lost relationship

Chapter 4

I shouldn't be surprised because these two perfect couples are really well known for how many years they have been together.

Nothing will be lost in their relationship if the time does not come when they are gone.

Too bad to be together! It will just be thrown away. I've been following their love story, but then it disappears in an instant?

So I can't really blame Russel if that's all he cries and misses.

The kind of person who trained you to always be there by your side and then suddenly disappear, you really change.

But I still can't forget how happy I was that there would be another event, after we've been studying here for several months, it's good that they really thought about it.

I'm really stressed and I don't care what's going on around me, especially Russel, and then I comforted him.

As you can imagine, I didn't just get a notice, I talked to him, hugged him, and was showered with compliments.

Sheesh! Satisfied with assuran charot! It's not us, the truth hurts.

I don't want to hope, because I know that I will also be hurt in the end. It is obvious that he loves Karina very much and nothing can beat that love.

Only Karina will be loved even if the bulbs turn white hehe... even if the crow turns white, only Karina will be loved by that.

Surebol surebol but looks like a tube!

I came to my senses when I felt someone grab my shoulder so I turned around and Russel's face opened up to me.

I smiled at him, he's handsome!

"Hey, Russel my love." I suddenly stopped and my eyes widened because I almost said the wrong thing.

I saw how Russel frowned and seemed to wonder why I suddenly stopped.

I felt his friends looking at me, I swallowed hard.

"Hey, R-russel my.... my..." my eyes rolled because I didn't know what to say. "M-my idol...hehe." i laugh

"Don't deny it, Saelah." I frowned and looked at Ryle who was grinning at me.

"Pretend you're my idol." Krox was pissed.

"Huh?" I gulped because I seemed to know what they were thinking.

"That's really my loves, don't deny it." Jacob's second.

"U-hey, no." I promise.

I can't deny it... hehe.

I turned to Russel who was looking at us strangely, he didn't seem to know what was going on.

I turned to the front again and wished I hadn't done it...

Did they reveal their teasing faces to me?!

"Don't deny it." Ryle said playfully.

"Stop that." They just stopped looking at me playfully when Russel spoke.

"Okay."

The three of them said at the same time but the teasing tone was still there. I just looked away from her and ate my food

I'm already walking back to the room because the five are still going to the dean's office to register, all five of them really like to sing and it's really in their hearts.

I smiled a little and instead of going straight to the room, I was heading to the music room.

When I entered, I immediately sat down and immediately looked around the entire music room.

This room is our first meeting, first talk, first hug and first close. This is where we became close and this is where I got to know him well.

I took the guitar and immediately stared at it, I smiled widely and I couldn't stop smiling.

I strummed the guitar and immediately closed my eyes.

"Time's been ticking, hearts are runnin'

Think that Cupid's up to somethin'

You asked me how I feel

I say nothing.”

I changed the tone little by little and turned it down, I felt the lyrics and immediately smiled.

"But lately colors seem so bright

And the stars light up the night

My feet feel so light

I'm ignoring all the signs.”

I opened my eyes and looked around.

"I keep on frontin'

Yeah, I stay bluffin'

i keep you wonderin'

Keep you huntin' for my lovin'.”

I closed my eyes again.

"But I crave us huggin'

Yeah, I stay stubborn

'Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings And know just how to tug 'em."

I swayed my head.

"I think I'm in love again

I think I'm in love again

I didn't think it could be true

Let alone that it would be you

I think I'm in love again."

I stopped strumming and immediately smiled big. I returned the guitar and happily stood up to leave the music room.

While walking back to the room, the big smile never left my lips. It just disappeared because of the surprise when I reached the opposite door.

I saw Ma'am Physics talking to someone, she looked at my behavior. "Here she is." I frowned when he called me. "Saelah is here."

"What's wrong?" I will ask.

"You are being summoned to the dean's office." said the girl ssg.

"Huh? Why?” I ask again, I didn't violate anything?!

"You are on the list for singers, Aces are with you."

My ears seemed to grow bigger when I heard. Aces?

I'm already walking to the dean's office with that ssg, I really forced myself earlier that I didn't register.

But I was listed, how did that happen?! I really refused because Ma'am Physics sent us to the dean's office so that I could find out if I was really listed.

So here we are now, on our way. Is it any wonder that I'm with Russel? Even though it was strange, I let it go and continued walking.

I will also find out from the dean's office why I am listed.

When we got to the front door, my partner knocked first before opening the door. The sitting group of five and of course the dean of the school faced me.

"So, you're Ms. Saelah?” I nodded at Dean's question.

I looked at the place where the five were looking at me, Krox, Ryle and Jacob were smiling big.

While Aziel was also smiling but moderately while Russel was looking at me as if saying...

'They tell me to do it.' look.

I looked away from him and turned to face Dean. "A-ah, Dean... I didn't sign up." I stutter.

"But you're on the list." it promises. "You are on the list with Aces." it added making my eyes widen.

"But I'm not really going to join." I doubt the answer. "Can you take that back?"

"Too late, the list is already submitted." this promise really made my eyes widen.

“B-but―.” I broke my promise when I heard Ryle's voice.

"It's okay, Saelah! You are with us." This promise made me turn to him.

I widened my eyes at them and really gave them a look that...

'You listed me, didn't you?'

They seem to have caught my attention so they pointed at Russel who was just sitting quietly on the side.

He frowned and looked at them in disbelief. "Don't accuse me." it snorts.

"He listed your name on the paper." Jacob promised.

"Yeah, he did!" Krox nodded in agreement.

Russel shook his head at what they were saying. "No I'm not." its accent. "They said to me to list you." its connection.

