Marahas nyang hinila ang kamay ko bago ko pa masirado yung pintuan. "Ano ba?! " Naiinis kong sabi.
"Mag-usap tayo," seryosong sabi nya. Pagak akong tumawa.
"Wala na tayong dapa---" Kinaladkad nya ako patungo sa condo nya. I tried escaping from his grasp but his hold was too tight. Ayokong sumigaw, I didn't wanna cause a scene kaya napilitan akong sumama sa kanya.
Pagdating namin sa kanyang condo ay naabutan namin ang babae nya. Nakataas ang kanyang kilay saaming dalawa. "Who is she Ba--"
"Leave." Utos nya.
"But--"
"I said leave." Umirap ang babae at umalis. Tinapunan nya pa ako ng masamang tingin. Humarap si Trevor saakin. His face was hard and cold. He looks like he could breath fire.
"You had another customer after you fucked me?" Galit nyang tanong.
"Y-yes!" Matapang kong sinabi. Mas lalo syang nagalit. He took a step forward trapping me in the corner.
"Don't fucking lie angel," he warned lowly.
My heart is beating so rapidly inside. Naiihi ako sa kaba. "Anong pakealam mo?"
"I fucking took your virginity."
"So what? Hindi mo naman ako pag-aari, I can do everything I want in this body because I own myself. Wala ka nang pake dun. You just popped my cherry Trevor, that doesn't mean na sayo lang ako."
He smiled humorlessly. "Why?" Mas inilapit nya ang mukha nya saakin. "Did they offer you a bigger deal?" He presses his crotch on me. He forces himself between my legs. I can feel his rough pants on my area. "Were they good in bed? Sino ang mas magaling, hmm?"
Ayaw kong madala sa tukso kaya tinulak ko sya. Aalis nalang ako. Hindi ko to kaya. I can't lie that much. No matter how hurt I was awhile ago, how my pride was stomp off -- I can't let him think na ganun ako. But I already said it, there's no way I'll take back what I just said.
"Where are you going? Nag-uusap pa tayo!" he grabs my hand again.
"Ano. Ba?!" Galit na din ako. Naiinis ako sakanya at sa sarili ko. Hindi ko na maespeling ang sarili ko.
"Bakit ka pumunta dito? What's your reasons?"
"I told you. Manghihingi sana ako nang tips---"
"Bullshit. Don't give me that lies. Pumunta ka dito para sa proposal--"
"I didn't!" Tangi ko. "I was going to decline your offer--"
"Decline my fucking offer my ass! If you are going to decline my offer you could've just texted me--"
"Wala akong load. And for formality nalang kaya ako nandito. Besides, maraming nag-aalok saakin."
"Quit your fucking job. I can pay you more than they pay you."
"Ayoko. May crush din akong nag-alok saakin na magaling din sa kama. Doon nalang ako."
"Ano?!" singhal nya. Galit na galit.
"M-magpapaturo sana ako sayo kasi nga g-gusto ko syang paligayahin..." my lips tremble.
"You want me to fucking teach you so you can please your stupid crush?" Mahina iyon pero ramdam ko ang diin nang bawat katagang lumabas sa kanyang bibig.
"Y-yes..." he smirk dangerously.
"Then say yes to my proposal..."
"N---no," I gasp because his face is so close to me.
"Say fucking yes Fallon."
"O-okay..." that was all it takes for him to kiss my lips. Parang seal iyon ng deal namin.
All my inhibitions are gone. Ang paglapat nang labi nya saakin ay nakakawala ng katwiran. Sabik ko syang ginantihan ng halik. Lumalim nang lumalim hanggang sa hiningal na kaming dalawa.
Magkadikit ang noo namin, parehas kaming hinihingal. He went to give me a soft tender peck on my lips leaving a lingering sensation.
--
I snuggle closer to the warmth beside me. It feels so comfy. At sobrang bango. I slowly open my eyes. May kakaibang nilalang sa tyan ang nagsimulang sumayaw. Humataw ang puso ko. I can't believe na nakahiga ako ngayon kasama sya. It feels so surreal.
