Fragile Union

"C-congrats.."

I whispered.

I closed my eyes tightly to calm my aching heart. I know that this day will come when they will be but I am not ready yet.

"Aww thank you.." Amara answered me softly before turning to her boyfriend, the man I loved for a long time.

Their eyes met and they smiled at each other. I bit my bottom lip then I avoided it because of the tightness in my chest while watching them.

I bowed down because I felt tears were about to fall.

I took a deep breath and did my best to hold back the tears.

KAIRUS DHAN ALVARES

The man I loved for a long time. I thought it was just a crush, but I didn't think it would get worse. I don't like how I feel because I know we can't. I don't like what I feel because I know I'm the only one who feels it.

The Alvarez are known because of this country because alvarez is one of the rich in this country.

Kairus is handsome,.almost perfect, he is the man everyone dreams of. My friend is lucky. You're lucky Besh, my love loves you.

I sighed loudly.

"Are you okay?" I just returned to my trance when Amara suddenly spoke. I looked at it then I smiled sweetly.

I nodded "Of course, I'm happy for you.." I said smiling while holding his hand. He gave me a smile before turning to Kairus who was approaching us.

I took a breath and then we settled down.

"Ah besh, I'll go first, I forgot I had something else to get from the locker." I tried to smile before I ran and didn't wait for his answer. My tears began to flow as I completely turned my back on both of them.

"Oh where is she going babe?" I heard kairus ask amara.

I closed my eyes tightly and my tears flowed even more. How do I get you out of my system? How can I forget you? Fvck, this is so hard, why did I still like you? Your fate is cruel.

Are you cheating? Why did I fall in love with someone who I knew would never be mine? Why is it still with him who has someone who owns it?

My vision blurred as I ran away from them. I didn't hear Amara's answer because I was already far away.

I went straight to the ladies room. I went into a cubicle and cried there. I took all my resentment out there. I don't care anymore as long as I just want to reduce the pain in my heart.

SH1T!