6: HONEY AND MOON

He lifted the veil from your face and he had to bat his eyelashes just to take in all your beauty. Jungkook couldn't believe how stunning you looked right in front of him with that wedding dress perfectly wrapped around your slim figure enhancing the curves of your body. Any man laying their eyes on you would probably be taken by your allure and Jungkook felt proud being the man nearest you to, the man who's lucky enough to be married to you, even if it would only last for a few months.

His hands voluntarily cupped your face as he let his lips touched yours. It was a quick yet sweet kiss that brought shivers down your body and your heart pounding on your chest.

Soon after the crowd around you cheered as you both walked out of the church hand in hand towards the white colored car.

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It was a small town house at the outskirts of the city, away from the loud, chaotic sound of the urban and the beaming lights of its roads. That was where the driver sent you both in for your honeymoon.

Jungkook insisted on sleeping on the couch on the living room, so when you sneaked your way out of the house just to feel the breeze of the night, you caught a glimpse of him on the sofa, arms wrapped around his body trying to keep himself warm.

You didn't want to lie, you liked it there, so peaceful and quiet like the calming ocean waves wrapping on your feet as you stood near the shore, it was already 11pm and you still couldn't sleep so you decided to took some stroll out under the moon on the sky as it stayed on its peak sending its pearly light around you.

You're married, and even if it's all just fake the thought of being Jungkook's wife scared you. It made you think that since he's such a playboy he will surely crave for other woman's flesh and the thought of that caused a prickling pain on your left chest. It's not like you will let him take your virginity, the marriage was not real anyway but still you felt some kind of obligation towards the guy, obligation of satisfying him on some way. So maybe it's alright for him to have sex with other girls even on this span of three months that you're entitled as his wife,-- he's a man after all, he has his needs, guess you'll just have to take care of him the best way you could whenever he gets home.

The cold night's air was starting to get a hold of you, seeping through the thin pinkish thigh length night gown you were wearing, you brushed your palms on your arms to keep yourself warm then all of a sudden a warm jacket enveloped around your shoulder which caused you to hold your breath for a second.

"It's cold out here," he said against your left ear sending the hair at the back of neck to rise. "Let's get inside."

And Jungkook guided you back to the house and resumed his uncomfortable position on the couch, arms wrapping around his body with only the jacket as his shield from the cold. You looked at him and felt bad for letting the guy sleep out there on the living room so you poked at his shoulder repeatedly until he opened his eyes slowly as he mmhh? hoarsely at you.

You reached for your cellphone placed on the small table and typed in:

Let's sleep in the bedroom, it's uncomfy here and cold too.

"No it's fine," he said.

Don't make it harder for me Y/N.

But you were persistent as you reached for his wrist and dragged him inside the bedroom. You placed a pillow in between your bodies as a barrier and you laid on the bed with your back on him.

He had to smile a bit from your cuteness, and he didn't argue anymore since the couch really was uncomfy, so he laid on the other side of the bed wrapping you both with the blanket and let the sweet smell of the scented candles drift him back to sleep.

"NO, NO, NO, NO, PLEASEEE!!" your mother screamed as she started to approach the scene but the other man was fast as he pulled you and your mother to the side making you watch as the other man with the gun pulled the trigger.

BANG!

And you let out a loud gasp as your eyes shut open, you started crying like crazy sniffling as you covered your mouth with your hand so Jungkook wouldn't hear you.

*Thunder*

You squealed as the sound of the thunder outside echoing everywhere around you. It started to rain again, it's not like you hated the rain but when it's accompanied by the loud sounds caused by those lightning as it drew lines on the sky, you just couldn't bare it. It made you remember that scene you just dreamt of and your heart would always starts to pound inside you and you couldn't breathe properly.

Another sound and you pressed you hands on your ears.

Please make it stop!

And then you felt his hand sneaked around your waist to your abdomen pulling you closer to his chest while he brushed your hair with his other free hand.

"Sssh, I'm here honey," he whispered to you as you shut your eyes letting the tears escape your lids. He pressed a light kiss on your shoulder, and then another on your neck and on the exposed skin at your back, he repeated the actions just so you would remove your attention on the pouring rain outside.

You bit on your lower lip as you tried to prevent a moan threatening to escape from your mouth but your throat betrayed you as a light whimper vibrated on your lips.

Jungkook only wanted to stop you from crying but when he heard that low moan from you he just couldn't helped it anymore, your milky skin felt so soft against his lips as he placed pepper kisses around your unsheltered skin and it only turned him on even more when your body voluntarily moved bucking your hips towards him causing your lower back to brushed on the obvious dent on his boxer shorts, his breath was starting to get heavy as he let you lay with your back on the mattress, eyes met your teary ones as he brought his fingers to brush the liquid from your cheeks. Your sniffling was soon swallowed by his deep sensual kiss as he let his lips met yours and his hand placed on your nape for support.

Gripping on his shirt for your dear life you let him kiss you with affection and need while he roamed his left hand from your waist and slid it on your back as he made you arched it just so he could suck the skin on your now already exposed throat, you moaned and he groaned feeling your bodies pressing against each other.

He was so gentle towards you, actions full of compassion that even you already knew where this was going you just couldn't brought yourself to stop him as he slowly slid the thin twig of your night gown from your shoulder, sliding it downward so he could kiss your collarbone.

His fingers made their way to your thigh gliding it up towards your aching need but this sensation soon made Jungkook's handsome image to be replaced by the man with those blood shut eyes as the memories came crashing to you once again and you immediately grip on his arms digging your nails on his biceps pushing him away as your breathing started to get ragged.

Jungkook sensed your body tensed underneath him causing him to look at your worried and scared face, and you shook your head rapidly as if pleading for him to stop.

You could see lust on his hooded eyes a second later but his expression soften and a light smile lined out from his lips as he lean down to place a heartfelt kiss on your forehead making you close your eyes as you let out a sigh of relief.

"I understand," he said softly placing his forehead against yours, "let's just cuddle tonight," you sniffled slightly as he kissed your lips softly before laying on the mattress beside you.

Jungkook let out a shaky breath in attempt to calm his pounding heart and also his already obvious boner down there. You turned your back on him while you sniveled which made Jungkook turned his attention back to you, he just wanted to protect your weak, gentle and small frame from all of the things that scares you including the rumbling thunder outside as the heavy rain rippled on the roof of the house making you shiver.

All of the lust and craving inside Jungkook vanished as his instinct to guard you rushed through him, and soon enough you felt his warm body against your back as he slid his arms around again pulling you into a protective snuggle. You close your eyes feeling the sense of safeness under this man's touch and you let sleep took over just after you felt him place another kiss on your rosy cheeks.

"Sweet dreams," he mumbled.