Chapter 5

When it came down to it, I had no reason to back out.

I clutched my untagged pajamas and ran into the bathroom.

Half an hour, an hour, and I never had the courage to come out.

After twenty-two years of being spoiled by my parents, I didn't think I'd have to sell my body ......

Knock knock!

Well

I nervously said, Okay, okay.

I merely tugged at the neckline of my pajamas and stood barefoot in the bathroom doorway, rushed like a child who had done something wrong.

He waved a glass of red wine in his hand, his eyes red, Do I have to invite you myself

Not really. I'm, I'm just nervous.

It shouldn't be your first time, what are you nervous about

I pursued Alexander Hodges for four years without having sex.

But he must have thought I was already Alexander Hodges.

He dipped his head to take a sip of wine and slowly kissed it down.

There was a faint grassy flavor in his mouth, mixed with the smell of alcohol, and it put me in a trance for a moment.

He cupped my chin and ferried the red wine into my mouth.

The red wine spills and falls down my skin into my collar.

He looked down at me, his eyes becoming deep, Seven years, why can't I get over you

Seven years

My freshman year of high school, I was on stage giving the freshman speech and you were playing around. I noticed you for the first time. My freshman year I worked up the courage to confess and you were shy in front of so many people ......

I reached over and covered his mouth, It's in the past, let it go. I went way overboard with you before and I apologize.

Will just a verbal apology do Tonight, I'm going to punish you to my heart's content.

His deep eyes glowed with a different light, and he suddenly picked me up in a cross body and walked into the bedroom.

He reached out to turn on the light ......

Can I leave the lights on

The bright lights only added to the shame and embarrassment.

Good.

The pajamas were thrown out and he came over and pinned me down, If you regret it, it's not too late.

I can't afford to pay for such an expensive diamond necklace, or two.

If you don't say anything, I'll take that as tacit approval.

In the darkness, his kisses were urgent and hot, but with an air of clumsiness.

The moment he entered, I cried out in pain.

He froze, obviously not expecting it.