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‘Waiting is a sign of true love and patience, anyone can say I love you, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.’

I'm reading a quote from a book, I'm here in the library now, I'm reading and I'm alone, it's good now it's quiet and at the same time the fresh air is flowing throughout the room. I touched my stomach just a month ago and smiled.

"Even though we don't have your daddy anymore, I don't regret that you were formed, because you are the result of my love for him, maybe yes, I'm stupid because I believed in the words he left out, but because you love, right ?Mommy just loves, right, because love is not love if you didn't hurt. ”My line is still caressing it.

"When you grow up in there, don't hurt mommy ha, iloveyou." I smiled and looked out the window.

I also spent some time in the library when I decided to go back to the room, I stood up and returned the book where I took it, then left the library room, while walking my forehead furrowed, because my neighbors were looking at me. my student.

‘Oh my gosh ?It’s true, she’s still young, the toy nmn. ’‘ yes girl I watched before, she’s embarrassing. ’

That's what I heard from them, what's their problem? Did I do something?

"Nalah." I met my cousin Nadyah, this is her aura again, she is always rude when I face her.

"You're embarrassing, it's really here if it spreads ?!" he asked me, my forehead immediately knit.

"What do you mean nadyah?" I asked in surprise, he took his cellphone from his shoulder bag and did something to it, then he showed me something, my eyes widened in shock.

"Even though we don't have your daddy anymore, I don't regret that you were formed, because you are the result of my love for him, maybe yes, I'm stupid because I believed in the words he left out, but because you love, right ?Mommy just loves, right, because love is not love if you didn't hurt. ”

"When that grows up inside, don't make mommy suffer, iloveyou."

‘W-who did this to me ?! who videotaped me! Hell no! When by chance I broke up with them dad, who did this!’

I felt tears forming in my eyes.

"Are you really planning to tarnish our last name ha! You are really stupid nalah! You are embarrassing to the family, when the Chairman finds out, I'm sure you won't be the one to blame me either!" He asked me.

"Who did this?"I cried."Why is it that you still sympathize with our family in your ability and first of all I don't want to be an aunt yet, iww." Artfully saying this, I ignored her instead of running and while I was running I heard their whispers , hurtful words they throw at me, even they don't know the real reason, it's annoying because the world I'm building now is full of judgmental, and they see your mistake in you. I was on my way to the comfort room when I suddenly stopped, it's Axon. She hugged Aweyha, while caressing her long hair, isn't this her ex? I suddenly started to cry but I stopped making a noise, but that suppression was only for a moment because I couldn't stop how I was feeling now, it made a noise that caused the two of them to turn their attention to me.

"N-nalah?"Axon said a little shocked, I just cried and didn't speak, I don't want to be able to do it anymore, I feel like I'm going to explode because of the pain, I ran fast out of the University because I want to go home, I want to get lost because of the pain!

when i got home i found mom and dad were gone, ‘as always.’

I immediately went to my room and locked it, then fell on the bed and cried.

‘That’s why! That’s why he was able to tell me those things !That's why I was just immersing myself in the first place, he's so bad! .Axon and I are only 5 months old but I love him so much, the guy I will give everything just for him, but why is that? It's me? All this time I'm like crazy begging for his love! Then he abused me naman.

"I hate you Axon! I hate you so much! I curse you! Jerk !jerk! how could you say you love me! if you hurt me too! ”I shouted loudly and slapped the pillow on my bed.

I cried and cried until I thought I was tired, I lay down on the bed and covered my head with a pillow, that's enough nalah !you don't deserve that guy and also he don't deserve me!

"Nalah!" I was immediately relieved to hear mom's voice from outside, so I immediately wiped the tears on my cheek and swallowed before opening the door.

“Y-yes mom?”I said and even stuttered because of nervousness, I don't want him to know the truth, I don't want him to say I'm crazy because I believed in that man.

it looked straight into my eyes, but I was surprised by what happened next, it hugged me very tightly and I heard it sobbing, so I was depressed, little by little my tears were dripping and soon I started to cry as well. .

"Mom!I called to it like a complaining child, it caressed my hair, then let go, we sat on the bed and it touched my cheek which made me smile.

