Live Me

"anna"

I hear myself called by a warm, sensual voice that instinctively makes my heart beat I turn off my computer and get up to go to him.

from the most beautiful man I had ever seen and he was mine ...

my husband

I look at him through the small door that led to our offices as if I were seeing him for the first time, he hadn't changed at all in those years, he was almost two metres tall, his legs were so long and hard like wood that just thinking about how firm they were excited me, his slim but muscular body, his broad shoulders, his brown eyes and hair, his nose, his face, his face, his face.

his brown eyes and hair, his nose straight and perfect and his full lips just asking to be kissed...

with my heart in my throat excited as always when he assumed a certain tone of voice

I moved closer and looked into his eyes....

oh god what eyes ...

He was looking at me in a way...

"tell me" I finally manage to say to him

"come with me," he said in a voice that made me wet instantly, and a little later when he made me sit on his lap and started kissing me I was soaking wet.

"that's why you called me?" I tell him breathlessly

"yes I couldn't wait" he confesses returning to kiss me he had already put his hands near me and started to touch me when the door opens and a small hurricane

she enters the room I get up just in time for her to come on top of me behind her there was a girl with breathless breath and behind her still very calmly comes enrico my son.

"Excuse me, she ran away and I couldn't catch her".

the girl was panting

"it doesn't matter" then turning towards the girl "but you can't do that, you can't run away".

"But mummy, I wanted to go home," said the girl, almost boasting, "she's only three, but we could hardly keep up with her.

She had such a comical expression that even Antonio laughed and approaching her, he said to the girl, lowering himself to her height

"We'll be here soon to pick you up, that's no way to do it!

she hugged him and said

"I'm sorry, daddy, I won't do it any more!" then she looked him in the eyes with a sly expression that made me smile and said "can I tell you something in your ear?

"alright!" he agrees laughing and looking at me at the same time

and after hearing what he said he laughed even more.

"alright but mummy will take you, I can't now".

"but I wanted to go with you!" he said pouting and we all burst out laughing, including the teacher.

"Madam, I'm going", he said at that moment.

"Go ahead!" I said, then turning to my husband, "Have you got long?"

"No, half an hour and I should be done, barring any unforeseen circumstances."

"then we'll wait for you under the bar" I say taking the girl by the hand "do you want ice cream? "I ask them both

"no I want milkshake" says the girl angrily

"ok! and you enrico?"

I say, looking at him, he was an exact copy of his father, even as a character.

unlike the little girl enrico was a little man always calm and composed and sometimes he found his sister irritating precisely because of this difference

"I'll have what you're having, mum" he answered with a mischievous smile.

He was only six years old and already looked like a conqueror...

We're off to a good start

"I'll wait for you downstairs, don't be late" I told him, giving him a kiss on the cheek, I didn't risk it any more, I was still upset because we had been interrupted.

as we sat at the bar I lingered watching them

as I thought about how much my life had changed over the years.

I had been good...

I'd finished university and continued working.

I had faced the death of Roberto today even if I happened to think of him with a bit of melancholy but there was no longer that hallucinating pain that left me dizzy and ALL thanks to him.

I could see him, with his tall, imposing figure that exuded a seductive and charismatic charm at the same time, in two steps, cross the bar and come to sit next to me and I leaned against him for a moment, feeling his warm hand on my thigh, going up to my crotch and...

"Dad you're here"

and a moment later Silvia jumps on him like a catapult partly spilling the milkshake on the table

"but be careful" her brother scolds her who, unlike her, was composed finishing the ice-cream I look at him tenderly even if I didn't show him he was my favourite looking at him

I could easily imagine Antonio as a child ...

"shall we go home?" he asks me but I don't have time to answer that once again silvia interrupts us

"no no I want to go to the amusement park...come on ...come on daddy will you take me?"

"now it's closed and then we always have to go home to change we'll look crazy dressed like this" she explains

He

"ok then let's go home" she told him getting off her legs she was ready to leave but I called her back

"Finish what you've taken first" I told her sternly, if I didn't stop her in some way we couldn't control her anymore, then when he was there we couldn't control her at all ...

The other time when I had scolded him, holding me tight, he had said to me

FLASHBAK BEGINS

"Just as I can't say no to you, I can't even say no to her. You're practically the same."

"But that's not true!" I said, and it was true, even though he looked like me, he had a lot of him in him.

"but I say yes"

he said, laughing.

"the only difference between you and her is what I'm going to do to you" he said, opening my legs and kissing me right there.

END FLASHBAK

"anna" I hear him calling me bringing me back to reality

"do you want anything else?"

he asked, looking at me strangely I imagined I was all red like I always was when I thought something "sinful".

"no that's fine with me"

I answered him then looked at the children

"Come and wash your hands."

"I'll go with father, we're men..."

men?

At six years old? I roll my eyes but without saying anything I walk away.

"Shall we take them to the fairground?"

he asked me once at home, I had gone to change and he had followed me. I only had time to take off my shoes before answering, so I approached him and said

"It's fine with me, but first we have to finish something!" I told him, wrapping my arms around his neck to pull him down towards me.