2_ PV of van

When I wake up it is already 4 p.m. I get out of my room and go get something to eat. I make eggs and coffee. Mia also comes out of the room and sits down next to me. I give him his plate.

_ Thank you... she said in a tired voice

_ It's okay ??

She just nods her head. She knows she can count on me so I don't ask her any more questions. we spend the rest of the day watching TV on the sofa, she's cuddled up in my arms.

Around 8 p.m. I take her home when she asks me to and I go home.

As I have nothing to do, I decide to go out. I get ready and I make myself a little beautiful. Must say that I always wear a djinn and a T-shirt, just that I add a black leather jacket. I go to a club that opened not long ago. I don't want to run into people I know. I go straight to the bar when I arrive and order a glass of whiskey.

During the 30 minutes that pass not me of 5 girls come to talk to me but I ignore them all.

From the height of my 19 years, I am still a virgin. It's not the missing opportunities that I just had other more important things to manage.

At one point I feel an insistent gaze on me and I turn around to see who it is. And then my body has a weird reaction, I'm starting to get hot. A handsome man like an angel stares at me with deep eyes. I hold his gaze for two minutes and go back to my drink. I pretend like nothing happened.. I order another drink and I move to the back of the room and I sit alone and I watch people dance.

The guy from earlier comes over to me and takes the chair next to me. I act like nothing happened.

He makes a small laugh which ends up annoying me.

_ What?... I said in a somewhat bitter tone

_Oh I know you want me too, no need to do like with his daughters there.

"How long have you been watching me?

_ Since you came home all the time... and I look at him as if he were sick and he laughs even harder

_ ehhh it's not my fault if you're hot...

we talk for a while about nothing good then after a few more drinks, he offers me to leave and I may be reckless but I am. Since I came by taxi, we take his car.

_ Where are we going?? ... I ask after a few minutes of silence ..

_ At the hotel... and don't look at me like that, I'm driving otherwise I park on the low side... I turn my head and observe the landscape wondering what I'm still doing this time