JUSTIN'S POV:
Fuck! I shouldn't have done that.
I shouldn't have hugged Pheobe. If I didn't I would not be here, in this cold shower to calm myself down.
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I can't take this.
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Pheobe is my friend, I know her for more than 13 years.
Let me tell you how we met.
****FLASHBACK****
I was sitting on the bench, outside my new house. I, my dad and mom shifted here a few days back. Today my dad is gone out to set his new flower shop and mom is busy setting the house.
I was feeling lonely. And being only 3 I could not help either of them.
I was thinking about what I should do to entertain myself. I stood up from the bench and started walking in the direction of the house which was beside ours.
Hope I find someone to play with.
I was just near the gate when a sound startled me.
"You stupid dog", I looked at the source of the voice, to see a cute and chubby girl, dressed in pink colour top and light green shorts. She was cute indeed. Her hair was blonde just like me, but her eyes were grey. Her lips were curved as if she was on the urge of crying.
She was yelling at a small puppy. When I saw carefully, the puppy was sitting on a drawing she made on the soil.
"Hii", I was pulled out of my thoughts when she said hii to me waving her hand.
"Hii", I replied, blushing. "Why are you crying", I asked her but immediately regretted when a sob escaped her lips.
"Th..that dog, he sat on my dlawing", God! she is cute.
"I can make another for you", saying that I took a stick and drew a smiley face on the soil, which made her giggle.
"I am Justin Collins", I extended my hand to her.
"Phoebe Mollish", she said in her cute voice.
I actually thought her name was 'Mollish' until her mom Mary cleared my doubt.
****FLASHBACK OVER****
Since that day Phoebe and I are friends. She was a great support to me when my dad died and I was injured badly in an accident. She was the only person who was able to bring a smile on my face during that worst time.
When I was 7 my mom married Aiden McKenna, that's the way I became a part of McKenna family. My new dad Aiden loves me a lot. He spoils me more than my mom does. I never felt left out or odd in the McKenna family.
Phoebe and I were financially equal when my mom wasn't married to dad Aiden, but after that everything changed.
Now I belong to a way too richer family than her's. But it never affected our friendship. We are just like we used to be before.
Phoebe is having a hard time since her dad died due to cancer when she was 10, she works at a coffee shop also takes private tuitions of few children. Her mom works at my mom's flower shop.
She has to work more to treat her mother. Mary, her mother is a heart patient.
Instead of all these problems, Pheobe manages to get the best score in her studies. I am ashamed as well proud to admit that she is better than me.
She never accepted any help we tried to give her, The girl has a Mount Everest-size of self-respect.
Phoebe was a quiet and shy girl until she met Enric in the school. Like he does to everyone Enric tried to bully Pheobe but she wasn't the one to take it. She threw back answers and insults at Enric which eventually led to a war in between those two.
Being a common friend of two enemies makes me feel like a monkey who is always confused on which branch should he stay.
Everything was good with me, until that awkward day.
Two years back when I was just 15, I went to Phoebe's house to surprise her. I was hiding behind the curtains.
Phoebe entered the room and just as I was going to get out of my hiding space, I saw her removing her t-shirt.
That time I wondered why does Enric call her fat.
Her waist was slim, but her boobs and hips were away too curvy. In short her body was perfect, like a model but she always hides it behind her baggy clothes.
I kept gawking at her body. Still hiding behind the curtains.
She removed her pant's and disappeared into the bathroom wearing her bra and panties. They were not those lacy or sexy one but they looked great on her body.
One part of me wanted to look more but another was thanking all the God and Goddesses that she did not get completely naked.
Since then I am fighting with myself. I keep on saying myself that she is my friend, a good friend and I can't lust over her.
She surely does not loves me, neither is she attracted towards me.
Neither do I love her. I have always dated girls who are quiet and shy. Which is opposite to Phoebe's nature.
I don't love Phoebe, I am just attracted to her.
And I can't put our friendship at risk by admitting that to her.
So that makes her an 'out of reach girl'.
But nowadays I find it difficult to deny my feelings for her.
Today when I hugged her, my dick was hardened at the contact of her soft, full-size boobs with my hard chest.
But when she said "Stop with that cooing you know it irritates me", broke my heart.
She does not like me. Other girls would have melted and evaporated in the air if I hugged them, but not her.
She is an exception.
