Chapter Four

Polaris' POV

His kiss made my stomach churns, butterflies seems to be playing around us and my body felt the goosebumps every time his lips moves. He groaned and pulled away with the kiss to look at me. Our eyes are locked and its filled with burning desire. Seeking for another sinful pleasure, longing for its taste once more.

"I want you…" he whispered. His cool mint breath mixed with alcohol is so addicting to smell. I didn't know breathes could be luscious but right now, I'm drowned into it.

I closed my eyes, bit my lips and slowly nodded for answer. His palm went to my cheeks, his thumb caress my skin and I leaned on it. Feeling the warmth his palm has sent to my skin straight to my chest.

Slowly, he guided me to lay down on the couch with him mounted above me. My chest are moving up and down abnormally because of the excitement and libido I feel. It seems like we never blinked as we gazes into each others eyes.

"I'll die just to taste this lips, Polaris." he touched my lower lip with his thumb without breaking eye contact with me. Damn, I can feel myself throbbing down there because of this simple gesture. He moved closer and his face is just an inch away from me now that I find it harder to breathe. I feel like I'm suffocated with lust!

"Don't die yet…" I whispered.

Kameron chuckled and my cheeks flushed when I realized what I just uttered. Oh fuck, it looked like I want to be fuck first before he dies or what!

"As you wish then."

He bent down and kissed me again. The kiss is different than the last kiss we shared before. It's more gentle, almost loving. If this guy is not a stranger to my heart, I would say that there is deep affection between us. But no, we are far from that.

His palm travelled on the side of my breast, he is not touching me on my sensitive parts but I ached for the warmth so much!

I circled my arms on his neck and drawn him closer, hoping that he will deepen the kiss or make some blunt actions. The slow, agonizing moves are frustrating me and I wanted more.

"Please…" I pleaded when all his hands do was tease the parts of my body that wanted his attention.

"Please what?" his voice sounds playful, like he is enjoying the frustration he was making me feel.

"Are you playing with me?" I rolled my eyes as I speak.

He bent down again to give me a quick deep kiss, avoiding my question.

"Don't jump to conclusions now."

I moaned when he placed his fingers on my peak while kissing me down to my neck. The gentleness has faded a bit but between his rough tongue and hungry lips, its still there.

"You like it, huh." he breathed on my neck and I moaned when his hands crawled inside my shirt and touched my bare breast. I didn't had the chance to answer him because my voice was drowned with my moans as he sucked on my peak and played with the other using his fingers.

The way he sucked on my skin left red marks, proof of how rough he is becoming. The hard, hot rod I felt on my legs didn't escaped my observation. He is on full blast and that ignites the fire I felt inside my chest and down on my core.

"Ohh…" I arched my back as I felt his fingers went down from playing on my peak to the insides of my panties where I'm soaked with love juices.

"You're so ready for me." He stopped sucking on my nipple to say that and claimed my lips for another mind-blowing kiss.

I moaned in his mouth as his fingers dig inside my hole, penetrating my core with his expert finger works.

"Hmm! Kameron!" I can feel my climax coming from how his fingers played with me down there and I had to shout his name. I need him to make me come and he did!

Rainbows spurted in my head as my orgasm consumed me.

"Hush, baby." he tried calming me down as I trembled from how hard I came! It's embarrassing but the experience! Oh, God! "You came so good but we are not done yet."

Oh, fuck, yes! More of that, please!

His tongue replaced his fingers next and I'm not even aware that he moved down there as the aftershock of my release envelops me still. I moaned loudly as I felt him lick my mound, sucking on it as he slid two of his fingers inside my core. My body shaken as I felt my orgasm coming one after another.

I'm climaxing too much that one move of his tongue and his fingers, I reached my edge! Bloody hell! This is the first time I experienced myself convulsing with too much pleasure!

When he's done playing with my mound he went to my lips and kissed me hungrily. His hardened member was teasing on my soaked entrance and I screwed my eyes shut from the assumption of coming hard again once he thrusts inside me!

And I was right!

