5

SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE

Chapter 5 (1.3)

~ Fallin 'hard ~

AFTER the elevator opened I built myself. I wipe my tears away, but I still cry one after another.

I must be used to it. I would have been used to such things. The past two years I have been trying to win over my husband but I failed.

And because he also rarely came home, I just gave up because what I was doing was useless.

I walked away and finally got out of the condominium.

My mind floated and I was stunned. A lot of people were also looking at me. Watching and they seem to have in mind that I am going crazy.

A car stopped in front of me and the owner got out.

I just burst into tears when I recognized the man who approached me.

"Lervin ..."

His mouth twitched as he pulled my arm. And because it was so strong I even sank into his chest and he wrapped me in his arms.

"You shouldn't follow me, here."

"Lervin ..." I cried as I said his name and I felt him caress my head.

"Why are you doing this?" he whispered softly close to my ear.

"Lervin ..."

Why do I only mention his name? Why can't I pronounce another word?

"Stop calling my name," he said and pulled me into the passenger's seat. He also adjusted my seatbelt.

He quickly turned around in the driver's seat and started the car.

"I love you, Lervin ..." I just said that because I didn't know the reason. That’s why I said that.

"Stop. You can't love me, Arthea," he said emphatically.

Do I really love him? Is it love that I feel for him now? I’m not sure but all I know is my heart beats faster every time he’s near and I see him.

But shouldn’t I not care about him? Shouldn’t I feel nothing weird about him? But why do I also get hurt because of him?

"Why?" I asked weakly and I just stared at him.

He gripped the steering wheel tightly and his mouth was still struggling.

"You know in the first place, who I love." Here is my heart again. Here is the pain in my chest again.

"Why can't you love me?" I seem to be begging.

"Stop this nonsense, Arthea. Shouldn't you be studying now? Stop following me and just study! Don't interfere in other people's lives," he said coldly and my tears began to fall again.

"You're such a j ** k ..." I said emphatically and I even heard her laugh.

"Now you know. Then, don't do this again. You don't know how to make me angry, Arthea. You don't know me very well yet, so don't let your stubbornness and curiosity apply, "he said and there was sarcasm in his voice.

SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE

Chapter 5 (2.3)

"STOP this car!" I shouted at him and he was even a little surprised.

I can't seem to stand his habit. I don't want to see this side of him because it only hurts me more.

"Stay still, Arthea," he said calmly and still had a smile on his face. How I hate to see his smirk.

"Stop this car or else! I'll jump here!" there is a threat I say. But he ignores me.

His eyes were just focused on the road and he wouldn't really pay attention to me.

"I'm d ** n serious! I'll jump in here if you don't stop your car!" I scolded him and took off my seatbelt.

"Stay still, Arthea. I'm not kidding you!" he also shouted at me as if I was afraid of him.

I opened the door of his car, it was too late for him to lock it because I was ahead of him.

"F ** k! Don't you dare, Arthea!" confused he said and he immediately pulled over his car and it stopped.

I went down immediately without even looking at him.

How dare you too!

I took great steps to get away from him. I heard the loud closing of his car door and one thing I found it was he was chasing me.

"Stop right there, Arthea!"

Her cold voice had no effect on me and how frightening her aura was now seemed to have disappeared as well.

I hate him, I get angry. And the worst, I hate myself too! I never thought I would feel this way about him. I never thought I could fall for him.

He’s heartless and I know he’ll just hurt me over and over again.

"F*c*, Arthea!" He also never stopped swearing.

I violently wiped my tears from my cheek and my sobs continued.

I was just running on the side of the road and he still kept following me.

Is it like this? Is this how to fall in love? Is this really love? Painful and difficult?

A strong pull on my left arm stopped me and I slammed into his hard chest.

"I'm sorry."

Here I am again, he is hugging me again and comforting me. He caress my hair and I felt his lips too in my head.

"I'm so sorry okay? I didn't mean that," he said, softly and full of sweet of his voice.

Why am I becoming vulnerable? First I was furious with him. But now my heart is softening for him again.

With just his caresses and voice, I was lost. I'm also losing my temper with him. I don’t like this feeling.

I couldn’t stop my sobs from getting louder and this was the first time I cried out loud. This is the first time I have cried just because of a man.

He hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, please?" he said kindly and he touched both my cheeks and he even wiped my tears.

I closed my eyes because my eyes were dimming with tears.

"Sorry."

"I hate you! You're such a heartless!" I shouted at him and I was punching his chest. But he didn't do it.

"I'm sorry."

SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE

Chapter 5 (3.3)

"What do you want me to do, hm? Stop crying baby," he said softly and hugged me even tighter.

"D ** n it, why I have this feeling?" he whispered which I hadn't heard much.

"Ssh ... I'm so sorry. It won't happen again. What do you want me to do to make you stop?" he asked me he even kissed me on my forehead.

"I want ... I want to see my daddy-lo," I replied in a low voice.

_________________

It was afternoon when we arrived at daddy-lo's mansion. The mansion where I used to live.

It's big compared to Lervin's parents' mansion and even just daddy-lo and his staff live here.

Security let us in right away. I can still feel Lervin’s presence behind me.

After crying earlier and making him stay, he took me to daddy-lo's mansion.

It also took us more than two hours to get here. And we don't have a clue anymore.

"Where is daddy-lo?" I asked one of daddy-lo's housemates.

She looks like a new assistant because I don’t know her. Maybe he’s still in his mid-20s.

"He's in the library, ma'am," he replied politely and his gaze penetrated behind me.

I stared at the woman and ran to daddy-lo's library.

I opened the door without even knocking.

I caught up with daddy-lo who was talking to a man. They face each other. The male figure is familiar to me. It's like I've seen him somewhere but I can't remember.

"Arthea, grandson?" daddg-lo said in shock.

"Daddy-lo!" I happily called him and I approached him. I was greeted by daddy-lo's tight hug.

"I missed you, daddy-lo," I said tearfully and daddy-lo laughed.

"Oh, my beautiful granddaughter. I miss you too, grandson."

"So, can I have my leave, now. Sir Primero?" the man asked and I looked at his face.

Oh yes! I remember that! He is Jaickel Sanre Amero! Jillian’s wife and my husband’s best friend.

Is he here too?

"You are with your husband, grandson. Hey, Lervin. Long time no see, grandson," daddy-lo said smiling and I let go of our hug.

I looked at my husband and he was also looking at Jaickel. My eyes dropped to his clenched fist.

Isn't he aware that his best friend is also here? And are they still betrayed?

To be continued...