SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE
Chapter 7 (1.3)
~ Apologies ~
"D*MN it!" I heard Lervin swearing and his actions were quick and he made me lie down.
"D-don't touch me!" I cried and my tears kept coming but Lervin didn't move.
He ignored me and walked into our room.
"I hate you ..." I whispered, enough for him to hear that.
"I know, I know," he replied and carefully lowered me to the bed.
I was about to avoid him when he sat on the side of the bed next to me but I couldn't. Because my knees are numb for reasons I don't know.
"Please, stay still, Arthea. Let me see your knee." Her voice was full of emotion.
Just now, just now I just saw the other side of him. And even though I was disappointed in him it seemed to immediately lighten the weight on my chest.
"Thanks God, you didn't get hurt. Please, baby, don't do that again." Here is his tenderness again.
His tenderness that he just now showed me. That you thought we do it often.
I don’t know what’s running through my husband’s mind. I don’t know if what he shows me is true. I don’t know if he’s just pretending.
But someone was urging me to let him go. Let him in on whatever he does.
Let him hurt me over and over again? But I like that. I like this side of him.
"Come on, baby. Stop crying," he comforted me and I really look like a child when I cry.
I am like this when he is the reason, e. She makes me cry all the time.
He grabbed my arm and wrapped me in his arms again.
"I'm sorry. I made you cry again, but baby. Don't think that I cheated on you, again. Jillian is a friend of mine and she's just here because she just wants someone to talk to comfort her. She's in pain now. , Art. She needs a friend. Because, her husband wants to annulled their marriage. " Lies, lies, lies.
SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE
Chapter 7 (2.3)
BEFORE I could answer her the door to our room opened and the woman I hated to see entered.
I can't believe that Lervin brought this girl in our home. So maybe I’m really mad now.
"I'm sorry if I entered your room. And to you, good wife. Don't think badly. Your husband is my friend. He's just my friend," she said and emphasized 'just my friend,' then she look at me earnestly.
"There is no something between us. Sorry, okay? I just want a friend to lean on, because I'm broken hearted now .. Look, my husband wants to annull our marriage and because I love him, I don't have any choice but to agree what he wants. " Another lies, lies.
"That's what we do, isn't it? To let our loved ones do whatever they want. All right, that's all. I have to go, Lervin. Thank you for comforting me and, I'm so sorry Mrs of Cervantes. " After that he came out.
Is that so? Is that love? Shouldn't we fight? We will not give up lightly.
Is that how you love him? To give up right away? Is it just because he was beaten first?
Shouldn't we do something to keep the separation from continuing?
And I no longer know if I will believe what he says. That might just be pure lies.
Love wasn't involved, at all.
What's that? Why does Jaickel seem to be struggling and broken hearted?
What's that? Is her husband also a liar? Or are they all pretentious?
"You heard that, baby? We are just a friend. I'm sorry because I brought him here to our house. I was just surprised when I saw him at the gate of our mansion," he said calmly.
I sat down and stared at him. He seems sincere in what he said.
"It's okay. I-I was just surprised, I thought ..." I took a deep breathe.
"That's enough, you can take a rest first. Do you want me to cook for you?" smiling he promised.
I looked at him in amazement, "can you cook?" I asked and trace the excitement in my voice.
"Of course, I can. So, what do you want for dinner?" he asked softly and he caressed my cheek.
"Anything, as long as you cook."
He dropped, three sweet kisses on my lips before he stepped out from our room.
SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE
Chapter 7 (3.3)
YESTERDAY, night was a great dinner with my husband.
Who wouldn't be happy if your own husband cooked for you? And after that I slept next to him and had a smile on my face.
"So, how about this one?" Shin asked me.
We are in the music room. There are no classes because everyone is busy because of the foundation of the school which will be held next week. Sunday is tomorrow and we thought we would practice.
I'm with Shin here and here we also ate our lunch.
"A moment like this, by Kelly Clarkson? It looks beautiful and I know how to play. You?" I asked him in turn.
"What if we just use one music instrument, Art? You'll just play the piano and we'll sing two songs one by one. Let's share another one. What do you think?" I thought of his idea and it looked good. For some reason we have a solo.
"Nice. I like that," I replied smiling.
"So, let's first practice-in Kelly Clarkson's song."
I sat down at the piano and before I could play I turned to Shin who was just standing.
"You're the singer, in our first song. E, what if it's me? Am I the one to play too?" I asked crookedly.
"Of course I'll play, but I'll play the guitar," he promised with a smile.
And then, we practiced.
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It's afternoon when I get home with us and I also look excited to go home.
Because maybe Lervin and I will go home. So I helped my housemate cook our dinner.
I still have a wide smile and I still sing. My housemate, who was busy cooking, just ignored me.
I really love Lervin. Because I've never felt that before. And I’m not this happy every time I think of him.
I finished preparing our dinner and amused myself on my cellphone.
I opened my Facebook account and I just soaked too.
I had fun waiting for Lervin to come home. I really hope it’s true that I think I already have a place in Lervin’s heart.
That hopefully we can fix our unlikely relationship.
To be continued...