Chapter 5: Jasper, My First Love

Hello I'm Christopher, And this is my story.

I'm currently thirty years old.

I was a waiter and I was twenty two at the time.

I still am but in a different place from where I worked before.

We were comfortable and my parents were well to do but I just liked the idea of working in a restaurant. I also had two elder brothers, no sisters. My mom told us she had a miscarriage a year plus after I was born and it was a girl, oh well.

I applied to get a job in a restaurant by myself and you won't believe how happy I was when I got in.

Turns out, I'm bisexual. I liked the idea of men, I watched clips about men. I still liked women as well so oftentimes I got really confused on what I really wanted.

After a rough month, some guy strolled into our restaurant and ordered a meal.

He was rather friendly and nice. And he smiled at me!

While he was ordering, I just stared.

He was exactly my type, blonde hair, blue eyes and he was slightly taller. I wanted him and I knew I did. But I didn't know if he was gay.

When he took his order, he went to sit down and wait. Then some girl came in after and sat right next to him.

"Hi babe"

I heard her say as I brought the food and dropped it on their table.

"Hi Abby"

She kissed him on his cheeks as she sat down.

"Oh food! Shrimps!"

"Yeah I ordered some for you"

He said.

He's so thoughtful, but I guess he has a girlfriend.

I thought to myself.

As I dropped the meals he held on to my hand and smiled. Then said thank you and he let go.

I smiled back and walked back to my stand, my heart already racing.

So he just randomly does this to every waiter he came across?

It kind of got me mad as I thought about all the possibilities.

I just stood, stylishly watching them as I took more orders. They were talking quite a lot but I couldn't hear anything since I was far away, I just watched the way his lips moved. I was dying to kiss them.

Soon they stood up to leave and as the girl was stepping out, he came to meet me at my counter.

"Thanks for today. Here's my number"

He said, squeezing a small piece of paper into my hands.

"Uhm, call me"

"Okay, I will"

As he left the restaurant, I got really confused. Why should I call him? Did he know I liked him somehow? Was it so obvious?

I waited for him the next day, but he didn't come. I kept waiting for him for about a week, but he still didn't come. The week turned into months and I tried to forget all about him but to no avail.

I was turning twenty three in a few weeks and I was excited about it. My mom was already pushing me to leave the job but I still wanted to do it because it was my passion, and maybe because I was waiting on someone. Sigh.

She also tried to get me a girlfriend but I bluntly refused even though I liked girls too. There was just, someone. Even though he had a girlfriend, he remained in my heart.

That fateful morning I got to work to meet this guy my heart has been dying for at the counter. Looking as sexy as ever. He didn't change one bit. But he was behind the counter.

Why was that?

"Hey you"

He said, greeting me.

"Hello"

"I gave you my number then to call me but you never did. I needed your help to guide me o how I could apply for a job here, but I never got your call nor message. I eventually got it though. Hopefully youre sorry"

He was talking to me, he was and he expected an answer. But all I did was stare. This was the human I've waited for all this time, and he was standing right in front of me, but I couldn't pin him to the wall and kiss him.

"Well?"

"I'm sorry about that, I lost the paper by accident"

"It's okay, anyways I'm Jasper. And we're working together now. I loved the job the last time I came here and decided to come work here"

"Thanks for understanding, I'm Chris"

I said, but then he reached out for a handshake again. One which I didn't hesitate to return.

"Come on, work resumes any minute now"

That's how Jasper joined the restaurant I worked at.

Soon something began to bloom between us, I found out he liked me as well. On the night of my twenty third birthday, he said nice things to me.

We were at work and about to close when he grabbed me and we went into the changing room.

"Honestly Chris, I can't deny what I've been feeling for the past months"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm gay and I like you a lot. I really do. I came here for you. Fuck the stupid reason I gave for coming here. When you didn't call me back I was heartbroken but I had to do some stuff before coming. I fell in love with you at first sight. I know you like me too, stupid"

He smirked and we laughed.

"Yes, well I do like you as well"

"Then shut up and kiss me"

He said authoritatively and our lips met hungrily. While I was pinned on the wall, he kept touching me all over and saying sexy things mid kissing.

"You've got no idea how long I've been waiting to kiss you!"

I could tell he wanted me.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

He said back.

"But what about Abby?"

I said, breaking out of the kiss and readjusting so we could talk better.

"Who? Oh that girl that was here with me. She was my friend but we fell out. We weren't dating, no. I'm surprised you even remembered her name"

"Yes, I did. But at least you're mine now"

"You sure are. And happy birthday to you. Cheers to twenty-three!"

"Thanks a lot"

So I do have a birthday gift for you. He said, smirking.

"And what's that?"

"Close your eyes for me"

I did as he had instructed and soon I began to feel him get lowered or something. I couldn't tell what was happening. But seconds after, he removed my pants and grabbed my cock. I opened my eyes instantly, I couldn't believe it.

"Shhh, let me take care of you"

As he said that, he rubbed it a little before putting it into his mouth. He began to suck it.

Moans, moans and even more moans began to escape from my mouth.

He sure knew how to suck dick.

"I watched a lot of porn, I also masturbated a lot, wishing you were there and now it's finally happening, I get to give you a blowjob on your birthday"

He's the absolute sweetest.

I cummed afterwards and he actually licked some of it, then standing back up to kiss me again.

"Now that's how you taste"

He said, kissing me then we laughed.

We cleaned up everywhere and put things back in order so we just stayed there hugging and talking. Kissing at times too.

I suddenly got alerted because of how late it was getting.

"Come on, let's go!"

I noticed the weather and alerted him but he wouldn't budge.

"I just want to stay here with you all night"

"I feel the same way but it's my birthday,my parents will want to see me. And if they look for me and find us here together then it would be a problem"

"Alright then, I understand. Wait, one last kiss"

He said again as we kissed one last time again. It was long but worth it.

We finally closed the restaurant and headed out.

I enjoyed every part of us being together but we ended up breaking up because my parents forced me to move away. They got their way eventually.

But as soon as I turned twenty seven, I could afford my own stuff so I moved out. Then I started seeing this girl, Miranda. She's really sweet and my mom became happy with me for the first time in a while.

I'm still dating her at thirty and we might end up getting married. But there's still a soft spot for Jasper. He was my first love.

Sigh, at least we got to fuck good and have more intimate moments before I had to leave.

So this is my story, just follow your dreams and fuck whoever!