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Chapter 1

I happily walked towards our classroom while carrying, I was carrying a stem of red rose from mommy's garden.

I looked at the red rose in my hand.

The petals are perfect, no bites of any insects or worms. It is also reddish red and very pleasing to the eye when viewed.

I stole it this morning so that mommy wouldn't see me, it's nice because it's perfect to give to the perfect person who is also perfect in my eyes.

What if mommy sees that her pet red rose has been discounted? what will he do?

Maybe he will get angry after accusing Daddy again.

I giggled. Sorry Dad.

I jumped to our classroom where my classmate was my dearest Amos Clyde Tuazon the handsome but stubborn and rugged Beki I Love.

I was already at the door of the classroom, I hid the red rose behind me and quickly looked for her. I immediately saw him surrounded by chika-babes again

Oh well, women are really almost his friends, he loves girl friends because he really feels like a woman.

But except for me.

Almost all of my female classmates were actually her friends, except me.

I'm different from the women here, because they were just friends with Amos while I was.

He will love me.

That makes me different from them

"Good morning ma'am" I greeted our adviser who was now teaching face to face.

"You're late again" said our Adviser.

I shook my head and looked again in the direction of Amos who was now very busy talking to his girl friends.

He didn't even glance at me.

There is no way to flirt with this.

"Sorry ma'am" I apologetically said

Our adviser just nodded her head and motion her hands as a sign that I'm now allowed to come in.

I smiled and quickly entered the door, I intentionally stepped on the classroom floor so that it would create noise and get the attention of my classmates as well as my Gay Beloved.

My classmates looked at me but I didn't focus on them, I just looked at Amos the whole time.

I saw him move his head, I kinda expect that he will turn his gaze on me but he didn't.

He didn't give me what I want.

He didn't even glance at me

"Oh, our Bida is here" Kasper said smiling at my badboy classmate, handsome, rich but greedy for trouble. So there’s hardly any approaching chix here.

I just nodded at him and gave him a smile

"So what's our gimmick now?" He asked if I could get close to where he was sitting, because I was sitting behind him so I had to go through his seat before I could get to me.

"Well, watch and learn" I wink at him

He just grinned and shook his head

Even though Kasper is a badboy, he is still kind, he is actually my only friend here because no woman approaches me.

They hated me for flirting with Amos.

My classmates are not unaware of the fact that I flirted with Amos because I am a showy person.

Every day I have a gimmick for my darling.

I walked closer than Amos' seat.

I immediately saw the eyes of my villainous female classmates who were looking at me badly But I ignored them

I have no time for ugly creations.

I touched Amos who now turned his back on me

He immediately turned around but when he saw that I was the one who touched him, he quickly turned his back on me

Oh well as always.

I smiled and took a deep breath, I took a deep breath before starting to recite my very nice self-made poem

"Oh Amos my darling, even if you're not a straight young man I still love you-"

"Kindly please stop" bad look he awarded me

If looks can kill, everyone must be mourning for my death now

"Ahm flowers for you" I showed him a red rose stem I stole from mommy's garden

Flowers for you I stole it from my mommy's garden, because I love you I giggled with my thought

He looked at the rose I was holding then he looked at my face I immediately give him my sweetest smile but he just rolled his eyes at me.

"Tsk" he said and he shook my hand holding the rose

My smile faded in an instant.

I pouted and presented it again in front of him

"Stop it, that ugly flower is especially the one who gave it" he said insultingly.

I heard my female classmates laugh because of what he said

I felt heavy as if something heavy had suddenly hit my chest.

But..I still smiled

Even though my smile is a bit raw, even though it's not like before. atleast I'm still smiling.

Why, sos what he said earlier it's just a simple insulting words that only penetrates the heart but not the bones so it's just Keri!

Atsaka naman akong confident maganda ako eh ang ganda at gwapo kaya nung pinagpulan ko mulan kaya impossible naman pangit ang supling.

Tsk, Amos is really blind, I need to take him to EO to test if he has a problem with his eyes.

But I'm one hundred percent convinced that he has an eye defect, because if he doesn't.

Why can't he see my love, just echos

"Miss Floresca that's right" shouted our Adviser.

I almost forgot, our adviser is still here. Naks, this Amos mylabs is really different from mine.

Everytime I draw near to him, I always forgot that somebody is surrounding us. It's not that I don't care, it's just that my eyes are heavily fixed on him so I can't focus on the people around us anymore.

"Wait ma'am, My Darling is still sulking, I still need to coax" I smiled at Amos when I saw his grin

"All right, hurry up and coax the one you love, you don't love Miss Floresca" said maam laughing.

Ok, I hope it's a bad trip, the next one, tsk, I'm Tulfo, so that's our adviser

"Please show me how to live a Russian Augustina Floresca?" I heard Kasper shouted with a playful tone.

I turned here and he sneered

I turned to Amos again and placed the rose on his desk

"Darling, don't contribute, you know you're the only one in my heart, right? Also, answer me because I promise I'm all yours" I smiled

"You know what, you better stop this nonsense your just wasting your time" it said

"I've never thought that flirting with you is a waste of time" I said seriously.

My classmates cheered at me

"Woah the depth of that tagalog ah" shouted one of my classmates but I ignored it

Because I just focused all my attention on my mylabs that are now wrinkled when looking at me

"You know what? You're insane" shake shake he said

"Yes im insane, insanely inlove with you" I stretched and fingered my heart in front of him

My classmates laughed

He glared at me so I immediately stopped, I stood up straight and I put my two hands behind my back.

"Stop it, I don't like you and I will never like you, like duhh you're a girl so and I'm a girl too so I'm sorry tsk" he stared and artistically rejected the rose I put on his table so it fell at my feet

"That flower very gross, like you"

My classmates laughed at what Amos said.

I took another deep breath.

To calm myself down.

I shouldn't be affected, in my three years of courting here with Amos, I'm already used to his behavior and his rejection.

.

But like what i said.

I will never stop until I make him mine

I flash a wide grin.

I raised both my hands on the table and he leaned closer to me, I brought my face close to his face.

He quickly pulled his face away from me, but I'm such tease so I still followed his face, so that you can get closer to our faces. An inch away.

I smirk at him

"Reject me all you can Darling, I don't care" I whispered in his ear and turned my back on him.

I reluctantly returned to my seat. But I remain my composure, I still smile despite of this awful feelings that im feeling inside.

Wahhhhh

Another day, another reject nanaman.

Well thats not new I'm used to. I'm already immune

"You did great" Kasper turned to me, I just smiled at him.

Hayyss good to Todo support me.

"Thank you" I smiled at him lazily

"Sos you're weak eh" he teased which annoyed me

"What's weak? Who's weak? Amos will be mine too, just look" I said determinedly.

My formerly lethargic self is gone.

Im not weak, and im sure about it.

"That's the spirit" laughing Kasper said to me.

I just smiled. I glanced at Amos's chair

I saw him in fucos just listening to our Lesson he was side view of my behavior so I had access to see his sharp nose and his long eyelashes as well as Red natural pouty lips.

I looked down at my desk and stared at him even more.

What can it feel like to love an Amos Clyde Tuazon?

Silly

Shh self you're just 16 years of age alright, just behave you can kiss Amos one day.

To be continued...