Hiding His Triplets

Prologue

Tears began to drop into my eyes, how could they?

"You lied to me?" I growled, he wanted to touch me but I walked away from him.

"I trusted you, I was willing to do and give everything to you but you fvcking shit hurt me so bad! This is too much, Raven Keive Harrington!" It's as if it's hard to say his full name, it hurts on purpose.

"Wife, please no." He begged with his knees bent down on the floor, as if he was worshiping me and begging for his forgiveness.

I was damn ready to tell him about the kids, those kids he saw that he thought my son to another man was our son.

I couldn't believe that I have a plenty blown out sex with Raven Keive Harrington while married to his twin David Keive Harrington.

And now, I'm asking myself.

Is it Deive or Reive whom I really love?

"I'm tired of all this bullshit in life, I give you another chance but I didn't know you could break it that easily without even blinking." I said matter of fact, he shook his head a few times as if he couldn't handle what I said next.

"I love you, no-I don't know who I love. I have to find myself first, because I thought I was okay, I thought if I'm with you I'll be better but I'm the worst." No it's not, I'm the best when I'm with you, but I'm kind of confused if it is you or your twin.

"It's me, wife, it's m-me, please I'm sorry. I'll be good, I'll tell you all the truth. I won't lie, I won't cheat-no, I didn't even cheat because it is you, always you." He whispered, we're both very weak, I've used up my strength of what we did, I gave it to him again and now I'm here, fvck!

I'm so damn tired of this shits!

"We need to grow, in order for that we should part our ways. We became toxic," Ilove you, I know it's you, I swallowed a few times.

If it is us, I'll be glad to accept him again in my life.

"That's all for now, engineer Raven Keive Harrington." As I bow my head slightly, turn around and keep saying that I'll be okay, I don't need him, no-fvck it!

I want to tell him, I want him, I need him, but he always lies to me, he always does. I am also hurt, exhausted, I have enough for it and most of all I am giving up.

I'm just clinging to our children, I'm sorry for hiding your children, your triplets Engineer Raven Keive Harrington.

Chapter One: Marriage

I never dreamed of being married to him because I was in love with my childhood best friend and I waited for him to come back and I was waiting for his promises for me to come but what can happen when he left me and he never came back as he promised to me that he will.

There are just things that you thought would happen but it never did. Perhaps luck isn't with me.

I prayed a few times that he would come but I stopped praying and hoping because I'd be hopeless if I did it. I'm not hoping anymore, but when I was married to a bachelor hunk in our village that's when I wanted him to save me but he didn't.

Life is fair, you think it is unfair sometimes but it is fair. It's up to us that maybe that's the reason why he seems unfair to us.

Reality sucks for having us and in the future we can't go ahead with it, loving the most tantalizing version of us. I took a deep breath then got up to eat our breakfast. I'm used to it because that's been my daily routine for how many months.

But I still wish for another day, just one day that it will all end because I really don't want to. I began to doubt myself, I've been a good person, daughter, and sibling to them. I always prayed and never that woman who loves parties and so on.

I never cheated even though I don't love him, it still hurts and until now I still can't accept that I'm married but I know I need it for me and the family, of course.

Would it be possible for me to break down all the anxiety that I've become now. I'm stressed and have struggled for everything that I have now, tired, and don't want the world I have anymore.

Honestly, I don't want to, I really want to remove myself from this world, if it's not really a sin. But I know if I'm gone, probably my mother would be the happiest person in the world. Because, who am I to her, anyway? Just a person who doesn't have a connection to her.

"Hon," Deive called me, my mother was there so I had to pretend that I really liked Deive calling me that endearment

"What's for breakfast?" I went near to him, we smiled at each other, he was about to kiss my lips but I immediately went far from him and went to my mother.

"Morning mom, what are you doing here?" I departed the topic away, she kissed my cheeks.

"I just want to know what you are doing here, your husband is being good and you're being rude here. You are the wife, hija." This is us again, I wanted to roll my eyes but I stopped myself and forced a smile.

"It's okay, mom. And besides, I can handle all of this." I sit on the high chair and let them talk two times. I don't have any interest in it anyway.

"Ariz, you're being a lazy wife and it's your duty to cook for your husband." mommy scolded me, I haven't listened to her yet.

When did I? I'm tired of listening to her, anyway.

"It's okay to me," Dieve insisted but mommy remained silent from him.

"Mom, why do you seem to be even more affected? It's okay with Dieve, and why are you here anyway? Why aren't you there with your husband who's already struggling to give you what you want?" I don't want to sound rude but she's too much. She didn't do anything at home before and until now, just sitting pretty and letting daddy do the rest.

"Ariz!" Her voice was thundering!

"You can go home and just feed daddy not being a sarcastic mother to me." I stood up and looked at Deive, "I lost my appetite, gonna go back to our room and sleep."

"Ariz!" she called me but I didn't listen to her.

She's good at pretending anyway and I am not!

That day my dad was furious at me because mommy allegedly had a heart attack because I answered her. My dad became abnormal for that woman, I don't like her.

That's why dad gives him everything he wants because dad cheated on her and he's beyond sorry for that. And to make her feel like a queen she wants to get everything she wants and dad will grant everything of it no matter how hard it is.

I always wonder if it was really daddy or mommy who cheated first. It's just cheating around me so I won't do that to Dieve, I was beyond that and it's hard, really really hard.

