chapter 3

(WARNING FOR STRONG LANGUAGE)

Clark's POV.

We're here at the gay mall, because it's one of the closest malls, and we're used to it, we're just wandering around, and of course these flirtatious guys are looking for boys to pass by and flirt with, my god! even though I'm gay, girl Me, I'm serene, I'm a goddess, I'm not naked, I don't wear women's clothes, especially when my family is there, and of course I might be recognized in public, it's dangerous, I have to behave first, I'm not allowed to exist and flirt and flirt myself hahaha my image in the whole philippines, hopefully oil.

I'm one of the most popular CEOs, because our company is also famous, we have so many branches, we have hotels, villas, and restaurants in different countries, especially in Italy, actually I just came home from Italy, I missed it because it's the Philippines, and last night Shokla and I were partying until I got really drunk, and then I don't remember anything, hey, I want to remember but let me just focus on my company, I don't want to remember who it's a man.

"Gay, let's buy d**ldo!HAHAHA"-Alexander.

"Miss, you might hear something from you hahaha"-jayce.

"It's easy because I saw something on the internet, it's like a gummy bear but in the shape of a penis ahhaha-Alexander.

"Look, why did you let it go mentally!" I said annoyed, causing them to laugh.

"You're acting like you're not drooling on your cock?!, then it wiggles"-Alexander.

"Ewwww! I imagined you shit! Hahaha"-Benjamin.

I'm sorry guys, they are really like this, I apologize, I'm just getting along, besides, we're used to being like this with each other.

"Haysst come on!, let's go to the grocery store to buy something" I said so the two just nodded.

While we were walking, I first went to the noodle sections (A/N: Is that right hahah) but whatever it's called, I don't want to know.

I got a ramen noodle, my favorite, I really like noodles, especially ramen and it's very spicy, it's delicious especially when it's raining or the weather is rough.

Aria's POV.

I bought quite a lot, it's okay even if it's not that much, I'm the only one, I'm here for the noodles, I plan to choose pancit canton, hehe that's my fav, then soft boiled egg, it's so good I'm hungry.

"I missed you so much___" I couldn't finish what I was going to say, because suddenly someone bumped into me, they were a group of people who were still in suits, I couldn't see their faces because I had dropped a pack of pancit canton..

"Uyy you! Slow down!" shouted one of them.

"sorry miss" he said and they left, when I heard those words, I got cold, that man's voice immediately entered my mind, because he was really loud, I felt fear and apprehension, I just started crying ,remembering what I experienced again, I wiped my tears and immediately straightened up, I straightened myself, and started going to the counter to pay, I wanted to leave here.

Clark's POV.

Tomorrow...

Hey, this morning my great father lectured me, why is that so unfair! Why do they want me to be a gf, I don't want to like duhhhh, you know what I am, right, and now we gays are here at a famous restaurant along with dad and maam, they said they would introduce me to someone, as if I care.

"Son meet Sophia Emma Olivia Ava she is the daughter of one of my friends in buisness" dad introduced when the girl arrived, actually her name was gay, it was obvious from her appearance.

The make-up is thick, it looks like breasts, is she even sniffing a bomb?, then her soul is almost outside because of what she's wearing, this is the type of woman I dislike most of all, well actually I really dislike any woman ,as a friend it's possible but in relationship thingy,no f*cking way.

"Hi" she said to me, I just smiled, but of course it was a fake smile.

"And Sophia I want you to meet my son, Clark Aiden Liam Lucas Noah that's nice, even handsome" when dad said the word handsome, I wanted to vomit.

I just ordered and let them talk, let them take care of that, I'll just eat, I've been hungry for a while, I started eating, hmm the girl is very plastic, you think she's really happy, she looks irritated, it's too bad to think about that because I might lose my appetite.

"Soo umm when is the wedding" mom immediately asked causing me to feel sad, why am I drinking water?!, but is she really serious?

"Mom?! what are you talking about?"-Me.

"Why are we planning to get you married, son, I don't want that not being on the calendar, you don't have a wife, how are you going to give us a grandchild"-Mama.

"But ma, I don't like her!, I don't even know her, it's very unfair that you can't control me all my life!"-Me. After I stood up, I can't take it anymore, I'm just annoyed with my parents , I don't want to marry any woman, especially when I don't know and I don't love, besides what they told me to give them a grandchild, it's up to them, I can't do that in gay, I'm only 12 years old and she feels that I'm different , I do have MU now, but I don't think he's still my MU because he doesn't have any feelings anymore, its really unfair I don't want to just be submissive for the rest of my life.

I went to alexander's condominium, yes, I want to talk to someone now, I want to get rid of my stress.

Aria's POV.

I said goodbye to my boss if I could even take a day off first, I know I just started work but what can I do I have to go home, he agreed and it's good that he understands me, I'll go home to Iloilo, I'll take a plane, to be faster, maybe it's only a few hours, if it's a ship it might take me a day or two.

I'm sitting on the plane, I'm nervous, and at the same time I'm very sad, I still can't accept the loss of mom, why does everything have to happen to me, I really deserve to be tortured like this, maybe the Lord gave me the obstacle it's because there's a reason, or maybe he has plans to be nicer to me in the future, I can't seem to see my mother in her coffin, it's too painful for me.

I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes, and took a nap for a while to rest, I'm tired now, and the weight of my body.

After a few hours we arrived, when I woke up I almost fell asleep during the whole flight, I stood up and straightened myself, prepared my luggage, and slowly got down, because my body was really heavy.

I rode a tricycle, I don't have that much luggage, because I'm also going back to Manila, I can't really stay here for long.

When I got there, I had to walk a lot before actually getting to our house, imagine you passed the house of our Marites.

"Uyy! Aria! thank god it's good that you're back" Miss lita suddenly greeted me.

"Hehe, yes, it's necessary"-Me.

"Oh, we sympathize" he and his companions said, so I just nodded.