Chapter 4
"It's really okay. Just stay here." I never heard his answer because Cydale pulled me out.
"C-cydale ... I'm hurt." I cried. It was because he was holding my arm tightly. What is this man's problem? "What? I'm in pain.
"Keep silent, woman!" He shouted angrily and then pushed me against the wall. I almost choked because he pushed quite hard. I don't know where we are in the school. We are the only two here now.
"What's your problem? I thought you'd let me study here?"
"Yes. I agreed, but f*ck! I didn't know it was you."
"You agreed at first because you thought it was someone else. But when you saw me, you suddenly didn't want to? Why? Is it because you're afraid that everyone will know you know me? Or maybe you're ashamed that everyone here knows that I became your EX? What ?! "
"You don't know what you're doing."
"I know what I'm doing. I'm here because I want to study because I won't be accepted at my old school. I'm not here for you. So can you let me go. Yes, you should be obeyed, but wrong I'm just your ex, so why are you still bothering me? "
"Just leave and never come back." That's all he said then turned his back on me.
"Cydale, I'm just a student. I promise I won't bother you. Please allow me. Promise, I won't tell them about us. Even now just listen to me. Even if it's just a matter of time." give it to me. " I saw him stop walking and turn to me.
"Your stubbornness. I said no. No! No! No!" Doesn't he really want to? Why is he like that? He doesn't seem to be the man I knew then. Is this how he really is? Heartless and indifferent. I'm crying because I failed again. I can no longer study. I have no one to approach.
"Why are you like that? You're together! I can't quite imagine you being like that! It's just repeated! I'm fed up with your rejection. If you don't want to accept me, don't! I thought You don't have this school of yours. There are many more schools so I'll just try to find others. Like you, there are many more things to ask for so why should I beg for a big hard feeling on rock and ice! Yes, I don't care , pero but you are more worthless because of your ugly habit you are worthless! wala wala liar! " I could no longer control my annoyance. I was about to walk out, but I couldn't because he pulled me back.
"What did you say?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Goodbye! Cheater! Liar! You don't matter to me any more!" I said something while looking into his eyes.
"Take back what you said." He commanded sternly.
"Why should I withdraw? Are you affected? Because it's true?" I smiled wryly. "Just accept it because that's really the truth."
"I still don't like the one who insults me the most."
"I'm just telling the truth." Pretty loud I told him.
"Closed your mouth, woman! I'm really disgusted with your loud voice."
"I don't care if you're hot! There you are!" I was about to leave, but I couldn't because he stopped me again.
"Don't turn your back on me especially and I'm still annoyed with you!"
"What? Release me!" I tried to remove his grip on me, but I couldn't.
"Let me go!" I don’t know, but when it comes to him I can’t stop my annoyance as well as my screaming.
"No."
"I'm leaving. That's what you want, isn't it."
"After what you said, do you think I'll just let it go? Hell no!" He was bent over because of that? What I said is true. In fact he was even worse there.
"Let go of me."
"No."
"Say let me go!"
"Why would I let you go? I'm holding you like that."
"You've been letting go of me for a long time so don't touch me again because you'll just let me go later." I don't know, but I'm referring to something else in those words.
"I'm leaving because that's what you want, Cydale."
"Stop it! Just ... Errr! Do you really want to study here?"
"That's why I'm here, isn't it, because I want to study. But you don't want to."
"What did you do in your former school?"
"I allegedly burned down our principal's office."
"I can't quite imagine that you still have that kind of attitude. Is that why you smelled smoke when you got in my car because of that?"
"H-Hey. Yeah, but I didn't burn down the office. It was just set up."
"So, I have the right to reject you. You said you weren't the one who burned the office, so it couldn't be considered as your bad records. Let me tell you this, this school is only for people who have made great sins in their previous school. So, if you're not one of them or if you just act as one of them, you aren't welcome here. "
"Eh, no no. The more you say." Irritated I said.
"But because Liam begged me. Fine, I'll agree." He stopped for a moment then looked at me seriously. "And besides, you were just my ex-toy so I'll agree. But promise me that you won't tell them that we have a damn relationship before. Once I find out that you spread it, you'll be accountable to me. Only my friends should just know about it not the strangers out there. Got it? "
"Really?" I can't believe my question.
"F*ck. You heard what I said, right? Its a yes, stupid." Need to swear? But his trouble. If before I was kicked out then now he is willing for me to study here?
"Thank you." I thought he was leaving. But not yet.
"How did you meet, Liam?" He asked seriously. I was surprised. Why is he asking?
"I didn't think you were the woman he was referring to and I didn't think he would help you."
"Liam is kind. Not like the rest of them." The last thing I said was a bit whispered.
"Are you saying something?"
"Ah, he-he, no."
"Tsk."
"Thea." We both turned to the caller. Liam, by the way. He released me immediately.
"Liam."
"Thea, I thought you were already gone. Zayden, did you hit him?"
"Tsk." That was all he could say. He started to walk away.
"Wait, Zayden."-(LIAM)
I thought he was going to pay attention to Liam, but he just didn't seem to hear it and continued walking.
"I'm really sorry, Thea. Did he hurt you?"
"It's okay. No, he just talked to me."
"Really? What did he say?" I smiled first before answering his question.
"She has already agreed for me to study here!" I said happily to Liam so he smiled too.
"Woah! Really? I'm happy for you. But why earlier, he didn't want to?"
"Hehe, Yes, eh. But it's okay. And at least he agreed."
