Chapter 11: A new feeling

'That boy is really lucky. I hope he treats you good.' Daniel said from her behind and Ivy turned to him and blushed.

'You are home earlier'

'Yes, I got bored at work so I left.'

'Are you sure you don't mind if I go out?'

'Yes, don't worry about me. I will have dinner and after I have so work to deal with.'

'Ok, I wanted to ask you if I can drink tonight...I know that I can't drink and I usually don't drink but' Daniel stopped her pressing a finger on her lips. It was a weird feeling, she felt that she was about to burn and she couldn't control her breath.

'You can do what you want, as long as you are happy, it doesn't matter for me.' Ivy smiled and hugged him lightly.

'I have to go now, see you!' Daniel smiled to her and watched her go. He followed her with his eyes until she went inside Brian's car. Everything about her was sexy, the black dress that was perfectly fitted on her body, the way she moved, the way she looked with her big and blue eyes. He saw them sharing a kiss and felt jealous but he knew he had no right to be. He went inside knowing that his dinner was going to be a bottle of wine, or maybe two.

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'You are beautiful' Brian said and leaned to kiss her. Ivy smiled to him but her mind was still at Daniel's touch. How could Daniel make her feel so many things and Brian lips didn't... she tried to ignore her thoughts and concentrate on Brian.

'I've missed you' she told him.

'Me too, it is so weird not to see you every day.'

'Tell me about it, I miss your coffee so much.'

'I can always bring you some coffee when we will see each other.'

'I don't think I can drink now, you know...for the baby.'

'Oh, right. So how is life here? They have such a big house.'

'Yes, they are nice with me, I hope that everything will be ok.'

'When is the big day?'

'Tomorrow morning' she looked down and Brian knew that this made her sad

'Hey, I told you that it is ok for me as long as you are happy and healthy, we can still meet and why not be together.'

'It will be difficult, I can only imagine what people will say about this.'

'I don't care about them, it's you that matters to me.' Brian stopped in front of a nice Italian restaurant and kissed her before getting in. It was a nice restaurant, the waiter brought them some white wine to eat with their pasta. They kissed from time to time but when it was time for them to leave Brian told her that he was going to take her back to the Wells mansion. She was disappointed but she couldn't propose him to take her to his place.

They were driving in silence and Ivy was watching him, he was a handsome man, she felt good with him but that was all. She didn't know if it was the wine or her despair to make love but she asked Brian to stop the car in the forest they were just passing through. Brian looked at her confused but stopped the car. She made courage and leaned to kiss him and playing with his hair. She didn't stop and got on his lap, still playing with his hair. Brian was touching her back but she didn't feel any pleasure. She didn't want to give up and started to unbutton his shirt and kiss him with more hunger. After touching his chest she stopped herself and looked at him.

'I am sorry, I can't do this.'

'It's ok.' Brian smiled to her and kissed her forehead. She got back on her seat fixing her dress and Brian drove her back. They didn't talk much and when she arrived she hurried to get inside.