I just held my forehead because of the stress I felt, the decisions in my life!

"What's your decision, Ms. Saelah?” I faced Dean again when he spoke again.

I looked again at the place where the five were staring at me who agreed, they were with me.

I bit my lip a little, what else can I do? If I refuse, nothing will happen because the list has already been submitted, it cannot be changed.

It looks like I'm going to sing with them, I have no choice.

I looked at dean again and immediately let out a breath.

"Yes, Dean. I'll join, I don't have a choice anymore." I promise.

I turned behind me when I heard giggling and a little scream, when I turned around I saw the three tukmols were still hanging out while the two Russel and Aziel were just smiling.

It looks like the three of them noticed that I was looking so they immediately stopped and looked away and pretended as if nothing had happened.

'Animals.'

It looks like it's really a ploy for them to hear me sing, what did I let them in and still feel sorry for the five of them?

Did I just give Russel comfort? Then suddenly here it is, I met his four other friends and you really thought we were close because of their actions.

It's worth it for them to make excuses for 'girlfriend' ah.

"That's good to hear." Dean said smiling. "Good luck to your performance next week, I know you can't disappoint me, because I know you are really talented."

I admit that the five are really talented, but me? I?!

"Yeah, I know this event is gonna be exciting." Aziel smiled.

"You're right." Russel added with a small smile.

There is nothing exciting in the event if I am included in the performance! It's not in my plan, I said I'll just watch and now here I am, trying to figure out what we're going to sing and how I'm going to deliver the singing.

"That's next week so be ready, others school will come to watch your performance and other performance too." added the dean which made me even more nervous.

"You may go now." I said so I turned around and walked straight out the door.

When I got out, it was as if my brain hadn't processed what was happening, I just felt that someone was walking behind me so I turned to see who it was.

"You didn't wait for us." Krox's frowning face appeared at me.

"Your hands." suddenly a person came to my right, so I looked to see who it was.

It's Russell.

"Oops, sorry." Krox said smiling and the next thing he did was almost spit out my eyeballs.

He brought me closer to him so that my face was buried in his chest so I was really surprised.

Next I felt it hit my head.

Smeel good

I can smell Krox's perfume,?

"Hey Krox, you really care." I heard Ryle shout.

Krox let go of me and looked at me, I was like a dumbfounded fool.

"G*go! I don't care!” it promises.

"Gosh, you're pretending to be." Ryle promised teasingly.

I don't know what's going on because they don't know what's going on in front of me, the people around are looking at us.

Don't tell me they saw what Krox did?! That's so embarrassing! There are many more who pass in front of us and really stare at the men with me.

Who is it that I can't look at the handsome of my friends?! They are even accompanied by whispers mixed with excitement and screams. Then the others looked at me, I could really see the envy in their actions.

I felt an arm resting on my head so I really looked to see who it was.

Jacob.

Did you make me rest your arm?! He is still heavy! I think I know what I'm going to do with her.

"Is that her, right?"

"Yes, girlfriend of Aces."

"I just saw him with the Aces."

"I know right."

"I see him somewhere, but I don't think he's a long time best friend of Aces."

"She's so lucky!"

"I hope Jacob runs over me."

"You're rude!"

"If Jacob is going to sleep, sure why not?" I secretly cringed at the whispers I heard, what a bitch! I do admire Russel, but it's not like that!

"That's enough." Russel disobeyed and looked at me.

I was surprised when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him so Jacob's arm was removed from my head.

"Let's go to the music room, we have a discussion about our performance next week." it said and pulled me so I just followed.

I felt that the four were following, I barely looked at Russel's hand that was still holding my wrist.

I swallowed a little, what is he doing? We are in public and maybe later someone will take a picture and post it on social media when we celebrate.

It's an issue! Kineme that was just released but finally someone changed it right away?! I know the mindsets of people today, that's how it's going to be!

I was about to tell him if we suddenly entered a dark room, now I noticed that we were in the music room.

So fast?! Did Russel take that big of a step? Are the legs long enough to walk?

We sat on the chair and there was a table, I sat down if possible and Russel sat next to me and Aziel suddenly sat down on the other side.

I don't howl anymore, why am I still howling?

When everything was in order, Russel then spoke. "Based on what I heard, 3 songs will be sung." it promises.

"Only 3 songs?" Krox promised sadly.

"Yes." it's a direct promise. "So we will discuss what song we will sing, this is not a competition, this is just a show." it promises.

"During the whole performance, we're just going to sing?" Jacob asked.

"Probably, it's doubtful that you swayed while singing?" I stopped laughing at Ryle's answer.

Jacob's face frowned. "You're really a killjoy." it promises.

"If it's just a song, that's boring." Aziel said We looked at him. "Aziel is right." Russel agreed.

I was silent while watching them talk. But I was stunned when they suddenly looked at each other and seemed to be talking with their brains before slowly turning to me.

That's the scariest moment in my life!

"Any suggestions, Saelah?" Russel asked. As for my tongue shrinking and not being able to feel it, I immediately thought of what we could do so that I could answer something.

I swallowed a little first. "What if, let's add a thrill?" I suggest.

“Thrill?” Russel asked.

I nodded. "Like, a mixture of dancing while singing?" I'm just asking, because maybe they don't like my suggestion.

“That's right! Let's dance!” smiling, Krox suddenly shouted as if an idea had entered his brain.

"W-what are we? Only you will dance...hehe.” my manners

Krox looked at me and shook his head before a silly smile appeared on his face. I don't like that smile!

"Nope, you'll come to the dance."

To Be Continued...