chapter 5

ANASTASIA/TASH POV

due to vin's stubbornness, not even he could let him go from my side. We were both lying in bed, he hugged me tightly as if he didn't want to let me go!. I sigh and look at him.

I could feel his breath caressing my neck. I close my eyes tightly when his lips touch my neck. I'm just a little tickled and confused by what he's doing.

I almost had trouble breathing and was ashamed not to be able to look at him. He was being thrown a cup earlier, but it was difficult for him to disobey, as if he were a reprimanded child.

"VI-VIN LEAVE THAT, DADDY MAY COME IN HERE!" I almost whispered to Anas. His eyes were closed as if he was sleeping. But I know that he is awake.

Good thing my room is sound proof and even if he screams no one can hear us. I'm so scared. Maybe daddy will see him and what else can be done to him.

"HE WILL NOT COME IN, JUST CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP, I WANT TO HUGGED YOU MI AMOR. PLEASE LET ME TO HUG YOU!" I just kept quiet and didn't speak. I can see that his adams apple is still rippling d*mn it hes so hot.

" VI-VIN DO-DON'T! " I almost screamed when he ran over me and was about to kiss me but I pushed him away from me. I swallowed and was suddenly nervous when he just grinned. His face came closer to me and I whispered something.

" DON'T WORRY MI AMOR I WILL NOT MOVE YOU I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT YET READY HMM? " I swallowed his whisper and suddenly his lick tickled my ear.

"JUST CAN I KISS YOU! MI AMOR?" I didn't know what happened to me and suddenly I nodded at what he said. He grinned so I felt embarrassed. I must be blushing now sh*t.

"WAIT AH!" he stopped kissing my neck and looked at me darkly. I bit my lip and held my breath. Why can't I stop him? why do I seem to be addicted to his kiss. what's wrong with his kiss and why can't I disobey him?

" AFTER YOU A-KISS ME THAT SHOULD LEAVE! " it's embarrassing and I can't seem to look at him. My cheeks are getting hot from the shame, why did I agree.!

" UHMM! " I suddenly moaned as he kissed me and looked at me again. " YES I WILL LEAVE AFTER WE ARE FINISHED! " I swallowed and was speechless as he began to possess my lips.

" WAIT JUST A KISS HUH? " I nervously asked. he nodded smilingly. "JUST A KISS!" he said and continued kissing me again. He seemed to be eager for my lips and claimed without stopping. He just realized that I was responding to his sweet kiss.

I can't control my self to kiss him again. It's like I'm poisoned by his kiss, I'm slowly learning how to kiss back. Because of him I learned to kiss. I didn't know how before.

" AH! " I moaned and he was slightly pushed but his body was stiff. " A-OH IT HURTS VIN AH! " he bit my lip and sucked. My lips parted and he managed to insert his tongue inside my mouth.

I closed my eyes and held tight as I felt the mischief of his tongue inside my mouth. It's like I'm lost in my own way, I can't seem to control it and it's like I don't know myself while keeping up with his passionate kiss.

I was clinging to his neck while his kiss was slowly going down my jaw, sin*ps*p and he licked my jaw while I was getting tired of what he did. Why can't you disobey him?

"HMMMM OH!" I moaned. His kiss traveled down to my neck. My body felt a strange sensation as if he wanted to kiss me more.

" VI-VIN AH! " I almost screamed as he sucked and bit my neck. I felt pain from what he did but it was mixed with a strange feeling. " VI-VIN No! " I stopped as he pulled down my sout spaghetti t-shirt.

He stopped for a moment and my lips were the ones he got tired of kissing. We just stopped until we were both out of breath.

STILL ANASTASIA/TASH POV

THE MORNING I woke up early because I still had school to attend. I was a 1st year college student and even though my situation was difficult, I was able to cope.

IT'S HARD BECAUSE I'M LIKE A PRISONER IN THE HANDS OF MY PARENTS, WHEN THERE'S NO CLASS I CAN'T LEAVE MY ROOM. MOMMY ALSO TAKES ME OUT FOR A WALK SOMETIMES. IT'S SAD.

What I hate most of all is that my guards are always on my tail, every day I'm set up like this, it's annoying but I have no choice but I'm afraid of daddy.

"BABY BE CAREFUL! PLEASE BABY BE A GOOD GIRL!" Mom said with a smile and the last thing she said was almost a whisper. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"YES MOMMY!" I answered with a smile before looking back at daddy. I walked over to where he was sitting and kissed him gently on the cheek.

"I'M GOING IN DADDY!"

"DO NOT REPRISE! DO NOT RUN AWAY FROM MY PEOPLE! ALWAYS FOLLOW WHAT I SAID UNDERSTOOD?" daddy said authoritatively. It's boring, he reminds me every day.

I'm used to him always being like this. I just smiled and nodded that even deep down I didn't like his reminders.

It's a good thing my hair was loose and it was meant to cover the red marks caused by vin kissing me last night. That's what I was afraid of earlier, I was afraid that they might see the marks on my skin.

When I remembered what happened last night I suddenly blushed, I'm sure my cheeks are now like a tomato. It's good that my virginity won't give up and he can only kiss me. What he does is addictive.

WHEN I got to school, I just walked with my head down and ignored the harsh whispers I heard. Their whispers are not bad.

Daddy's two men were just by my side and they were watching me closely. I bit my lip as we passed the basketball court while the male students were playing.

I'm used to their looks but I'm also annoyed because every time I pass someone they are afraid of seeing me. I sincerely show them all my goodness and do not show them my evil.

Sometimes I even smile at them because that's what I'm used to. That's also why daddy often gets angry with me. I don't want to be bad to my fellow students, but that's what my dad wants to show that I'm bad.

When I was young, I always smiled, even when I cried, I tried to smile to ease the pain I was feeling.

" SHE'S STILL BEAUTIFUL ANYTIME!"

"HER BEAUTY IS VERY INNOCENT AND BEAUTIFUL"

" YOUR SMILE IS BEAUTIFUL!"

"I WISH I WAS AS BEAUTIFUL AS HER!" murmured my fellow women. I just smiled and continued walking.

"HEY BRO IS TASH OH!"

" SHE IS DIFFERENT AND GETTING MORE BEAUTIFUL! "

"THE LUCK OF A MAN WILL BE HIS WIFE" I smiled bitterly at what I heard.

" IF I WASN'T AFRAID OF DEATH I WOULD HAVE DONE WITH THAT!"

" ME TOO DUDE.. BUT HER DADDY IS SATAN!"

"YEAH! I HATE THAT MAN!"

I looked at daddy's two men, I'm sure they've gotten used to their bad rumors about daddy, I can't blame them because even I was choking. But I love him because somehow he is my daddy and because of him I am here today in the world I live in.

I was smiling when I saw Hanna coming to my direction. She smiled at me then she hugged me. i hug her back and kiss her cheek. She's my one and only best friend. He is the only friend I have here because my mommy is a friend of his mommy.

I want to have many friends but they are all afraid to be friends with me. They are afraid of my daddy so they want to approach me but no one can approach me.

"GOOD MORNING, LOOK OH THEY ARE ALL LOOKING AT YOU!" He pointed to the students inside the campus so I looked around. I immediately looked away and hurriedly pulled Hanna inside our room.

What I don't like is you looking at me, leave but I'm annoyed. maybe I'm getting bad and maybe I'm getting carried away by daddy's wishes, but no! I don't want to be as bad as him.