He's my first love and I never knew that my mom could manipulate him so easily. She just showed her body and the man was so greedy, I didn't know why she did it but it's disrespectful and disgusting for me. I don't have anything new to talk about with that guy. That's when my mom and I started to feel so absurd and started to dislike her.

Before, I was really aiming for her attention and until now but not like before.

One day, when I finish all this I'm sure I'll get tired too, I'll get rid of her nonsense rules.

"Ariz, you don't have to say that to your mother. You know what the pain is," I knew he was just trying to keep from getting angry but I don't care anyway.

"You didn't know, you didn't know how much I hate that woman."

"She's still your mother no matter what,"

"I'll sleep in our guest room," he immediately blocked me and seemed to be anxiously holding his nape.

"Hmm, I'm gonna sleep in our guest room while you're here so you can take a rest." I rolled my eyes and followed him, good thing, because I really don't want to sleep there and I know he's hiding something from me and that's what I should find out.

I couldn't sleep that night, as usual when I was alone I remember again why I married Dieve. I remember again how mommy used her power just so I could have this, dad called me while I'm having a moment.

"Oum?"

"Is your mom there? She hasn't been here before." I can hint at his voice that he's exhausted and then add that woman!

I clenched my fist, "Yes dad, don't worry and we're okay, we talked already." He breathed a deep sigh.

"I'm sorry for shouting honey, you know I'm just recovering from mommy then when this everything will be according to my plan. You'll get out of hell, sleep tight my princess." the more daddy told me gave me confusion, what was his plan?

I look up at the ceiling while I'm imagining something until I remember him. How did he look like an idiot when we were in grade school and high school.

I was beyond popular in school while he's just nothing to everyone but my boy best friend and he's not that to love. For all the efforts he gave to me and full of love, I thought that it would be us.

I was hoping that maybe we could but he left me. At that time I thought we would be and I would answer him without minding the comments of everyone to us. I was hoping and tragically left unknown, I was feeling like I was gone.

Because he was the only one I clung to while my dad wasn't there for me, at that time I was empty. I pitied myself, I can't accept everything for that because it's always him no matter.

Until I met Hezam and he filled everything but so quickly I lost everything. I became a playgirl, party girl, a woman with no destination in life, that's how they defined me.

How many times did mommy slap me, how many times I ran away from the life I had but she had her ways to make me come back.

Until I became a graduate student in Diliman, no, not really graduated because -I don't want to talk about the past. She suddenly set to marry me to a man I did not know in life. She threatened me so I accepted her deal and that's when she's controlling me.

My chest tightened while lying to daddy but I didn't want to worry about him. I also wouldn’t look for that woman because she’s grown up, she could do whatever she wants or go to someone who could fulfill her needs.

I went down to the kitchen to drink milk because I couldn't sleep. I was also really nervous but I didn't have it anymore and I just ignored it.

I just walk slowly, I know Dieve could easily wake up by just a little sound so I hold my breath as well.

"Dieve, ah, that's delicious, oh!" A woman moaned as if lost in trance.

The voice was familiar, that's probably the woman Dieve loves who he always brings to the guest room at night to calm to his pet. I always hear that too, but I feel like the woman is kinda old?

Well, just by how she moaned. I'm not judging or what but I'm stating the facts here anyway.

I proceeded to the kitchen area so I could make my milk rather than listen to them. It doesn't matter to me that thing anyway, he can do what he can as long as no one else can see them or hear.

He cheated on me for many months, mommy probably isn’t with someone yet and that doesn’t have anything to do with me.

I just wanted to sleep, I yawned when I almost finished my milk so I just finished it all. Fortunately, the one for the nanny's room was in the other house and I didn't hear about the filth that Dieve and his lover were doing.

"I wanna ride on you baby," She said in a flirtatious way, my forehead knotted.

I'm not very innocent because I heard that with my friends before, especially when they were boys when I was in college and that's their stress reliever so it's not new to me.

But, it sounds like a woman like at my mom's age, maybe like my mother? Or just hee voice really, I continued to go to the bedroom and be in a deep sleep and dreamed of myself being free.

When I woke up I heard a loud laugh. When I went downstairs, I saw my mother, father with Dieve. My fist formed into a ball when I saw how sparks their eyes towards each other.

"Looks like you're having fun huh?" I commented while sitting in my usual spot at our table.

"Daughter, come and join us." she invites but I refuse to even look at her, "Ariz."

I stiffened as I went counter while having myself this gin with me for a morning.

"It's bad for your health, honey, eat your breakfast first." said dad, I urge him to follow him but I have to because I don't want dad to be angry with me.

"Love, I'll gonna-" I moved into him, he was surprised when he touched me I immediately walked away.

"Maybe you were with germs last night," I reasoned. "I eat on my own so it's okay, go ahead." It’s just that I don’t have time to be plastic to anyone because that would be too obvious.

Maybe I'll just reveal what they did last night to her lovers if he doesn't stop what she's doing to me.

"I'm just having a period so I'm not in the mood, I'll eat anyway," I said while taking the ham in front of me.

My mother looks at me sharply but I make a deadma to her because why not, right? As if she could control me too.

My dad held her waist, she was disgusted by looking at it but forced to smile. There, for the money, you can enjoy that.

To be honest, my dad's older than her by ten years. Maybe that's why she's not into him. They are both married because of their parents' wishes but my dad before is a gorgeous man so he can easily get a woman and he's rich.

If you're looking for a sugar daddy, my daddy is the best to catch.

But by how my mom looks at my dad with disgust while she looks at Deive with the opposite, I should have thought about it but I am far from taking care