"Yeah. You're right. I'm sorry for what he did before. I also don't understand why he's like that. Last night when we talked it was okay with him, but when he saw you suddenly changed. "
"Let it go. It's okay. The important thing is, it's okay now." Did Liam know nothing about Cydale and me? I mean they're cousins so it's impossible not to know Liam. I can't ask because Cydale might get angry.
"Ah, Liam can I ask?"
"Sure, Thea."
"You call him Zayden. Is that his name?" I want to be sure.
"Yes. He's Brent Zayden De Loughrey. His mom and dad are brothers. He's the one I'm telling you about." Brent Zayden? Did I think Bryle Cydale De Lavega was his real name? If so, did he also lie about his name? It's like I want to cry. Everything about him he never told me. Inside someone I loved another human being. For a year he turned me around with his lies. It's just that I don't know everything about him. Why is he like that? Is it that I'm worthless to him? It's like the pain I'm feeling has doubled.
The man you love lied to you, accept the pain. Annoying! Because no matter how hard I try not to get hurt, I still get hurt. No matter how hard I try to get him out of my mind, I still can't do it and no matter how hard I try not to hurt myself, I still get hurt.
It hurts...
The pain can be played by the person you love.
I will admit, I still love him dearly. It's not that easy for me to just lose my love for him. I love you, so it's hard to move on. That’s really maybe when you love and appreciate someone, you can’t just forget.
If only I could forget everything. If I ever lose my love for him. If the pain and wounds in my heart heal, not now. Not tomorrow because I know in myself that it will be a long time before all that happens.
"Are you okay, Thea?" I went back to reality when Liam tapped me on the shoulder. I was so carried away that I even forgot that Liam was still here.
"A-ah, it's okay, Liam." I answered with a forced smile.
"Let's get your school uniform."
"All right." My chest heaved again. I can now be with new students. Lord, I know the students here aren't casual, but I hope they don't have a second version of Faye in my life. I just followed Liam. Relax, Thea you can do it.
I'm wearing a uniform now. I was with Liam who entered the campus itself! Too big really.
"Kyahhhhh! Liam !!!!!!!" I almost jumped when the women suddenly screamed when they saw Liam. So because of what they did their full attention went to us.
"OMG !!! LIAM !!"
"You're handsome, Liam!"
"Sh*TT! Heaven."
"Wait, who's with Liam? Who's that woman?"
"Woah! Liam Cohen, has a woman with him? That's new, huh. Who's that woman?"
"A new student, I think."
"Why are they together?" I was almost deaf to their whispers. Why did they just now see a woman with Liam?
"Who's this woman, Liam?" Five women stood in front of us. Based on what they were wearing they were 'ata school cheerleaders. Almost perfect, their height and beauty.
"Why?" Liam asked innocently.
"Why are you together?"
"Well, she's my friend."
"What? Do you have a girlfriend? When else?" I thought Liam would answer their question, but Liam just pulled me away from them. The evil they think of me. Hala! Why?
"Don't mind them, Thea. Don't come near them especially when I'm not by your side." Liam said seriously as I pulled away.
"Why?"
"I think those women don't like you."
"Hala! Why did I do something, Liam?" I asked nervously. He stopped and then turned to me.
"They're jealous of you."
"Are they jealous? Why?"
"Because I'm with you. And you're the first woman they saw with me."
"G-they like you?"
"Hmm, let me say, yes."
"H-huh? How's that?" I asked worriedly. He suddenly laughed. Eh? Something funny?
"What's funny, Liam?"
"Nothing. You're cute especially when you're worried. Don't worry I'll take care of you." Smiling she said then messed up my hair. His tendency to do this to me. He's already messing up my hair. Huhu, Liam is mad at my hair.
"OK AGAINST! WOAHH OK PUNCH ME!"
"T*NG INANG, HUHUGIN KA! LUMABAN KA! SAYANG ANG PUSTA KO SAYO!"
"HAHAHA, YOUR CHICKEN HAS LOST, PRE!"
"G*GO! NOT THAT. FIGHT THAT. LOOK AT THAT!" There were men in a circle and in the middle of them there were two fighting. I just winced when I saw the cracked and bloody faces of the two.
"L-liam, take it away. They might die."
"Let it go. Haha, it's a pity I didn't bet." I was surprised by what he said.
"N-you're involved too?"
"Sometimes." She replied smiling.
"Let it go, Thea. That scene is normal here." I remember what Liam told me about school. Really really. We just kept walking until we stopped at two gay men who supposedly had a world of their own because they were tweaking it.
"Kalurkesh, eyo feshlak bruhildah! Sinulot meh seh fafah kesh. Mamatey ka na !!"
"Those two gays are twins." Yes, they look alike.
"Likes the same guy so can't get along, haha."
"So they're fighting because of the same man? Why can't they just get along? They're twins so they should just share."
"Even though they were twin. There are things that they don't get along with and shouldn't share with each other. Yes, they are twins, but not in everything they are the same, get along, or they will share with each other. Because there is only one man they want so there must be only one who can own him. Just like in love, you are only one, you have only one heart. So, only one means, there must be only one. it should be for you and of course you should love only one, not two, three, four or five. For example, when you already own someone, you can't share him with others even with a sibling, That's your friend or family. " He paused for a moment then looked at me seriously.
"I mean 'one of the two can't own and the two can't share or agree on each other." He smiled at me before speaking again. "Well, my opinion is just 'Hi you two can still be two even if you don't have a competitor with him." My answer to Liam is serious.
To Be Continued....