9: IDENTITY

It felt warm and comfy being under the thick comforter, lying on your side on the bed while he hugged you so close to his body.

You were so sleepy but you were still aware of how he’d occasionally caress your head as you snuggled up on his chest, or how he’d slowly push your chin up so he could gently nibbled on your lips, you would whine cutely and he would smile on your lips.

Or maybe that was all just a dream?

When you opened your eyes, finally fully awake from your sweet slumber, you saw no one beside you on the bed, the whole room was quiet…—

No.

The whole house was quiet.

When you removed the comforter off of your body, only then you’d notice that you were wearing his pajamas again.

You scoffed to yourself.

You honestly don’t understand what’s going on inside his head.

Pushing your body off the bed, you groaned a little due to the strange pain on your lower back and tired legs, you went straight to the kitchen to get some water.

“You’re awake,” Jungkook’s voice suddenly echoed from behind which made you choke on the water you were currently drinking.

You wiped your mouth with your hand and looked at him with piercing eyes and you swore he was smirking at you but he was fast to turn his expression into a formal one.

“How’s your sleep?” He asked with a serious tone.

You let go of a deep breath before answering.

“Fine.”

And he smiled looking at you.

The kind of smile that was full of confidence and arrogance as he started to walk towards you.

It couldn’t be help, the pinkish glow on your cheeks were becoming visible as he went nearer.

“W-what,” you were nervous around him, but a different kind of nervous.

He held your waist with both of his hands and pushed your body swiftly to the side.

“You’re blocking my way,” he mumbled as he reached for the cupboards and withdrew some plates, “I brought some food, let’s eat now. I’ll be out later tonight so don’t wait up.”

Wow.

So this is how he’s going to play it.

He was acting as if nothing had happened between the two of you.

Even if it kinda hurt, you knew that what happened last night was nothing special for him, but he could at least be more considerate about you.

And him saying that he’ll be out later tonight only suggested that he would be looking for another girl to fuck, and that just lit a sparkling flame inside you.

You scoffed quite loudly which made him dart his eyes on you.

“Jerk,” it was an impulse comment, let out by your tiny lips with a tiny voice you’d expect for him not to hear, but apparently he did.

“Look Y/N,” his voice was a little bit annoyed, “if you want to talk about what happened between us,” he paused and waited until you looked at him in the eyes, “well I don’t. That meant nothing to me, and you of all people should know that. Just don’t put too much thought about it--.”

“Wow, you really are a jerk,” you blurted, “what now, you’re going to look for another girl to fuck with and--?”

“Yes,” he answered, “I h-ad to,” he gritted his teeth, looking at you, his eyes were full of anger but not at you, he was mad at something and he saw how your expression turned into a confused one ready to ask what was wrong but he cut that thought out of you, “You don’t even know me, you don’t know why I do this so don’t mingled up anymore because it’s none of your business Y/N.”

He sprinted out of the house after that, leaving you all alone once again.

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It was already really late.

When you checked on the time on your phone, it displayed 11:54pm.

Don’t wait up he said, but you couldn’t sleep a blink even you’ve practically roamed the whole house doing chores the whole day and changed to your night gown and slump down the bed after.

You just couldn’t.

You decided to went downstairs to the kitchen to have some midnight snacks.

When your eyes happened to pass by the window you saw how beautifully the full moon cast its light on everything.

It was somehow magical and alluring, the moon itself appeared to be closer than it used to, allowing you to see the patterned craters around it.

You were so engulfed, and mesmerized, you wanted to touch that beautiful light from the sky with your fingers wondering if its light would somehow be yours---.

The faint closing of the main door brought you back to your senses.

You just knew that he’s finally back, probably with another lustful female whose laughs would echo through the halls like the others soon enough.

You waited and waited for her voice to come forth but only the faint shuffling and footsteps were the ones you heard going up the stairs.

You carefully tiptoed out of the kitchen and hid yourself from one of the columns before finally sneaking a peek on the grand staircase.

It was Jungkook alright, and with him was a woman covered with what appeared to be red patches. His one arm was wrapped around her and the other was on her mouth covering it to prevent her from creating anymore sounds.

She tried so hard to let herself out of his grip, but it was obviously no use.

The heart inside you was beating so loud you were terrified that Jungkook might hear it.

You were trembling.

What on earth was he planning to do to that lady?

You heard the door to his room closed and you jumped from where you stood due to the abrupt sound.

Well of course you shouldn’t follow them to his room right?

It’s none of your business, plus he told you specifically not to go inside his room unless he told you to.

Not gonna follow them.

...

Not...

You sprinted towards the staircase, up the steps and into the hallways until you just found yourself in front of his bedroom door heaving.

Your eyes were glued on the door knob as if it’s the scariest thing in the entire world at that moment.

Even gulping turned out to be so hard as you did realizing how dry your throat was.

No.

I shouldn’t.

You let out a deep breath ready to walk away when a faint whimpering sounded inside the room and your own body betrayed you.

The icy knob came in contact with your equally icy hands, and you turned it without even realizing what you were doing.

The door swung open and your feet stepped inside the room.

The cool breeze from the opened veranda passed through your body making you shiver.

Curtains danced along with the wind allowing you to see the full moon outside, bright and beautiful as always as it brought light inside of the unlit room.

And then you saw him standing there, the luna cast on them as if they were under the spot light.

His arms were around her weak body, her head was pushed to the back as he positioned himself on her neck while he sucked the life out of her.

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A/N:

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You sneaked and stole the sparkling stars up in the sky

and made me see those Galaxies on your eyes

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