Chapter 7

Claire was just staring at the ceiling, thinking of how to get rid of Alastair and how she could get out of the place where Alastair took her to. But no matter how she tried, she really couldn't think of anything.

She needs to think of a plan. She needs to escape from here!

After a few minutes of thinking about how to escape from Alastair, she decided to get dressed as Alastair has told her.

She slowly stood up with her legs shaking and went to the cabinet. She couldn't help but wince every time she takes a step. Apart from the fact that her vagina is painful, she also feels so sticky.

"Wouldn't he even let me a bath?" She said disgustingly while frowning. "I am going to ask that asshole later." She said as she opened the cabinet and chose the clothes that she would wear.

Fortunately, she was able to find clothes that were decent enough. She thought she would only find obscene clothes inside the cabinet. In the end, she chose to wear a simple t-shirt and jogging pants.

After she got dressed she looked at her reflection in the mirror.

Except for her swollen lips due to Alastair's violent kisses on her, she looks good enough, as if she wasn't fucked roughly by her abductor.

You like that too. You're moaning, didn't you? The other part of her mind says.

She sighed.

Fuck! Did she really like it? She must admit that there was a strange tickle and that she somehow felt good but maybe she was just carried away by the call of the flesh.

"But isn't that the same? Does that mean I really like it?" She asked herself.

Ah, she doesn't know what is happening to her anymore. She will admit that she was affected by what Alastair did to her but she already has a girlfriend. She loves Ruby and she can't afford to hurt her.

What face would she make once Ruby finds out that a man had claimed her body? And the worst thing is, her supposed to be fiance is the one who took her virginity. It will hurt a lot.

The two parts of her brain were still arguing when the door of the room suddenly opened and she saw Alastair.

She turned her gaze to Alastair and there she saw him, only wearing his boxers, looking at her with emotion on his eyes that she could not name or she just really did not want to name it.

She did not like the emotion she saw in its eyes so she looked back in the mirror and fixed her hair that is covering her face.

She felt him entering the room and even if she is not looking at him, she could still feel his presence. She knew he is approaching her. Until she felt him behind her. And then she saw him through the mirror, looking at her intently with the same emotion that she has seen in his eyes seconds ago. He's looking at her as if he is seeing her soul she doesn't like it.

And she doesn't know why but she started feeling that again. That feeling as if her body is heating up.

Oh, God! Am I feeling lust towards this man? No! It's not like that. That is not the case. When else have I felt a longing for a man? No, this is not lust. Maybe I'm just nervous or angry. But fuck! Why do I feel hot now that I know that he's just behind me wearing only his boxers? Those are the questions that are running inside her head.

And before she could restrain herself, she had already stared at Alastair's bare chest, down to his abdomen down to that bulging monster between his thighs.

Don't tell me he's having a boner!

She quickly regained her sight on his face and there she saw him grinning from ear to ear and she already knew what was running through his mind.

Her cheeks turned red.

How many times has she been embarrassed by this man?

The words that are coming out of her mouth are totally different from how her body reacts and no, this is not her. She's not like this. She was not like this before.

What is really going on with her? What did Alastair do to her? Did he cast a spell on her or something? Alastair is not really good for her. He is turning her into someone that she doesn't want her to be. The way she's acting right now is not her. She feels like she is a different person and she does not like that. She has to bring back her old self. She needs to bring back the Claire that she was before Alastair kidnapped her.

When she's done fixing herself, she immediately turned her gaze to Alastair who was still behind her and still grinning.

With an unamused look on her face, she asked, "What are you grinning at?"

Its grin widened. "Nothing. It's just that I saw you staring at my body, especially at my now, the hard member so I can't help but grin. And oh, you look so cute when you're blushing, sweetheart." He said.

And how she wanted to rip off his lips so that she could no longer see his annoying grin.

"Me? Blushing?" She said then burst out laughing. "You are just hallucinating, Mr.Beckre. Why would I even blush? Because of you? Maybe you have forgotten what I am. I am a lesbian. And I have a girlfriend and I love her. And no matter how many times you claim my body, that still wouldn't change the fact that my heart, my body, and my soul belongs to somebody else. So whatever you are planning, you shouldn't stop it already. Because even if you get my body, you will never get my heart. " She said without blinking and without taking her eyes off him.

Its grin disappeared and was replaced by a serious expression. "I'm the type of person who doesn't give up right away, Claire. If I wanted someone, I'll always get it and you won't be an exemption to that. I'll make sure you will be mine, not just your body, but your whole being." He said.

She can feel the confidence in his voice causing her to laugh again. "You sound so confident. Do you really think that I will allow myself to be claimed by you? After everything that you've done to me? Do you really think I will allow myself to fall for a demon like you? Tell me, Mr.Beckre, what is your real motive? Why do you want to marry me? Why do you want me so much? Is it because of my parents? Did my father ask you to do this? Or maybe for your company. Is it for the money? " She smiled bitterly. "Is money really that important to you for you to do this? Is money that valuable to you that you are willing to commit a crime? Is money really that important for my parents for them to force me into something I don't like? Are all of you really that greedy for money? She shouted angrily.

She can't control the pain and anger that she's feeling. She's hurt. She is in pain. She's broken.

She saw the expression of sadness and bitterness on Alastair's face. But that was only for a moment because it was immediately replaced by a serious expression.

"You don't know anything, Claire so don't judge me. You don't know anything so stop accusing me." He then turned his back on her. "Come out when you're done grooming yourself." He said before he finally left the room.

She was speechless for a moment.

Alastair, somehow, looked hurt.

"Hurt? After everything that he did to me? He has no right to get hurt." She said then she shook her head with a bitter smile on her lips.