Crush ko nga talaga sya. Makapal ang kanyang kilay, matangos ang ilong, mahaba ang pilikmata. Samahan pa nang mapupulang labi. Ang panga nya'y sobrang define na nakakapanglalake sa kanyang mukha. Palagi nya akong tinatawag na anghel kung tutuusin ay mas mukha pasyang anghel kesa saakin.
Matapos ang nangyari saamin kanina, matapos ang halik ay nagpasyahan namin na pag-usapan muna ang bagay tungkol sa kanyang alok.
Nagluto sya nung lunch. Hindi ko akalain na marunong mag luto si Trevor. Nahiya nga ako kasi ako hindi ako masyadong marunong magluto. Prito at maglaga lang nang itlog ang alam ko. Pati narin pala ang paglunod ng noodles. Napagkaalaman ko din na 33 na ang kanyang edad. Single daw sabi nya. Napahagik-ik ako. Pero nung naalala ko ulit yung babae kanina ay nawalan ulit ako nang gana. I pouted at him. Pero nung hinalikan nya ako nawala na parang bula ang lahat ng selos ko.
Selos nga siguro ang tawag nun. I'm still new to this. "Stop staring Angel," he huskily said. Nakapikit pa ang kanyang mata, he only lift his lid a bit at pumikit ulit sya. Inilapit nya ang katawan ko sakanya. Uminit ang pisnge ko.
Pagkatapos naming kumain kanina ay di ko maiwasang antukin. Panu ba naman kasi buong gabi akong hindi mapakali dahil kikitain ko sya. He must've notice it kaya nagyaya syang matulog muna. Puyat daw sya sa trabaho. I don't know if his attentive or what basta umuo nalang ako. Hindi ko na inisip iyong babae kasi ako naman na ang nandito. Besides, he assured me na wala lang iyon. I believe him.
"What time is it?" Tanong nya. I look at the clock beside his bed.
"Alas kwarto na." I told him.
"Hmmm," sagot nya. Palihim akong ngumiti. NBSB ako. Ang isipin na ganito kami ay saan-saan tumatakbo ang isip ko. Ganito pala ang feeling pag may boyfriend. Although hindi ko sya boyfriend. Sinimangutan ulit ako.
Nagulat ako nang bigla nya akong hinalikan. "Stop pouting angel. You are seducing me..." he whispered. Sobrang lapit namin ngayon. Tumatama ang ilong nya saakin.
"S-sorry..." I stutter. Napakagat ako saaking labi. Nakatagilid sya. Itinukod nya ang kanyang siko habang nakatingin saakin. His thumb played with my chin.
"Shall we take a shower?" he asks. Nag-init agad ang aking katawan. His bedroom voice is so damn sexy. I nodded. Siniil nya ako nang halik. Tumugon naman ako. Napahawak ako sakanyang pisnge. Ramdam ko ang matutulis nyang stubbles.
"Halika na." he sat up. Umupo nadin ako. Napalunok ako nang makita ang kanyang katawan. Grabe ang kanyang abs. Iniwasan kong titigan iyon.
He took my hand and lead me to the bathroom.
Hinubad nya ang natitirang saplot sa kanyang katawan. Uminit ang pisnge ko nang makita sya nang hubo't-hubad. Di naman ito first time pero nararamdaman ko pa din ang kaba at excitement. His butt looks so firm too. His semi-erect manhood is dangling. Napalunok ulit ako. Gustong lumuhod at sambahin sya.
Hinubad ko na din ang T-shirt ko. I unclasp my bra and unzip my pants. Hanggang sa hubad na din ako gaya nya. The whole time I was doing that he was looking intently at me. He turned on the shower. Kinuha nya ulit ang kamay ko at hinila patungo sakanya.
Sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko.
Nang nasa harap nya na ako ay bumaba ang kanyang tingin nya. Hinawakan nya ang buhok ko dun. Unti-unti kaming nababasa nang tubig. Gamit ang kanyang daliri, he started combing my pubes. Bumaba din ang tingin ko doon. It looks so erotic.
