everything is your fault

^ the next morning

I prepared accordingly, the master and I take a car and in a short time arrive in front of what seems to me to be the home of Master Cardona's uncle. The master left me, left me in front of the huge gate and the guard brought me in. A lady told me where my sister is, she is sitting on an armchair in the living room, a servant told me that Master Jacob Cardona was absent. I walk timidly towards my sister and salvation.

- Hello Reb said timidly.

Rebecca got up, looked at me with disgust and slapped me on the cheek having been spared by Master Cardona.

- Nayra, bitch how dare you set foot at my house after what you did to me?

- I have nothing to do with all this Reb. - Menteuse since always you make me suffer mother has always preferred you, the whole universe has always preferred you, so much so that I was in second position I was fighting as best I could while you had everything in the blink of a finger Nayra I hate you.

Reb is right she was always put in the background by mother, there was always a very clear difference that mom showed. I had everything I wanted so much to say that Reb was forced to make a lot of effort which pushed her somehow to jealousise me.

- Reb, I'm sorry, but it's not my fault if mom is so distant from you, and I assure you that I have nothing to do with marriage certificate changes.

- What were you doing when mother persecuted me mentally and sometimes even physically? On the one hand, you are as guilty as her.

- But father was there for you.

- Nay, father gives you the same affection as me, but when is a mother's love? I've never felt it in 26 years of existence!

I feel bad because all she says is the strict truth, I never reached out to her when she needed it. - If only she ... .

She stopped before finishing her sentence. She stopped.

- I imagine you meant to have an abortion, she said with a sad mow

- Oh no Nay, that's far from what I imagined she said, smiling bitterly.

- I'm going to leave, it's the best I can do. - Yes, go back to your home and don't come back here anymore.

It hurts me to hear him speak like this, I turn around and leave with my eyes filled with tears. Reb is a beautiful, kind and comforting woman. I have never worked in my whole life and I have never complained about it, after graduation she got to work to make our parents proud, but mother still did not give her interest. An hour later I heard the sound of the door open and I saw Master Cardona return closing behind him.

- Master? What are you doing here? She says of a perplexed shear.

Did he make a mistake in his room? However, he does not seem to be under the influence of alcohol.

- I came to rest, he said."

I’m lost.

- Your room is on the other side!

- I haven't married Florence yet, I have to spend all my nights for now by your side

- ...

- In three days, she will come so that you can get to know each other before the wedding.

- Well, I have no problem with that.

After showering, dressing and lying next to me, my heart got excited by smelling its intoxicating smell.

The next day

Opening his eyes in the morning, the place next to me was empty, he must have got up early to go to work. I get up, take a good bath, get dressed and go for breakfast. Eating alone is really sad, usually we ate with the family at home, that said the meal was hearty, in a few hours I'm thinking of doing some sport.

Later in the evening

I sweated so much after this exhausting physical effort, how do they do it all the time?!, I go to the shower after a good bath I get out of the shower and see the master standing staring at me with the complex air.

- Master who is there? She said, holding her towel firmly lest she slip between her fingers.

He looked at me, approached me grabbed me by the waist and threw my towel on his shoulder almost fell so much he took me with a fist.

- What do you let go of me!

He looks like another person he threw me on the bed and placed himself above me, he is really a handsome man, he savagely took off my towel leaving me naked in front of him the red went up to my cheek he threw himself on my assailant kissing him and whispered me in my ear "Are you a virgin? ", of course not! I find it difficult to get the words out of my mouth, so I noddle to signal that I am no longer, his look became cold but this did not prevent him from making love to me savagely. It was wonderful, he went for a shower and went out a few minutes later, he dressed before my eyes which terribly bothered me. He dressed in a simple way I imagine it's to sleep. He sat on the bed as I got up to go in the shower and asked me a rather embarrassing question.

- Who took your virginity? He says of a cold shear.

I myself don't know how could I answer him?!

- Excuse me, Master Cardona, I don't want to appear rude, but I prefer to keep this personal information.

He looked at me with an icy air and then lay down, I took my shower totally frustrated by the situation, yet the evening had started well and there everything got complicated. I go out, dress and lie down on the bed next to him our two backs facing each other.