Chapter 5 "Death is not the greatest loss in life, the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live"

Author pov:

*One month later*

Y/n came limping into the office and tried to set on Her desk chair. But as Her hips touch to the surface of soft matters a whimper escape from Her mouth. The incident of last night rushed into Her brain.

*Flashback*

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"Beggar are You dead?......What is the result?......*thug*.....Y/n I swear if you didn't open the door I will break it and come inside.....*thug*" Jungkook yelled from the outside of the bathroom.

Y/n was inside the bathroom setting on combat and shuddering. Tears were continuously rolling down from Her black ocean eyes. She was sweating. She again flickered Her gaze down on Pregnancy Kit which She was held in Her palm.

The Pregnancy Kit showing a negative result. She already knew that going to show because of secret intake of birth control pills. Even tho She still did the test for the fifth time in this whole month because of Jungkook.

This whole month was like hell to the poor girl. In this whole month, Jungkook had sex with Y/n in numerous time. He fucked Y/n each and every place in the flat like kitchen, living room, dining table, Her bedroom everywhere except His own bedroom and bathroom.

Jungkook never asks for Y/n consent. He just started whenever or wherever He liked. He even increased the rounds. Almost every time He banged Her till Y/n lost Her conscious. That cruel soul didn't even care about Y/n agony. all He cared about that She conceived His sperm and carry His baby So He could get His father CEO position as soon as possible.

Every week Jungkook brought Pregnancy kit for Y/n to check the result but when Result comes negative Then Jungkook became furious and irritated. His angry emotions He removed on Y/n. He fucked the shit out of Her. He pounced in the poor girl every uncomfortable and humiliating position that He could.

But making pregnant to Y/n was not only solely reason of Jungkook. He also wanted to give Y/n a punishment for Her sins. Jungkook felt inner peace. when He punished Y/n.

Somewhere His body felt relax whenever it comes into contact with Y/n's warmed and smooth figure. But The man is too stubborn to admit it.

Jungkook was on the verge to break the door When Y/n opened it.

Y/n slowly and steadily walked toward the door and opened it. Jungkook dark and rage gaze fell on Her.

"Why the fuck You took so much time...huh!" Jungkook shouted.

Y/n got flinched from Jungkook's tone.

"Common...Show me the kit" Jungkook demand.

Y/n wobbly handed the Kit to Jungkook.

When Jungkook saw Kit His body again filled with raged. He throws the Kit because of anger and caught Y/n from Her elbow and yanked towards Himself.

"What the fuck is wrong with You Bitch.....You can't even conceive My baby......You are totally useless woman.....Even a dog could be better from You at least He does some work for His Master......here You totally useless" Jungkook yelled out of His lung.

Y/n didn't tell anything just resisted all the humiliation.

Jungkook harshly pushed Y/n and ran His hand through His hairs. He closed his eyes and exhaled a breath.

"It's ok...I didn't give up yet.....I will try until I got succeed.....You have to carry My flesh it's the hook or by crook" Jungkook mumble.

Jungkook harshly throws Y/n on Her bed and hangover on Her. He tore Y/n's clothes into pieces and undo His own pants button. His upper body was already naked. He entered into Her without warning and started pouncing into Her without giving Her chance to adjust.

Jungkook was beyond furious. He finally growled.

"Say bitch" Jungkook asked.

"I'm a sinner.....I did sin......I deserve this punishment" Y/n whined.

Like other nights this night went with skin slapping, bed shaking, Jungkook's growled and Y/n whines.

*End of flashback*

Y/n's heart became heavy from the memories. But She is helpless. She couldn't take stand for Herself. Because Jungkook has Her weakness on His hand. She couldn't risk it even for that She has to tolerate Jungkook's evilness then She is ready to do without any second thoughts.

Jungkook treated Y/n as His finger puppet, His personal slave and a sex toy. Y/n couldn't even be allowed to breathe without Jungkook's permission. Y/n is breaking down day by day without Jungkook knowledge. Even He came to know then to it won't affect Him much.

Jungkook is blinded from His hate for Y/n. On the other hand, The girl is also resisting Jungkook's cruelty just because of Her father. Otherwise, Y/n loathed Jungkook the most in this whole world.

Y/n come out of Her thoughts when Her ears caught a manly voice.

"Hey Beautiful Good morning," Eunwoo said.

Y/n rolled Her eyes and started working on Her computer.

"How rude You can't reply to my greetings not even for once...By the way, today is My birthday" Eunwoo added.

Y/n finger got halted. She looked up towards Eunwoo who made a pout. Y/n felt bad to behave coldly with Eunwoo especially today when it His birthday.

"Sorry Eunwoo I didn't have the idea that today is your birthday....I'm sorry......Happy birthday to You" Y/n finally responded.

Y/n knew very well How it feels even there is no one to make feel special on Your birthday.

"Thanks.....I throw a party in a club tonight to everyone and I required You also to come please.....please.....please" Eunwoo asked.

Y/n want to deny but Eunwoo puppy eyes and pleads stopped Her. She thinks for sometimes. Today is Saturday which means Jungkook won't come home because He spends Saturday nights with Lisa. So He won't come to know about Her party attending.

"Okay," Y/n mumbled.

Eunwoo face brightens up with Y/n's answered.

He mentally smirked before giving a reply.

"Thank you....thank you so much.....please do come I will wait especially for You," Eunwoo told.

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