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"OH! thank you mom", I hug my mom as she has prepared my favourite chilled lemon pie.
"Enjoy it when you can. Only 5 months are remaining", dad says. After 5 months I will graduate. And then I'll be flying across the country to complete my bachelor's degree. I will be back after 4 years or visit during vacations.
"Honey! you should stop doing that. We all know he will be going. No need to spoil our mood now", mom scolds him.
"Sorry", he says and kisses her on her cheek.
"But there is nothing to be sad, he will be going out to study. He has to graduate from the top university", my grandfather Milo says.
"Yes, if you have to take my position you should be the best, just like me", Uncle Arthur butt in.
"Oh! please, you became CEO because I refused the post", dad says making everyone laugh and uncle Arthur roll his eyes. Yes the post of CEO mainly goes to the elder son. As I am elder to all my brothers I will have to work my ass in the company. But I can't refuse it like dad did, because I am not interested in another thing as he was.
"But I proved myself, and I proved that I am better than you", uncle Arthur said with a smirking.
"Mom, yesterday you were scolding me because I was fighting with Aiken on the dinner table, now uncle and dad are fighting", Ashur my 12-year-old cousin says to aunt Ashley. He is just like his father.
"Yes, yes", Aiken agrees with him.
"Yees! Yees!", Archer, uncle Arthur's second son who is 4 yells suddenly. We all laugh at him. Pretty sure that he does not know a shit about what conversation is going on yet he has to butt in.
"Now you three, stop with your bad manners", Aunt Ashley scolds grandpa, uncle Arthur, and dad. Who roll their eyes and say 'yes ma'am'.
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"Ooo your soo cute, cute little Aries", It's Saturday evening and Phoebe is home to tutor Aiken and Ashur.
On weekends her job at the coffee shop is from 7 in the morning to 3 in the afternoon. So she comes here to tutor Arthur and Aiken from 4 to 6.
She always plays with Aries (Uncle Arthur's third child and our only sister), before she leaves.
Aries gives a kiss on her cheek and giggles.
"So how are the boys doing?", Aunt Ashley asked.
"Oh! they are very clever, they catch things really fast", Phoebe smiles at her.
"Hmm. All McKenna boys are smart", I say with a smirk on my lips.
"Smart my a...", Pheobe wants to say something but stops when she realizes that Aries is still in her arms. I and Aunt Ashley laugh at her.
"Ok I'll be going in my room", I say my bye to Phoebe and leave to my room.
I remove my t-shirt. I really do not like wearing t-shirts in my room.
Sitting on my beanbag I start scrolling through Netflix searching for some nice movie.
It's 6.15. I won't be able to finish a movie in 45 minutes, as dinner time at our house is 7. And rule says we should not be late there.
I was about to switch off the T.V, just then "Jus...", I hear Phoebe's voice. My room's door was open so she was standing near the door.
She stops in her tracks as she notices that I am shirtless.
"I.. I was here, to.. I was here to.. to ask you about tomorrows plan", she stammers. Her eyes are focused on my abs and chest.
OH! I guess working out does works. Yeh!
And another thing, I do affect her!
Double YEH!
"Come in we can talk", I say to her in a calm voice. Being sure to sound a bit seductive.
Slowly, and shyly keeping her eyes down to the floor she enters the room.
I get up and walk towards her, her eyes widen as she notices that I am walking in her direction.
As I am just a step away from her, she closes her eyes, tightly.
I walk past her and close the door. She looks in my direction after hearing the click of the door.
"Sit", I gesture to the bed.
She quietly walks and sits on my bed.
Fuck! my dick hardens as images of me pounding inside her pussy on that very bed flashes in my mind.
I somehow compose myself.
"Yes! what were you saying?", I ask calmly.
"Nothing! It's just that tomorrow, Aiken and Ashur are going out with Ashley, so I thought we can hang out", her voice still a bit shaky.
"Ok! we can have a movie night here, at the mini theatre", I suggest quickly. She might not know but my whole family will be going out for a party except me, as I hate those high-profile boring parties.
"Ok!", she says happily.
"Cool", I say hiding my excitement.
I open the door and soon Phoebe leaves, but I do not fail to notice her taking a long breath just after exiting the door.
I close the door behind her and start jumping crazily.
So, Pheobe Morris, I do affect you. I pat my back, quite proud of myself.
Tomorrow there will surely be some action.