3: WEAK

You bit on your lips while closing your eyes tighter than usual as you felt the cool air passed through the wet surface of your neck that he just licked.

With fast reflexes your hands automatically went over his chest and tried to push him with all the strength you could muster.

But nothing.

He didn’t even budge a single inch.

He was making you feel weird all over your body.

The heart inside your chest was ramming so fast, your knees felt wobbly and you couldn’t breathe properly.

It was a different feeling that you usually felt around your boss, and this fact scared you even more.

“Please,” you heaved, “your girlfriend might see us--.”

He stopped gliding his lips over your heated skin to look at you with an expression that as if what you just said moments ago was the most absurd thing on the entire earth.

He tilted his head to the side and scoffed, “I don’t do commitments sweetheart, such thing is for the weak.”

The expression on his face was blank again, as if he just shut you out like he always did, not wanting you to see through him.

You couldn’t read him at all, not even if you stared at his dark doe eyes.

But one thing you were sure about.

There was sadness on those twinkling round orbs before you, and it somehow broke your heart a little that you didn’t even noticed a single tear made it’s way down your cheeks.

His eyes grew big as he saw your tear and he immediately stepped backwards to finally let you breathe.

“You--,” his usual powerful voice somehow changed to a much mellow one.

“Loving someone with all your heart is the bravest thing a person could ever do,” you said purposely keeping the contact between your eyes, “I hope you find someone that’ll change your perspective about love Mr. Jeon.”

Not a single word would come out from his mouth, he was speechless, he didn’t know how to respond to your statement so he just let you walk back to your room silently.

How dare you pity him!

That tears on your eyes only showed how weak you are, how easily you could break like a fragile little vase.

And it annoyed the hell out of him.

What you just said about love was nonsense, he knew such thing don’t exist.

A love so strong that you’re both willing to give your life to each other.

He scoffed laughing at the thought.

He has tried to look for something like that but it always ended up with him realizing that they all just wanted two things.

His money.

And his body.

And so he decided to do just that.

Hooking up and one night stands has been his life ever since.

And he had to admit.

It was addicting.

---

Your eyes opened in a flash as you heard the loud banging of your bedroom door.

“You didn’t clean everything,” he said apparently mad at you.

It was six in the morning and with him waking you up so suddenly just worsen the headache since yesterday. Where the hell was that girl when you need her to keep this rude man’s attention?

Your eyes darted to the window and you realized it was actually raining outside.

“But it’s raining,” you thought to yourself but ended up voicing it aloud.

“Did you just complained?” His voice was low and full of threat.

“No,” you immediately stood up, “I’ll wash them now.”

---

Rain on the winter seasons are the worst in your opinion.

The droplets of water combined with the icy air was something you never planned to get soaked into.

Yet there you were already finishing up with the last car while your whole body trembled.

As soon as you were done, you ran inside the house, up to your bedroom, and sunk your body to the warm bath you just prepared for yourself.

After a moment of cleaning yourself, you were finally done so you stood up from the tub and--

“Shit.”

You cursed under your breath.

Your vision gradually went black, you felt light headed, and out balanced as you reached blindly towards the bathroom door.

You could feel your whole body burning and you called out weakly for the only person you could think of before you landed on the hard floor.

“Jungkook.”

---

“Stupid,” he mumbled, “stupid and weak.”

As soon as he heard the loud bang inside your bedroom, his body automatically moved as if it had its own mind. Running inside your room on full speed only to see you unconscious laying by the bathroom door.

He immediately grabbed a towel and threw it on your exposed body before he carried you towards the bed.

Of course he couldn’t just let you lay there naked, so he went through your wardrobe and couldn’t seem to find a decent wear for his taste.

He ended up picking his spare pair of pajamas along with your underwear.

He put on the clothes on your body one by one and it made him felt weird.

All the time, all he ever did was take off and rip away those women’s clothes.

This was actually the first time he tried to do the total opposite.

A tiny smile emerged on the corner of his lips as he buttoned up the last knob of the shirt.

Some strands of hair were covering your face and it kind of annoyed him seeing those things obstructing your features so he pushed the strands away and soon let his palm rest on your forehead to feel the steaming fever.

This was so not him.

His actions.

His feelings.

Unbelievable!

He threw his head to the back in attempt to wake himself up.

He scorned to himself to bury the weird feeling that was starting to emerged inside him, thinking of how ridiculous his actions were.

“Why are you so weak?” He asked as if you could actually hear him. “Look just what you made me do.--

-- This is why I hate weaklings like you.”

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A/N:

I Love Jungkook •

If loving you unconditionally means being weak,

then I’d rather be that,

for you are the only thing that gives strength to me ♥

-Jo