Pinatalikod nya ako. He started soaping my back. He has a calloused big hand. I gasp. His hands reach my bare chest, soaping it too. Using his thumb and forefinger he rolled up the tip of my nipple. I slightly moaned. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang matigas nyang sandata sa likod ko. He moved his hands with the soap to my arms and hands. When he was satisfied, he started soaping my stomach. Sobrang laki nya na mapupulupot nya ang bewang ko gamit ang dalawang kamay.
"Ummmh..." daing ko. His hand runs in the crack of my butt. And with every touch, has a touch of a malice.
Pinaharap nya ulit ako. I love and hate how the way he looks at me. Love because he stares at me like I was the most beautiful creature in the planet, like how he wants and knows what to do to my body, love because it wakes so much electricity that I didn't even know exists. It's like he knows my body more than I do. Kahit ako. Ngayon ko lang nasaksihan na sobrang gusto ko pala ng tawag ng laman. And hate because... I don't know. There is something ruthless behind those looks. But I don't know if I hate his ruthlessness. Because I like it...
Sinabunan nya din ang aking paa. Walang ni kahit sino man ang nakakahawak saakin kundi sya. Sya lang. I think sya na din ang nagmamay-ari nito. Sya naman talaga. Binabayaran nya ako. I don't even think that's a good thing or bad thing.
I was anticipating his touch on my sensitive area that as soon as he reach in my pussy I spread my legs to give him access. Nang hawakan nya iyon ay literal na bumaliktad ang mata ko saaking likod. His lips touch my neck as he stared to rub or soap it. Napapikit ako sa sarap. Sobrang tagal ko din ito hinintay. "I don't want you to let other man touch you. Understand?"
I nodded with a whimper.
"This is my property. I paid this. I paid you."
I nodded again. He took the shower head and place it on my pussy. The water coming out of the shower head beats my sensitive nub. He push the shower head in my pussy adding so much pressure. "Oh damn Trevor... Please... Make me cumm..." I moaned. He took one nipple on his mouth, his other hand snake on my waist saving me from falling down.
"Ahhhh!"
"We're going to the OB,"
"Huh? Bakit?" tanong ko.
"Para safe," he said. I didn't ask anymore question. There was a secret rule between us.
I get it. He doesn't want me to get pregnant while we're doing it. Of course, ano pa nga ba? Besides, ako din naman. Ang bata-bata ko pa para maging ina. I still want to go to college. But why did I felt a little bit upset.
Trevor and I went to the OB. Magpapaturok daw ako. When we got there nasa 3-5 ang mga tao doon. Trevor excused himself kasi may tumawag daw. May dalawang buntis na sobrang laki na ng tyan kasama ang kanilang asawa at may isang babaeng di gaano kalaki ang tyan. Tinawag yung isang babaeng may malaki ang tyan.
Napating kaming lahat nang may mag-asawa na kadadating lang. Inalalayan nang lalake ang kanyang buntis na asawa, medyo malaki na din. Umupo sila sa tabi namin. The beautiful lady smiled at me. I think she is in her mid-20's. Sobrang ganda nya. Ang gwapo din nang asawa nya. She asks something in her husband and he excused himself.
"Hi! You're so pretty!" she joyfully said.
"Thank you. You are very gorgeous too." I complimented back as I blush.
"First time?" She asks. I nodded.
"Oo,"
"Ako. Pangatlong anak ko na to."
"Oh, " she must've thought that I was pregnant.
"I can still remember my first time of pregnancy." She sigh.
"That hurts?" I ask.
She giggled as if she remembered something. "Slightly," she giggled again. "It wasn't that hard. My husband and I practically practice stretching it..." Humagik-ik sya. At first i didn't get what she says. Nanlaki nalang ang mata ko nang napagtanto kung ano ang ibig nyang sabihin.
"Baby," her husband says. She look at him lovingly.
"Daddy," malambing nyang sabi. Uminit ang pisnge ko. They are so sweet. "This is my husband by the way," she said. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He looks more way older than her but you can't deny his very handsome.
"Miss Fallon Ortega?" Tawag ng babae.
"Yes?" Tumayo ako. I nodded at them and politely excused my self before I went to the room.