"Ohhh! Fuck, Kameron!" I let out a long and loud moan as I came. Kameron groaned as he felt my walls clenches his hard rod.

"I won't get used to this tightness. Fuck." he whispered the cuss and it sounded sexy on my ears. He buried his face on my neck the same time he buried his member deeper inside me, reaching a particular spot that made me feel so good again.

Kameron groaned as he felt the vibrations inside my core as another orgasm threatens to come.

I am too consumed with the pleasure of what he was doing with me, almost feel like a mind-break.

Kameron started moving his hips, pulling out of me and slamming back in. His pace is unexpected. He will move in a slow, deep thrusts that will be replaced with faster and rougher movements.

I can't recognize my own voice. I'm moaning, screaming his name and asking for more in a way I never thought I will do. I heard the couch making a squeaky loud noise and his thrust turned more rough that my boobs are bouncing as he slammed himself faster and harder.

I know he is near his edge from his movements and I cried his name loud as I felt I climaxed together with him! His warm, sticky liquid spurted in my womb and I can feel how his shaft pulsates as he come.

I'm not addicted to sex but I guess I'm getting addicted to having sex with this man.

"Are you on pills?"

I opened my eyes a little and found him looking at my face as he lay beside me. We barely fit in the couch and he was spooning my body with his large frame. I feel like I'm a micro-human with this position with him.

"Yeah." I answered. "Don't worry, you won't be in trouble."

"Trouble? I won't mind having kids with you."

I snapped my head to look at him. "I'm a married woman. And kids? Plural? I think your head is still not functioning well, Kameron."

"Ohh. I love the sound of my name when you say it. Heard it a lot earlier, too."

I smacked his chest and his laughter echoed the whole room.

***

I lost count of the days I stayed at The Hill with Kameron but one thing I am sure of was: I liked being with him. I still doze off and think of my problem with Taylor sometimes but its nothing compared to the times I didn't think about it.

Being with Kameron is a great experience, and the guy is a good entertainer.

And a good lover, too.

We had sex in every corner of this townhouse and even outside! Everytime our bodies will bumped or our skin touch or our eyes locked with desires, it's automatically leading to sex.

And I like it a lot. The sex, not the guy.

Although I know we are not going down the road of taking a step of leveling up, we sure enjoy each other's company.

"What if we got lost?"

We are on our way to the forest to get some woods for the fire pit that we planned to use tonight.

He looked at me while wearing his boots. I had mine on, though I don't know who the owner of these boots I wear.

"Do you trust me?" he smiled and I rolled my eyes from the way he smile playfully.

"I'm not murdered yet, so yeah. But its not you that I fear," he went back on putting his boots on. "what if there's some grizzly bear or if we got lost or we fell on a ravine or-"

"Honey," he stood up and placed his hands on my shoulders. "You're with me. I got you, okay?"

I watched his eyes as it looks back at me. I wanted to complain more, but there's something in his eyes that tells me to stop and trust him on this.

I sighed. "Just make sure to get me home safe, Kameron. I still have plans to have babies and so on."

"Hmmm." his arms fell on his side and his eyes narrowed as he looked at me.

I squinted my eyes from how dubious he looks. "What?"

"If you want, you can stop your pills and-Aw!"

I smacked his chest fast before he could finish his sentence. This guy!

"I'm married, you know!"

"Yeah but you are going to divorce him soon."

I fell silent with what he said. Am I?

I had enjoyed with this escapade and I haven't given my marriage a thought. I didn't came up with a plan or solution for me and Taylor. Divorce? Will I go there in such a young age?

"Hey, you know I'm just kidding, right?"

Kameron's playful expression changes into a serious, worried one. His expression made a fast transition and I figured that my face might be portraying my thoughts.

I gave him a weak smile. "Yeah," I rolled my eyes and brushed my hair using my hand. "I was just-nevermind, just thoughts."

He held my hand and gave it a squeeze. "Let's go find some log." he grinned at me but I can see in his eyes that he was still worried about what I was thinking.

I got used with Kameron, to be honest. I found out about his playful side and the serious one. Most of the time he will get serious when I started dozing off or when a conversation about relationship comes to us.

