Chapter 9 Chapter 9

Caspian's P.O.V

I am fuming, I am breaking everything in front of me. I can kill anyone now, I don't think I can control myself. Why?

Because I am the reason she lost her parents, I am the reason she is a killer, those were my worrier Lycans who attacked her family that night

All of this is happening because I did something a long time ago. I had no control over it. It just happened and it was not entirely my fault

Mine are hands are bleeding, my eyes were red from anger and frustration my wolf was at the edge I was beginning to see red. I don't know what I want to do right now.

It's killing me to see her like that. she is going to hate me for what I have done. that stupid witch its all her fault

"Alpha what are you doing? ?" Asked Xander his expression held worry and pain to see his Alpha and best friend vulnerable

"Just go away," I said angrily I am not in a mood to have a conversation

"Alpha look at you, you need help," he said and sat near me

"I said go away " as I yelled the ground shivered making few things fall

"What's wrong Cas," he said. he uses to call me that when we were young.

His tone broke me completely

"It's my fault, Xander. It's all my fault " I said calming down a bit. but my eyes held tears not because of the pain in my hands but from the pain within.

"It's going to be alright Cas trust me," he said things to motivate me which were not working

"Its never going to be alright Xander, "I said. I slid down and leaned to the nearby wall. I closed my eyes and let the tears spill

"Don't say that Cas there must be another way?" he said in a soothing way but it's not working

"There is no other way Xander and you know that, "I said it pained to think about it. I had no idea that my one mistake will turn out to be the biggest tragedy of my like

"I know but-" I cut him off

"Nothing you say it's not going to work we can't change what has already happened, "I said with so much pain in my words that it hurts to let them out of my mouth. My throat hurt so bad that I might not be able to speak again

"She is going to hate me, I said and more tears spilled

"I know Cas. I know Cas" he said and hugged me he is like a brother to me

My wounds healed quickly became of my royal blood.

I went to my room and down on my king size bed and remembered the night I spent with her the night she told me about her parents, my bond with her has grown strong. I feel her every emotion when I am near her

As she remembered about her past she let her tears spill in front of me. And I couldn't do anything to calm her down. To let her know I am always there to protect her, to cherish her, to love her, to protect her. but at what cost?

I am the person she hates the most, I took her happiness away, I took away her parents, I took away her childhood, my stupidity caused her, her life my one mistake caused her lots and lots of pain, I wish I could undo what happened. I was so immature, so nave that didn't see what was coming

All these thoughts made me dizzy the lack of blood started showing its effects on me and I let the darkness take control over me.

But there was one thought I kept thinking and thinking which worried me the most the thought which broke my heart into millions of pieces

Will, she ever going to forgive me once she knows the truth, the real reason she is here, the PROPHECY