My ambition for money

My ambition for money

Episode 2

I approach this old man who believes herself everything allowed and I shoot him by the arm.

__ Can you tell me what you don't care about at home?

__ gently Safi, you hurt me. I just came to visit you.

__ What did I tell you here earlier? Leave me alone, what did you not understand? You are too sticky and I hate that. Sorry, give me peace a little. I want to breathe, Luke.

__ Why are you talking to me today? What did I hurt? If I offended you, forgive me, my beautiful.

__ But who is your beautiful? Didn't you remember anything about everything I just told you? I don't want you. It's been over between us and that, it has been a long time. Please.

_ Can I know what's going on here? Safilia, why are you shouting on your friend? asked my mother.

__ Mom, he's not my friend.

__ However, it was not what you told me in the meantime. Wasn't it you told me about this boy? What do you like?

__ Yes, mom, but it's now a past because I don't feel anything for him anymore.

__ And I can know why everything has changed so fast?

__ Mom, please stay outside of that.

_ Sorry, but I have to orient you on the right way. This man has always supported you here. Why should everything change so quickly? What is it so bad for you?

__ I don't want to talk about this with you, mom, leave me alone. Now I want him to go.

I now turn to him.

__ Luke, please, go from home.

__ But I love you, Safilia.

__ To the devil, you and your love, since I have never loved you and I will never love you.

__ I don't believe you, but don't worry, I'm going.

__ Yes, go, sorry, you feel really bad.

He didn't say anything anymore and he leaves. I sigh in relief before going back to my room. My mother followed me and I already know what she wants. She's going to scold me, but it will be useless. I have already made my decision.

I close the door but my mother opened it.

__ Can you explain to me what has just passed earlier?

__ Mom, yet you already understood everything, it is simply because I don't want him anymore.

__ And I can know why?

__ no mom, it's my decision and you just have to respect it. I don't want to talk about this anymore.

__ I hope you know what you are doing. This man loves you very much and you know it very well. I just ask you to think carefully before making a decision.

__ I understood mom, leave me alone please.

__ Okay, I have to go to the market, please join me.

__ Okay mom.

My mother left and I settled in bed. I spent two hours locked up in my room, which allowed me to think. I realize that I acted badly wanting to break up with Luke now, because I still need him for the next school year. I think I owe him excuses and I will ask him for forgiveness tomorrow. I know that he will not stay angry for me for me, because he really loves me.

Before leaving the house, I take a shower and I find my mother at the market. In the evening, I asked for permission to my mother to go see Luke.

__ Mom, do you allow me to go see Luke? I think I spoke to him badly today and I want to apologize.

__ This is a very good idea that you apologize. This man does not deserve you breaking his heart.

__ I know mom, that's why I tell you about it first, can I leave?

__ Yes my darling, you can leave but please come back quickly.

__ Okay, thank you mom.

I leave the house and go to Luke. Arriving there, I can't find him but I saw his mother in the kitchen.

__ Good evening mom.

__ Good evening my daughter, how are you?

__ It's fine mom, I came to see Luke. Isn't he at home?

__ Yes, he has been locked in his room since morning. He refuses to speak to me. I don't know what's going on with him.

__ Mom, that's why I'm here, can I speak to her in his room?

__ Yes, come with me.

She led me to Luke's room. I knock on the door before entering. I find him lying on his bed crying. Oh, the poor! He loves me to this point?

__ Darling, I'm here, can we talk? I sit next to him and take his coverage with him.

__ But it's hot, yet you locked yourself in your room, in addition with a blanket. Do you want to kill yourself?

__ Yes, that's all I want today. If I cannot have you in my life, then why I will continue to live when it is you alone who occupies all my thought. You are the woman of my life. You are my reason for living. I love you as I never liked anyone. I can't live without you. You are the most beautiful thing that happened to me. I love you Safilia. Don't leave me, I beg you. Ask me whatever you want and I give it to you but in grace do not leave me.

__ It's good Luke, I don't want to break up with you since I love you too. I'm here to ask for forgiveness. I'm really sorry for talking to you today. I apologize a lot. Do you forgive me?

He gets up and sits at the edge of the bed, I can read love in his eyes. This man loves me for real but I don't know if it is he that I want. I'm not sure. In any case for the moment, that he knows that we are still together.

He looks me straight in the eye. He passes his hand slightly on my cheeks. I smiled stupidly so that he can see how sincere I am.

__ How not to forgive yourself, my beautiful. Of course I forgive you. You know very well that I love you and I cannot stay angry with you. You are my moon and my sun. You are especially my star that shines in my life. I love you, please don't break my heart. I don't know if I could bear if you ever leave me.

__ I promise you my love, you and I is forever. I love you Luke.

__ Can I take you in my arms?

__ of course yes darling.

He hugged me and put his hand in my hair. Then I took her lips and kissed her. He did not reject my gesture, he followed the movement. We let ourselves be kissed. This is the first time it happens, the first time I have opened up to him in this way. For me, it was a farewell, because as soon as I leave this village, I will end this futile relationship.

We continued to kiss, the tension was quickly mounted between us. I really felt boiling under my skin. I wanted this kiss to go further.

__ Stop, Luke.

__ I did something that shouldn't be?

__ No, undress please.

__ and why then? He asked.

__ I want you to make love to me.

He remains silent, without saying anything. He keeps devouring my eyes. For my part, I don't manage his gaze. I start to remove all my clothes in front of him. I am now half naked, while Monsieur is still in his pants. But what does he finally want?

I approach him with my princess approach. I run my hand over her chest. He is in a tank top that lets his chest see. I like what my eyes see.

__ kiss me, my love, I said before sending my hand in his pants.

Monsieur is always standing without reacting. Why does he behave like this?

__ kiss me, I say again, stroking his erection.

At one point, he pushes me back.

__ Stop please, he said, backing up.

__ But why do you want us to stop when we have a great time together?

__ Because it's not your body that interests me. It is you you want. It's your heart I want. I am not in a hurry to go to sex with you my love. We have all the time for that. Please take your clothes and door holders. You told me you are always a virgin and I want you to keep your virginity for me until marriage.

Oh no! I'm looking at this fool say anything and I want to disfigure it. Besides, who told him that I am still a virgin? No sir, you're wrong. I gave you a great opportunity and you spoiled it. I want you to remember this wonderful moment when I no longer be with you, but you have ruined. I see now why I hate you so much. You are not a real man.

Oh damn! I'm really ashamed. I pick up my clothes and put them on.

__ Look at this boy, princess, I shit you.

__ Please Safi, understand me.

__ Yes, I understand you, don't worry my love. We can wait as long as you want.

__ Thank you my love.

__ Well, I have to go back.

__ Okay, I take you away.

I leave her house after thanking her mother who let me in. Luke takes me home.

__ Stop here, I can leave alone.

__ Okay, good night my love, don't forget that I love you.

__ I love you too.

He kissed me before leaving.

I take my phone and I call Rock. Rock is my second boyfriend with whom I had my first sexual intercourse. Tonight, I want him to have sex with me. I want to feel his presence in me. I want our relationship to go further than what happened previously. I want to feel fully woman. Is it too much to ask?

Insult me ​​if you wish, but know it's my life and I do what I want. It doesn't concern you, so stop looking at me like that.

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