"Mom, I'm sorry! I'm begging you, please forgive me for what I did !I know it's wrong but I just love you. ”I cried and cried, he nodded while caressing my cheek while one of his hands was holding my hand .

cHAPTER 2.2

"I know, I understand you sweetie, but because you're an only child, do you understand that maybe it's hard for me to lose you by my side? So you'll get married and have your own family." I cried because of that.

"I'm really sorry mom, I couldn't stop myself, I couldn't stop giving up, I'm so stupid to believe what he said!" I lined up and wiped the tears flowing from my eyes.

"Wait what? What do you mean nalah, do you have a problem?"it was as if my tongue had been cut off by the marealize of what I had said and could not speak immediately.

"Nalah, tell me the truth!" And at that time mom became serious, I was swallowed because maybe what she did, I immediately cried before speaking.

"S-he said*sob*s-he said h-he's not sure k-if I'm bringing him*sob*and also he s-said that*sob*he said that, h-he don ' t w-want to marry me*sob*”I cried and I could hardly speak because I felt my chest tighten, it stood up immediately andfell on the forehead."What ?! what does he think of you to flirt with ?! what is he thinking! He's shameless! He's ready for me!" I shouted angrily and would have come out as soon as I stopped him, I knelt in front of him and hugged his legs while crying caused her shock.

"Mom please, stop, I don't want trouble, I'm pretty sure when daddy finds out there will be trouble and I don't want it! Please understand me mom."

"But he has no right to hurt you like this Nalah!" Mom shouted angrily.

"Please, I'm begging you .." I begged again, I heard her sigh, she sat down so we were equal and she helped me stand up.

"You don't have to do this sweetie." He cried, I hugged him very tightly and I felt his revenge.

"You don't have to marry that man, we can bring your child back to life." He promised seriously.

"I want to, but we can't do anything when daddy decides." I said and let go of it. "Yes, but I don't want you to be a man like him, you're a Delmhor !and no Delmhor is losing you know that, we don't need them son. ”its line.

"But I know you know that daddy still won't allow it, remember mom, dad and uncle Axil are best friends and he's the one they trust, I don't want to ruin that because of me!"I reasoned, he took a deep breath and the anger was obvious on his face.

"So what's your plan?" He asked seriously.

"I'm still getting married, because of dad's decision, he has a right and if he doesn't want to believe ede don't I won't force him." I lined up.

"Why didn't you tell me that your boyfriend is that Axon?" He said.

"Axon and I have a private relationship, mom and I have been together for 5 months and it would have been six months if he hadn't cheated on me." I said seriously.

"Cheated? What do you mean nalah." He said emphatically.

"I saw him earlier, he hugged another woman and we're still together, it would be good if he broke up with me properly, right, but no, he's torturing me even more mom." I lined up and the tears dripped again on the people my eyes.

"That man is really shameless! He's not deserve you !and also he has no right to hurt you like this, he is really ready for me when I see him! ”he said irritably, I immediately held his hand.

"Mom I don't take revenge, I want him to realize his mistake, so please ma, let's go." I said seriously and smiled bitterly.

"Alright, I respect your decision." He smiled and I smiled.

"Thankyou mom! Iloveyou, I'm so lucky to have a mother like you!"When I said sincerely and hugged him, I felt his revenge on my hug.

"And I am thankful to have a daughter like you! I will have grandchildren haha." I laughed softly because of what he said in the end.

“Mom ?I know I hurt you a lot, but I promise soon I will not neglect my studies, I will improve and my dad will be proud of me. ”I said with a fighting spirit, causing him to smile.

"I believe in you." He smiled and I smiled. we spent a few hours talking and what will happen when my baby is out, I can see that mom is happy for me too, she decided to say goodbye to me so I nodded, she needs dad to come back to the company because they have something importantI'm going and I don't know if where it is, I thought to myself that mom is right I don't need her I can raise my child alone and if she can't accept it as her child, let's say yes we will get married, but I know that when we get together it's like thatthe house we live in is ice cold or should I say one stupid lng.I will not force myself on him and his woman!they can come together if they want, I don't have anything to ask from now on, it's annoying that I was so mad at him then that I wish it hadn't happened but even so, I'm thankful that something was formed from what we did, I'm thankful because my future child was formed , I promise when I become a manmy son, I will never teach him such behavior, I want him to follow his father's behavior and I really have no plan!

END OF CHAPTER 02. Please advised that this story, contains mature themes that are not suitable for very young audiences, read at your own risk !