Avoid me

Chapter 4

Avoid me

Brian held his belt restricting her from undoing his belt and revealing his bulged zipper. “Listen up, Ella I know you love me. I just want you to know that I did not just decide to see your nakedness for the fun of it. Anything I did for you in the past I did because I see you as my sister and nothing else. I have told you severally I am in love with Kate, a girl in California. I love her so much that I can’t cheat on her. I can’t do her bad.”

“What is wrong with you, Brian?”She yelled, pulling away from him. “You are still in love with a girl that must have moved on with her life, possibly she is married with kids now and you are here dying for her. Oh my God what spell did she cast on you that you can’t reason straight. Now you listen to me, you are going to return to California and be disappointed. Bet me,” she pulled out her palm, “That mocker Kate or whatever she is called has moved on with her life. She can’t wait for you. You two have no communication over this period and you believe she still loves you.”

“Come on Ella you have no idea what I feel for that girl. I love her so much that I can take her bullet.”

“What about me?” Ella asked, squeezing her eyes and about to shed tears.

“I…” he stuttered.

Ella interrupted, “Keep shut. Answer me straight. What about me? What do you feel for me? I was in love with you before getting married to this asshole billionaire. I knew you sensed the love I had for you.”

“I see you as my sister, Ella…”

“Keep shut, Brian!” she barked, shutting her eyes and pointing her fingers at him. “I am Ella a Mexican and your grandma’s laborer. I am in no way related to you by blood so stop referring to me as your goddamn sister. I love you and I am getting mad over you. If you don’t see me in that light then I will know you are deceiving yourself. What did you take me for when you helped me put to bed? When you saw my nakedness what were you thinking? Oh you were possibly thinking that this is my sister’s nakedness and I can’t fall in love with her?

“Brian who had stood staring all this while said, “Calm down Ella.” Brian stroked his hair, looking drawn and stressed out. What I feel for you is natural. If I wanted to make love to you I would have told you a long time ago. But it is too late now. Your body belongs to another man.”

“Yes my body and not my heart,” she said and started surging closer to him now. As she walked her breast shook along with her whole body and for the first time Brian felt his penis push against his zipper like a thousand soldiers pressing unto a door. “My heart belongs to you, Brian…I… I have been nursing this feeling for too long,” she spoke into his face, “I don’t give a damn what grandma thinks or what anybody thinks. What people think has no say in my life. What I feel for you is beyond the description of human knowledge. I see you as the father of my kids, something stronger than what I felt for my late husband, don’t you get it.”

Brian raised a brow once he heard that coming from her.

“Yes I never felt this way for my late husband. You provided for me, catered for me, protected me and charmed me to your heart.” She was stroking his hair and feeling the hair on his chest now as she buried her hand under his shirt. “You told me you fled to Miami because of the hatred and troubles your Kate was giving you in California. Right now she doesn’t expect you to be having a thing for her. She doesn’t even want you to keep your heart anymore. Stop deceiving yourself Brian Kate hates you. For a girl to have done all that she did to you it then means she doesn’t give a damn about you.”

Brian shook his head, “She may not love me but I still love her.”

Ella frowned rolling her eyes at him.

“Yes,” he emphasized, “I just can’t control what I feel for her.”

A resounding slap came on Brian’s face and she wanted to slap him yet again when he dodged it and pulled aside.

“Leave my house this moment!” she barked pointing at the door. “I wouldn’t stand here and watch you ridicule me. What arrant nonsense. Leave now!” Brian whose hand had been on his cheeks, shot a frown at her and turned to leave.

“And please avoid me. I don’t need your help, care and attention anymore. Allow me to die here and don’t check up on me. Rubbish! She warned and broke down in tears. I hate you so much now.”

Brian stared at her for a moment and then opened the door to leave. As soon as the door banged Ella fell to the floor, crying and sobbing hugely.

Soon she was in her room by the edge of the wardrobe searching for her dildo. As soon as she found the dildo she smiled stared at it and lay in the bed. Gently she stroked her breast s and rubbed on her nipples. Her eyes had shut when she wriggled across the bed like a playful puppy on the ground. She smiled hugely as she pleasured herself. She yanked her legs open and pulled the dildo gradually between her thighs, into her wet vagina. Her eyes pressed and shut with her face scowling hugely, as the shaft made into her, and back-front the dildo went into her. She let a painful moan and felt screaming at the top of her voice, when she felt this sensation of relaxation devouring her entire. She breathed hard as the dildo under her hold did a nice job in her. She widened her legs gripped her bedspread with the other hand, clenched her teeth and shut her eyes and frowned as she increased the pace at which the dildo thrust into her. Uneasily she smiled and her legs shook as she panted; her climax was achieved. Such had been her predicament since her husband starved her of sex.

Brian had been at the window all this while and as soon as he was done feeding his eyes, he snorted, hummed within himself and had a walk.