He's an open person but not to his personal life yet. I don't know much about his family but we often talk about his past relationships which is numerous and nothing lasted for a month.

I like him. He is gorgeous, kind and gentle. A little bit of perv but not a rude type,he have this lively vibe in him that magnifies me. But I didn't entertain the thought that I could be with him passionately or to be in a relationship with him.

***

We sat on an outside bench with the pieces of woods burning inside the fire pit in front of us. A cup of hot coffee on both of our hands as we are covered with a thick blanket to fight the cold that didn't got beaten by the fire.

"I hope you are enjoying." he whispered. We are so close and I could tell that his body warmth is enough to keep me warm.

"I did. Thanks for bringing me here."

"I'd like to stay more but," he sighed. "Duty calls."

I chuckled. "We've been here for almost a week, it is time to go home."

"I still want to spend more time with you though."

I looked up at him and calculated the percentage of his sincerity because from the way he sounded, it seems that he was serious.

"What?" he smiled, baffled from my reaction. "I'm just being honest."

I felt his arm circled on my waist below the warm blanket. I shifted on my seat to adjust myself to better access for his hug and he drew me closer to him.

Aw. This feels so good.

I have this thought about him that he might like me but I'm trying to not entertain it. I'm not ready for that. I'm not even sure what I want to do with my husband yet so I believe it will be dangerous to enter into some kind of affectionate relationship with anyone.

"No follow up questions?" he chuckled.

"I didn't know you were waiting." I joined him and laughed a little. "I'm not sure if I need to say this now but-"

"Don't say it, then." he cut me off and gave a weak smile. Its… sad.

"What?"

"I want you to be sure before you put words on what you wanted to say, Polaris. I know you're hurt right now and I took advantage of that, I'm aware of what I like and what I did. I want you to be feel the same before you speak up your mind."

I don't know how long I stared in his eyes. My mind is did not processed his words fast and when I realized what he meant, I said nothing and nod my head slowly.

Kameron smiled and bit his lower lip while gazing at me. His eyes made me feel embarrassed and its as if my entire body was heated so I bowed my head and distracted myself with the cup of coffee in my hand.

"Let's keep in touch?"

I shrugged and his fingers kept drawing circles on my side as he look at me while sipping his coffee.

"I'm gonna call you still, you know."

"Its up to me if I'll answer." I grinned. "Maybe, maybe not."

"Tss…" he hissed and moved away from me. "You're painful to be with." he said with squinted eyes and I laughed from how fake his hurt expression was.

"We won't keep in touch, then."He quickly placed his hand back to where it was earlier. "Hey! My coffee!" his action made me laugh.

"I'm a masochist so let's keep in touch even if its painful." his voice turned sulking teenage boy that matched his pouting face.

I laughed hard.

Tomorrow, I'll go back to what I escaped from but right now, I will enjoy this moment because I know this is not my reality and this adventure with Kameron is just a borrowed time.

***

What's going on?

I am back at Brooklyn and upon pulling over my car on the driveway, I saw a crowd of Taylor's relatives in our house.

What is this? He hosted a party after what I found out about him?

"Oh my, girl! Come inside now!" It was Cherry, my husband's cousin.

"What's going on?" I said I slide out of the car.

"Just get in the house!" she said in a cheery and excited voice! What's happening?

She pulled me to our house and when the front door opened, I saw Taylor with a large bouquet of red and white roses in his hands. He was fully suited and its as if he knew I'm coming now to prepare all this.

Did my father called him and cooperated with him? Dad is the only one I talked today and whom I shared I'm driving back to Brooklyn.

And why are Taylor's family here?

I stopped on the door and everyone fell quiet as I looked at my husband.

"Polaris, I know we fight sometimes and what happened hurt you but I love you, babe. I don't want to lose you," he walked near me and I watched him with knotted forehead and confuse mind. "Please forgive me. I promise that what you think I did is not true, I'm not lying, and I will never hurt you again. I'm so sorry, babe. I love you."

The bitch went down on his knee and handed me the bouquet as his family cheered for him.

What the fuck?!