Tiana

POV: Heather

I know Brian hates me, but he wouldn’t have been this mean to me if it wasn’t for Mira, his chosen mate. She made sure I knew my place in the pack and she did everything possible to frustrate my efforts and have me punished by him or his cranky mum, our Luna. They never failed to remind me that I’m just an orphan that is lucky to be alive and protected. And as if being a wolfless orphan is not enough, my Foster mom is the Alpha’s mistress and that alone made me Brians worst enemy because he detests my foster mom, and that hatred he has for her was automatically transferred to me the moment Marietta spoke up for me and took me in as her adopted daughter.

These are enough reasons for him to detest me, but deep down in my heart, I know that that is not the only reason for his deep hatred for me. I know he hates me this much because he feels that unexplainable electricity that pulls him towards me. He can not explain the source of that feeling, and he hates the fact that his heart keeps warming up for me. So he resorted to hating me even more and punishing me for a bond I did not create.

I first felt it on his 16th birthday two years ago. I shifted on my 14th birthday, and I’ve been hiding my wolf since then which is making her weaker by the day. But that not withstanding, I still felt out bond that night, I felt Aurora struggling to break free and acknowledge the bond and claim her mate. But I couldn’t do that because Brian did not acknowledge our bond, as a matter of fact, he engaged his chosen mate that night and pronounced her to be the future Luna of the Demon wolf pack. Brian is not a kid and he is certainly not stupid as well. I know he felt our bond, I caught his eyes on me a few times when he thinks I’m not looking, but he chose to pretend that I am not his mate. I think it is because he believes I do not have a wolf, so he thinks I don’t feel the bond like he does, and so he can easily pretend not to feel it too.

It’s been two year’s since he first shifted, two fucking year’s, and yet nobody know about the bond we share. Do you know what it feels like to watch your one true mate flirting around campus and parading his chosen mate as the Luna?

Well, it hurts…

It hurts so damn badly. It’s even worse because he chose not to acknowledge our bond or even reject me. If he had rejected me, it would have been so much better. At least I would know that I have my whole life ahead of me, and I wouldn’t bother with him anymore. I know it would hurt twice as bad if he decides to reject me, but that is a one time thing. That pain won’t last forever, that pain would rescind after a while, and then I can go on living my life as if he never existed.

But Brian is such a heartless bastard, and he has decided to go on punishing me by pretending not to feel our bond. Sometimes he forgets himself and just stare at me lustfully. On many occasions, I’ve caught him gawking at me like a fucking moron. And his girlfriend has also noticed the same thing, she has seen him looking at me the same way he looks at her. The only difference is that he doesn’t know when he stares at me that way, it just happens to him when he least expects iI and he gets lost in thoughts he gawks at me like an idiot. It’s the bond, and it only works that way with me, whereas he only looks at her this way when he wants to fuck her and that makes her a fucking sex object.

She knows something is up, and it infuriates her to know that an ordinary omega with no wolf is about to become her rival for the future Alphas heart. I’m not sure he told anyone about it, if he did, I would have known about it already because Mira would have me dragged around town by my hair. She would have me beaten to a pulp and still lock me up in the fucking dungeon until she becomes the Luna. It would be a case of history repeating itself, Brian may decide to force me to become his mistress, just like his father turned his mate to a mistress and made his mistress his Luna. This is what I mean by history repeating itself, and this time I’m pretty sure my case would be worse than Marietta because she is a true member of this pack and has a Wolf. As for me, I have nothing to boast of, nothing at all.

Putting everything into consideration, I’ve made up my mind to stay the hell out of their way and try not to offend anyone until we all graduate. If I’m lucky enough, I’ll be assigned to one of the elites as an omega, I won’t have to serve Brian and Mira for the rest of my life. I always speak encouraging words to myself to remind me that I’m better than all my bullies. I’m not a wolfless omega like they claim, in fact, I am ten times stronger than them, and that is why I shifted two years before they did. If there is anyone who is weak and spineless, it is that damn Alpha Brian who doesn’t know how to stand up for himself. The moon goddess must have made such a terrible mistake to mate me with such an idiot. I just hope he doesn’t throw me out to the rogues when he finally becomes the Alpha. No matter how I try to hide from them, they will always find me. Until our bond is severed, there is no place in this pack that is safe for me. The only question in my heart is, what do I really want?