Chapter Five

I felt his hard cock pressing into me. His arms pulling me back into him. I rubbed my ass on his cock. It felt good. He pressed back into me and I felt him slide between my thighs. His head brushing against my tight hole. I arched my back, feeling the smoothness of his cock sliding between my thighs. Just below my pussy, slightly touching it and I wiggled impatiently as I wanted it inside of me.

My eyes opened as realization dawned on me, this was really happening.

"Good morning." Matt whispered in my ear, slowly pulling his cock out from between my legs and then sliding it back between them.

I sucked air in between my teeth; I wanted him so badly. But I scooted away from him. "I totally forgot I'm supposed to meet my friend for breakfast." I lied. What I needed to do was go home and think. I needed time–and space–to wrap my head around what happened.

I picked up my jeans and pulled them on quickly.

"I was hoping we could eat breakfast together." He said.

"Really?" I put my shoes on and remembered my purse was on his couch.

He got out of the bed dressed only in his boxers and I swallowed hard as he walked over, his erection popped out of the hole in his boxers. "Oops." He said and grabbed a shirt from the dresser behind me. He put it on, his cock slightly brushing me.

I swallowed and held in the urge to make him get back on the bed so I could ride him. How could we continue to do this? He was my boss. I'd never even dreamed of sleeping with someone in a position of power over me. A teacher, coach, boss, etc. Fucking Matt had been so amazing. But how could I continue working for him knowing that I’d had him inside of me the night before?

"Yes, I've wanted you since the moment you walked through my office door with Steve." He said.

I bit my lip. I hadn't been expecting that. But it didn't change my mind. I needed to get away from him. I couldn't let this kind of thing continue between us. If word got out about our little rendezvous people would start talking. Especially, if I ever took a promotion. My integrity meant a lot to me.

"Stay for at least a cup of coffee." There was a something about the way he said this that caught me off guard.

"I can't. I'm sorry. I'm already pretty late for breakfast with my friend." I wanted to stop the lying. I wanted to get back in bed with him and continue what was happening between us. There were lines that had been crossed the night before and the most important thing was not crossing them again. Ever.

"Okay. I'll see you Monday?" He asked. I nodded my head, and he walked me to his front door. "Have a good weekend, Amber."

"You too." To say our goodbye was awkward would be an understatement.

I didn't look back at him as I climbed in my car. I couldn't believe I had let that happen. My phone was dead, and I didn't have a lightning cord in my car. I was sure that Tana was worried about me. I drove toward our apartment and wondered what he must have thought of me. I barely knew him outside of work and had slept with him. I was all for a woman embracing their sexuality and sleeping with whoever the hell they wanted to, but I slept with my boss.

I walked into the apartment and Tana was up with coffee and making breakfast. Ironic. I thought.

"GASP. Is Amber doing the walk of shame right now?"

I laughed at her. Her black hair was in a ponytail high on top of her head and she was wearing nothing but a white t-shirt and a pair of panties.

"Is someone here?" I asked her.

"Um." She said.

"Hey, babe." The guy from the bar the other night walked into our kitchen. "Oh hey, it's her friend." He said.

"Hey," I said. It surprised me because it was rare that Tana saw a guy more than once. But here she was with the guy from the bar. The COLLEGE kid nonetheless. I raised my eyebrows at her. I didn't have to say anything to her, she knew exactly what I was thinking.

"Anyway, you want some breakfast, hun?"

I shrugged. "Sure." Then I sat down at the table with the guy whose name turned out to be Peter. He went on and on about his fraternity. I learned he was a sophomore. Making him barely 20 years old.

"Then this one-time during rush week, we pushed a pledge into the Hudson." He said.

I smiled at him "Fascinating," He must have had a big cock because I couldn't figure out what Tana was doing with him.

Tana placed the food on the table and gave the both of us plates and forks.

"Tell me, whose bed did you sleep in last night?" She asked.

I shook my head. "No one's." I didn't want to confess it in front of this little baby. He couldn't possibly understand. Unless he was sleeping with a professor which I highly doubted.

"No, seriously. You didn't even call. You never do that shit. So now you owe me. Spill." She took a bite of her pancakes.

I took a deep breath. I figured the guy wouldn't be around much longer. Who gave a shit if he heard my dilemma? "Matt's."

She slammed her hands down on the table; her eyes going wide. "What?!"

"Yeah. He asked me to bring him some papers that Steve wanted him to fax ASAP and we drank some and well, you know how it works."

"What are you going to do?" She asked.

I looked at Peter.

"Pretend like I'm not even here." He said, biting into a piece of bacon. I realized she used the normal kind instead of the tofu kind she normally bought from the specialty store down the street. She was a vegetarian. I was not. Just about everyone we knew ate meat. But I loved how she was so chill about it. She didn't give a fuck if anyone else was a vegetarian. She had her own reasons for doing it.

"Well, I can't quit my job. I've only been there a few weeks." I said to her.

"Holy shit. Did you fuck your boss?" Peter laughed.

Tana playfully smacked his hand. "Stop it." Then she looked at me and said, "good. I'm glad you see it that way. You can see what transpires between you guys."

"No way. This was a onetime thing. It won't happen again."

She laughed. "Yeah. Right. Keep telling yourself that."

I spent the rest of the weekend dreading Monday. Because what if she was right? What if something more happened between us? It could ruin one or both of our jobs and after the way my body reacted today, I wasn't sure I could hold back.