chapter 7

I had sex with a boy in my parents' bed

in the morning I don't even hear the alarm clock

I woke up at nine o'clock he was still next to me so I got up, took a shower, got dressed and made myself some coffee.

I had just brought it to my lips when I feel him behind me hugging me and kissing my neck

I feel natural to lean against him and touch his cheek

"Good morning" he says

"good morning" I say turning towards him he was already dressed

"Did you see that the bathroom was in front of the room?

"Yes, but I didn't take a shower"

he takes my face in his hands and kisses me "I want to carry your smell on me so that at least for the trip I'll feel like I'm close to you".

he said, sending shivers down my spine

and not to think about my body's reaction

I asked "do you want a coffee?"

"I'll have a drop from yours"

he said without taking his eyes off me

"Mine has sugar"

I told him, stopping him.

I had noticed the day before that he hadn't sugared it.

In fact, with a grimace he said

"Alright then"

so I make him coffee and we have breakfast together

"You have a long way to go?"

I ask him

"let's say that the way I drive, I'll get there in 10 hours, but it would take longer...I have to get to Calabria".

"Wouldn't it be better for you to go by plane?"

and he looked at me in a way that made me feel warm all over and said

"if I took the plane I wouldn't have come this way" and after a pause he continued "and then I try to avoid it because I don't like renting cars or using other people's, my stuff is mine and that's all".

from the way he was looking at me he implied that I was his stuff too

but after only seeing each other once?

after only one night together?

"I have to go now, I'll talk to you later," he said after one last kiss.

i walked him to his car then went back to the house .

it was ten o'clock

It was ten o'clock by then, school was out, so I took the opportunity to clean up and get some rest.

while he occasionally sent me messages

At 1 p.m. I was at work

and he had already called me twice...