opened the door, we wouldn't be in this situation" my blood suddenly rose.

"So it's still my fault now? I thought something had happened to my sister. Do I know if she was being raped. I shouldn't have put her life in danger" I looked out the window.

"I think the rapist is handsome" he was able to really joke in this situation.

"I don't know if I'm going to laugh or be annoyed. You just insulted me! I didn't think of anything else that night but to protect my family, so I didn't even think about the other grunts I heard"I would have added more.

"I'm sorry" I bit my lip. I saw him looking at me from my peripheral vision.

My annoyance seemed to disappear immediately with just a sorry. How can someone made me feel this way? He can easily change my mood in just one snap.Its stupid ...

I was walking languidly towards my future. I accompanied the swing of the music, acting happily in front of others, smiling even when it hurt too much. Great! I'm a great actress.

This is the day everyone was waiting for. Day is important to most, but I consider it a curse.

A few pairs of amazed eyes are currently staring at me. They openly praise my beauty, something I once liked but now hate.

They are only looking at my physical appearance. They didn’t even try to look at my heart. If it's really fun. If I really want to marry the person I am not the one I love.

It was as if a hundred needles had pierced my heart when Van and I met eye to eye.

Yes, he is here. He wanted to personally witness my marriage, not to him but to others.

I hurt for him. This is really our dream. The wedding on the beach, before sunset.

"Can't I change your mind?" he asked after I explained everything.

We met, two days before my wedding.

I told him everything, from the very beginning until end. He did nothing but listen and in the end he believed me. He was that good on me. He was so kind to me that I was even more shy. I only give him pain, while he has done nothing but always understand and love me more than anything. I don't deserve him.

"I'm sorry Van. I wanted to fight for us but I can't!" I hugged her tight.

"You can. We can!" he pleads. He gently caressed my hair and hugged me two times tighter than I did. She seemed afraid any moment I would disappear next to her. Which will really happen.

"Van. We're talking about my parents, we're talking about my evil sister. You don't know what she can do just to make sure what happens and will happen is what she wants"

"Fuck! I don't want to lose you in my life Ai. We promised not to give up on each other 'right? Let's stand by that promise" he moved away slightly and stared me straight in the eye.

"I don't even want your life to be ruined not only by my sister, but also by my parents. You know our situation right? You know why I can't introduce you to my parents. Ever since then, we can't" he sighed heavily.

"Why else does all this have to happen to us? Our parents are at war, your life messed up because of that fuckin wrong move, and now ... we're breakings up. Damn!"

I kept crying "I love you so much Van ... You're the only person who made me realize how beautiful love is. I never regret choosing you as my partner despite our situation. I'm so in love with you" squat me and kissed him on the forehead "But we are not for each other" I stared at him intently.

I wanted to remember every detail of his face. His golden eyes, thick brows, pointed nose, red lips, and well defined jaw. "I'm sorry love ..."

"Love, please" he took my right hand and kissed it. "I don't want to ... It's hard for you to let go" he cried.

I'm in so much pain. I hate seeing him in this state. Damn! The pain of it ... The pain of being released by the person you love to touch for life.

"Please ... Let go" I said boldly. I withdrew my hand from him and turned away.

I'm sorry love. But I'm not the one your needing. I love you ... Goodbye.

The next day, after that scene he called me to let me know he was attending my wedding.

Even if it hurts, he will try to accept that we are not really for each other.

"Nicholas, do you take Aidle for your lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?"

"I do"

"Aidle, do you take Nicholas for your lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?" I heaved a deep sigh. I don't.

"I do"

"What God joins together, let no one put asunder. I now pronounce you, husband and wife" Nic and I stared. "You may now kiss the bride"

He lifted my veil and moved it to my back.

He moved closer to me. I was only a handful away from his lips. He snaked his arm around my waist, then I felt his lips ... at the side of my lips.

"I don't kiss unhappy soul" he whispered frowning at my forehead. We stared at each other again.

His eyes were still cold, colder than the usual actually.

From my waist, he moved his hand to my back and faced the guests. His warm hand covered my back. I couldn’t think straight because of his hand and the electricity it gave to my whole body.

I tried to stay away but he was so close.

"May you please move away husband?" I whispered.

"Alright" instead of moving away, he just came closer.

"Don't you understand?"

"Smile wife. Everyone was watching"

"Damn you"

My eyes caught my crying friend so I decided to approach it.

"I'm in pain for you" he began. "Maybe if I didn't know the truth, I would be like everyone else now. He rolled his eyes around before staring at me again" They were clapping genuinely for the two of you "I smiled sadly then hugged him tightly.

"Home. A lot of reporters oh, they might think you're my husband's ex -girlfriend so you're crying a lot" I joked. He hit me lightly.

"Gaga! I feel sorry for you"

"Instead of feeling sorry, just pray for my soul"

"It's like you're timang! Don't say that, it's like you're saying goodbye" he stopped crying and glared at me.

"Congratulations" we were both surprised and at the same time turned to Van.

He was smiling, but not out of sight.

"Van"I just wanted to say goodbye"

"Are you leaving?" Eya asked in shock.

"Yep. I had a flight to catch tonight" he tapped me on the shoulder then turned around and walked away.

"Van" I was about to chase him but Eya stopped me.

"Stop what you're thinking my dear. Your parents are watching"

I automatically turned to where my parents were. They were with Nic's parents and sister.

My sister was looking at me intently, disgust was very visible on her face.

"She's as if carrying the whole world alone" Eya suddenly said.

"Yep" I gasped.

On this day, four hearts were hurt. Because of the wrong decision, the wrong stance, and the wrong right being fought for.

TO BE CONTINUED...