"I will still call your name with that name. Now come here."
Exal didn't want to change his affectionate call to Qiandra at all.
"It's up to you! Now return my motorbike key to my phone."
"You want that stuff right, so get closer." said Exal who was sleeping on his back on the bed, while Qiandra was standing at Exal's foot.
"Why? Don't be like that, I'll complain to Om Ferry and Aunt Rania." Qiandra threatened.
Exal smiled at him.
"There aduin, the one we have is married." exal said.
"Sad! Don't dream of you." said Qiandra
The annoyed Exal immediately grabbed Qiandra's hand, pulling her closer.
However, due to the pull of his hand which was too tight, Qiandra fell on his body.
Now Qiandra's position is above Exal's body. Their eyes looked at each other in a fixed position like that.
Exal locked Qiandra by holding her waist, so that Qiandra could not stand up from above her body.
A second later Qiandra woke up to their position and was about to stand up but Exal's hand locked it first.
"Get rid of your hand." Qiandra said
But Exal instead turned his body, becoming Exal who was above and Qiandra who was below his body.
Qiandra became frightened by his position locked under Exal's control.
"Exal, step aside... what the hell are you!" Qiandra is exciting
"My friend is sleeping." Qiandra widened her eyes at what came out of Exal's mouth.
"You're crazy..." Qiandra snapped.
"Throw away your dirty thoughts. I just want to be with me to sleep like I used to be."
After hearing Exal's words, Qiandra's heartbeat was not too fast. Qiandra already understands what Exal means.
In the past, the two of them often took naps together, since childhood they have been used to sleeping together without doing anything just accompanying them to sleep.
"Exal, I can't. Everything has changed. You don't equate us past and present."
Qiandra said so easily as if, she was ready to forget their memories.
"Nothing has changed in me. Then what happens between us will remain the same as it used to be." Exal said with full emphasis.
"Lo, you can't be like this and then Exal. What's wrong with you! We're over."
Qiandra's eyes were teary again, the grains in Henda's eyes fell.
He can no longer be able to with all this and wants to leave immediately from Exal's face.
"Nothing ends. Until whenever you belong to me Qia, even though you were the one who broke up with me first."
"It's not me but you." Qiandra snapped
"You are the one who often ask me to break up." Exal is still speaking in his soft voice
But Qiandra's voice was already high with a trembling body holding back the tightness in her chest.
"Forget about it. Now return my phone and motorbike key. I have to go home."
Qiandra tried to divert the conversation between them because she could no longer afford to remember the relationship between them.
"I won't return it, until you want to sleep here. I'm not going to be different, I just want to sleep in your arms. It's too late after all. It's not good that you go home alone."
Exal rubbed Qiandra's cheeks which were so smooth, the round eyeballs with the upper and lower lashes so thick with her beautiful eyelashes.
Unlike the girls, usually, the eyebrows are neatly arranged, the nose is sharp, the lips are light pink so natural.
Qiandra is so beautiful with her natural face without any polish. Nothing can replace Qiandra's beauty in Exal's heart. That's why Exal still loves him from the past until now. Apart from her beauty, Qiandra was so perfect in her eyes.
Qiandra is her first love and will be her last love for her too. Although there are many obstacles that may be more difficult for him to overcome. Qiandra just kept quiet, she didn't know what else to do to get out of this comfort zone. The comfort zone, which will eventually give it a wound, if you remember what has happened between them. Qiandra can't choose between hate and love, it's all very different.
After a while Exal looked at Qiandra.
Exal comfortably sleeps on Qiandra's chest which is getting bigger and more comfortable as a cushion. Qiandra just kept quiet with Exal's actions, which made him only able to surrender.
The grains in his eyes began to fall when Exal was asleep. Qiandra quickly wiped the tears. Doesn't want Exal to know if he's still crying for her. Qiandra began to close her eyes. Trying to sleep comfortably.
Especially tomorrow, they have to go back to school.
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Drrttt...
Qiandra's cellphone vibration built Exal which is now starting to wake up and pick up his phone.
"Hello, Qiandra! Where are you son? Why don't you come home from last night," said the woman on the other side of the phone.
Exal, who already knew who was the woman who called Qiandra, immediately answered his phone, after a glimpse of Qiandra who was still sleeping soundly in his arms.
Maybe last night Exal was in his arms but now, it became Qiandra who was in Exal's arms so soundly sleeping in Exal's arms.
"Hello Auntie how are you? This is me Exal,"
"Exal? Why is Qiandra's phone on you?" Said Janeeta Qiandra's mother across the phone.
"Oh! This is Aunt because Qia was in my apartment, last night I fell off the motorbike. Qia helped me."
"Exal, but you're okay, right, son?" Asked Janeeta.
"I'm okay aunt, just my legs are sprained. But auntie, don't tell Mama, later she will come to grumble again."
Janeeta chuckled across the phone at Exal's words that were not at all awkward between them because they were close enough, even though they rarely met unlike before.
"Alright! Auntie won't divulge it to your mom."
"Thanks Aunt."
"Where is Qiandra now?" Asked Janeeta.
"It seems, Qia is not awake yet. Later after waking up, Exal will tell Qia to make Auntie's phone."
"Okay! Auntie wait then."
After making small talk, Exal immediately turned off his cellphone and looked at Qiandra who was still fast asleep.
Exal looked at Qiandra's face which was so peaceful that his heart really felt calm, as if the fear that was always present in him suddenly disappeared in the blink of an eye.
Exal began to bring his face closer to kiss Qiandra's lips. Exal managed to kiss Qiandra's lips, making Qiandra who was asleep finally open her eyes when she felt everything that was attached to her lips.
Instantly Qiandra tried to rebel to push Exal's body which was so difficult to get rid of from the top of his body. His heartbeat was pounding again. Fear began to envelope him.
Especially now that they are in bed which might make it easier for Exal to pounce on him right now.