Confusion

"Of course I will remember my cute fanboy."

Those eight words were stuck in my mind for three days. I wake up thinking about them and sleep thinking about them. Was I dreaming?

I still can't believe that I was with Suga, in a coffee shop alone, and he said that I'm cute. Cute?

"Park Jimin!" Jinyoung woke me from my reverie. "What's wrong with you? Your mind is absent these days."

I blushed. "Uh, maybe I'm just tired." I felt stupid because I couldn't find a better excuse.

"Tired huh?" He smirked. "Something happened with Suga when I left you alone that day?"

I'll repeat it again, this bastard.

"What can happen?" I tried not to think again about what Suga had told me, but I couldn't resist. I felt the heat on my cheeks.

"Yes, you're right, nothing can happen," he said looking at me suspiciously.

After leaving the faculty, I took the bus that drops me next to the building where I give my dance classes.

"Hello, Jimin hyung!" The kids were waiting for me I did. I instantly smile every time I see them.

"Hello, my favourite students! I have a new choreography for you, it's harder than the previous ones, but don't worry, I'll go step by step."

I played Spring Day because it's one of my favourite songs, not just among BTS's songs but in general.

I thought it was also an occasion to teach the kids some contemporary dance moves. They are lucky to have someone to teach them because I never had the chance to enrol in a dance school.

My moves went stronger every time I heard bogoshipda. I still don't understand why I get sad every time I listen to this song. I mean, I never had any friends before so, who am I missing?

I remember crying when I heard Taehyung's deep voice singing you know it all, you're my best friend. I had only one best friend in my life and it's Jinyoung, why is it making me sad?

"That's all for today kids!" I told them after an hour of practice.

I sweated a lot because it's not that easy to teach children, I had to repeat the steps multiple times until they learn it.

Jinwhan brought me my towel and my bottle of water. So cute.

"Thank you Jinhwan-ah!" I said after stroking his head.

"Jimin hyung, was I good today?"

"Of course, you even did a great job!"

????

I went back home, my parents weren't there. Yes!

It was still 6 pm so, I had enough time to relax before going to work.

I opened my laptop, I had a Twitter notification, @BTS_twt #RMUSIC. I loved it when RM suggested a song to listen to, I quickly went to look for it on Spotify, I put my headphones and played on my bed.

He's got such a great taste!

The vibrator of my phone ruined this little moment of tranquillity.

"Jinyoung-ah! You know that phone calls are prohibited at work?" I teased him.

Jinyoung works more hours than me in the coffee shop.

"I know, I know. But it's kind of urgent. Can I ask you a favour?"

I lifted an eyebrow.

"Yeah sure."

He sighed. "I may leave you to work alone tonight, some stuff happened at home and I really should go. Do you think you can handle it?"

"No problem, we don't have many customers at night anyways."

"Thank you Jimin, I'm so lucky to have you," he said after a sigh of relief.

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As I predicted, there were just a few customers who ordered take-out coffee. The good thing is that I won't have to clean.

I was getting bored alone so I decided to put some music. I chose Cypher pt.3, the perfect song to give you energy.

I started rapping in a low voice to avoid embarrassment just in case someone enters.

My favourite part finally came; Yoongi's. I rapped thoroughly and danced as I imagined myself in the middle of the stage in front of thousands of spectators.

naega mwo

wack

ideun naega mwo

fake

ideon eojjaetdeun jeojjaetdeun

gayogye sae gijun

i raebeun kkondae gwittaegie ssaerineun

pokpung gwissadaegi

"CHOP CHOP CHOP!" someone screamed.

I jumped and quickly turned to the door to see who it was; Suga.

He smirked when he saw my surprised expression. I quickly stopped the music, I was so embarrassed. Did he see me dancing?

"Why did you stop the music? Or did my voice distract you that much?" He didn't stop smirking.

"Why are you here hyung?" I'm sure I was blushing so hard in front of him.

"To drink coffee, of course." He was still looking at me.

I escaped behind the counter to get ready to take his order.

"What would you like?" I asked him with a quiet voice.

"Just an espresso." I nodded.

"By the way, I didn't see you here the last two days Jimin-ah," he said after giving me the money.

My heart was beating so fast. Was it because of the way he calls my name or because of the fact that he noticed my absence?

"I don't work during the weekend." I simply answered as I pretended not to fall for his beautiful deep voice.

"I see," he took a seat in the corner table. "Come sit with me Jimin-ah."